Chapter 51

Harry's POV

The boys returned later in the afternoon, Liam said he went to a movie with Sophia, Niall and Zayn. At least they can enjoy life, I have nothing to live for anymore...

"And these two decided to tag along, that's last time I'll ever bring you with me while I'm on a date" Liam glared at Zayn and Niall.

"we were absolute angels" Niall giggled, rolling his eyes, "he's exaggerating, we were very well behaved"

Now it was Liam's turn to roll his eyes, "please, Niall. I wouldn't call throwing popcorn and kicking the back of people's seats "well behaved" "

Zayn grinned, "is talking on the phone at a movie theater allowed?"

Liam shook his head, "YES, you know that, Zayn. I expect better from you"

Zayn smirked as he turned on the tv and flopped on the couch. Louis glared at him and pulled me closer, "watch out" he grumbled, kicking Zayn on the floor. Zayn stuck his tongue out and smacked Louis's foot.

Niall came back in the living room, eating a slice of pizza.

"Heeey, that was my piece! I saved it" Zayn pouted, throwing the remote at Niall.

"It's mine now" he smirked. Zayn frowned and crossed his arms.

"Fine, you can have it, after this" Niall licked all over the slice of pizza and then shoved it in Zayn's face, "here you go best buddy"

"Yuck! Get that away"

"But you wanted it"

"Not now I don't"

Niall smashed the pizza on Zayn's mouth, they started smacking each other and Liam groaned.

~~later that day~~

I was sitting on the bathroom floor, you know what I was doing.

I can't take this anymore...I really want to die, it's not just a thought now, its becoming my only option...

Things are getting worse...and I can't control it anymore...

Earlier, I went to the store, Louis begged me to let him come but I told him no, I don't want him to feel the need to protect me, I can take care of myself, he doesn't need to be with me every second of the day.

When I got to the store I walked up and down the aisle, I had forgotten why I came, and what I was even going to buy in the first place. I guess I just needed to get away, I needed some time to think. I wanted to be alone, I didn't want anyone.

So anyways...when I was there, these guys (not Edward and his friends, a different group) kept following me around and calling me "hommo" and "gay" I don't even know why because me and Louis aren't dating and the public doesn't even know about half the stuff we've said to each other, no one does, just me and him. I guess they're calling me gay because I held Louis's hand, big deal. I don't care, they can laugh all they want, Louis is amazing and wonderful, nothing they say can change my mind about him.

But, as I was leaving, one of them yelled "go home and slit your wrists"

So that's what I'm doing....

Sorry it's a short chapter :3 I've been writing all day so I need to take a break xD