Chapter 43

Harry's POV

So we went in my room and I sat Louis down and told him what he said to me...when I'd finished he had tears in his eyes and grabbed me and hugged me tight, I didn't mind, it was a nice hug this time.

"Harry...I-I'm so sorry...I'm ruining everything...and the thing I said about you cutting...I-" he paused, blowing his nose in a tissue, "I am so sorry..."

I nodded, and shrugged. "It...it's ok"

"Just because I said sorry doesn't mean it's ok, I'll make it up to you, anything you want to do I'll do it"

I smiled, ok so I forgave him, I can't stay mad at him forever, especially not when he's sitting there hugging his knees and sniffing, it's too adorable. I laid down next to him and put my arms behind my head, "can we go take a walk? Just you and me?" I whispered, regretting it some after I'd said it, why would he want to be seen with me? I'm not good enough. I'm not perfect...

Louis's face brightened a bit, "sure hazz, anything you want" I grinned back "good, I always do like getting my way"

Louis smiled wide and ran his fingers through my hair, he bit his lip and pulled his hand away,

"s-sorry...I understand if you don't want me touching you..." I looked at him and poked his nose "it's ok now, last night, that...that wasn't you, you'd never hurt me right?"

Louis nodded, convincingly, "Never. and...I hurt you, I'm such a horrible person..." He turned his back on me and covered his face, he sobbed into his pillow, I did my best to comfort him, "n-no Lou, you're not. You're amazing and beautiful and perfect....I love you" ok so maybe that was a little too forward, BUT HE'S CRYING? What else am I supposed to do?! I reached over and squeezed his hand, how could he think so badly of himself? He's wonderful, I don't see how he could say that.

"So...about that walk, let's go" he sighed, sitting up and wiping his eyes.

"But it's six in the morning"

"Please, I'd like to leave before the boys wake up...I'm guessing Liam wasn't happy"

"Well ok then, but I have to get dressed"

~~a few minutes later~~

"I'm gonna crash into a wall Lou! I'm not kidding, I can't see!" I laughed, waving my arms out in front of me and feeling around. Louis snickered and walked over I felt his arms wrap around my waist, he reached up and pulled the sweater down so it wasn't covering my eyes any longer.

"Thanks boo" I giggled, covering my mouth, sleeves over my hands, which Louis said was adorable. heehee, he called me adorable!

"Take your jeans" he yelled, throwing them at me and digging around in his suitcase. I grinned and put them on my head, "I can't seeee Lou, heeeeelp" he groaned and got up, he rushed over pulled them off my head, "stop that Harry, it's too cute" he poked my nose before going back to his suitcase and getting his shirt, he also changed into his jeans, then he crossed his arms and frowned at me, "Harry, put your pants on" I smiled wide and put my arms behind my back, "I don't know how, you have to help" "if I help will that get us out if the hotel quicker?"

I nodded, "yep"

Louis sighed and walked over, he told me to turn around and stick my leg out, I did as I was told, and he pulled the pant leg up, it got stuck and Louis groaned "why are your jeans so tight? How can you stand to wear these?!"

~~minutes later~~

Louis flopped on the bed sighing dramatically, "I'm never dressing you again" he put his hands over his face and moaned. I ran and jumped on the bed, "can we go on a walk now?" He didn't answer so I jumped up and down, "Louuuu please please please PLEASE PLEASE"

He sat up and grabbed my leg, pulling me down, "shhh! If you wake the boys and Liam finds out we won't be able to go"

"Sorry" I giggled, I grabbed his hands and pulled him off the bed, "should we leave a note for Liam?" I asked, as we entered the living room.

"Nah, he doesn't have to know, besides I'm with you"

I laughed and Louis crossed his arms "heeeey I'm a responsible adult, I'll take care of you, better than Liam could"

"I know"

"No, you have to say it"

"Say what?"

"That I'm more responsible than Liam"

I looked at him and stuck my tongue out, "I can't say that, cause you're not"

He tapped on his chin, "yeah, that's probably true"

I giggled again, and Louis grabbed my hand, we went out the front door and ran down the hall, I pressed the lobby button on the elevator and we waited. Louis wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his head on my back, "hi Lou" I whispered, stepping into the elevator.

"hi hazz" the door closed and we stood there, not speaking at all, just hugging each other, I wish it could be like this forever, me and him...but I don't think it can, can it?