Chapter 31

Harry's POV

I ran out of the building and strait into the tour bus, I went in my room, I sat on my bed and cried in my hands. I'm so upset right now I can't even...I-I don't know...I knew, I just knew it, this kind of stuff always happens to me...I don't get it to be honest...why people don't like me I mean, I try to be kind and it's never enough...

I laid in my bed, I curled up and grabbed a pillow, I cried myself to sleep, it's ok though, I'm used to it.

~~at the hotel~~

I woke up and rubbed my eyes, I squinted as looked around, this wasn't the bus, so where was I?

"Guys, he's awake" Louis shouted, he was sitting next to me on the bed. The three of them came rushing in, Niall jumped on the bed "HI!" I groaned and put my hands over my face, why is he in here? I just want to be left alone, well it's ok if Louis stays though, but only Louis.

I sat up and pushed the covers away, I rubbed my forehead, still a bit confused. "Lou, how did I get in here?" Louis snuggled close to me and laid his head on my shoulder, "when we came in the bus we found you asleep, we drove back here and then Paul carried you inside" "oh..."

Liam walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, along with Zayn.

"Harry, I-I'm sorry I made you go to that interview...after all that's being going on I should've let you stay home, I'm sorry..." Liam sighed, shrugging "and what he said was just plain stupid, don't listen to a word that came out that liars mouth, he's an idiot" I bit my lip and nodded, that's nice of you to say Liam, but that guy might be right...I don't even cut that deep, so am I really depressed? And is it for attention, I really don't know...I didn't want anyone to know, so I guess not...he's just messing with my head, I'm fine...right?

"You wanna talk about it?" Liam asked, "we can talk"

I shook my head and yawned, "n-no...I'm fine really..." And again, I hate lying to them but I can't talk about it...I just can't...

"I'd like to be alone right now" I laid down and pulled the blanket over myself, I closed my eyes so I wouldn't have to look at them. "You sure because-"

"Leave him alone guys...he's not in the mood"

Liam, Niall, and Zayn said "ok" and then left, Louis (as I was hoping) stayed with me, he pulled up a chair and sat there patently. I opened my eyes and looked at him, smiling just a bit, I reached out my arms and whined, Louis smirked and jumped on the bed. "Thanks for staying Lou...you didn't have to" I sighed as he wrapped an arm around me, "shhh it's fine, I wanted to stay" he said kissing my cheek, I giggled and covered my mouth, my sleeves over my hands. Louis poked my nose "you're so adorable" he called me adorable! Ahhhh! Why does he do this? He has a girlfriend...and he doesn't love me...

I sighed at the thought of that....Louis doesn't love me...

Louis looked at and made a face, "what's wrong hazz?" Stop Louis just stop ahhhhh!

I bit my lip and shook my head "no..it's silly"

"What, tell me?"

"You'll laugh..."

"Harry I will do nothing of the sort"

I took a deep breath here I go.."Louis, I uh...I mean" why do I always get nervous when I talk to him?!

"Well...I wanted to ask if..um do you-"

I was cut off due to Louis leaning over and kissing me. He quickly pulled away and bit his lip, "s-sorry, I..." I stared at him, my eyes wide, did he just? No, he didn't, how could he? I thought he didn't like me, was I wrong?