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"Blake no, stop." I tiredly shook my head, trying my best to shake his hand away with it and get my face as far away from him as possible.

"Livi, stop being a baby. Don't shake me away like that, you're only making it harder." Blake held my face still with his other hand.

"Blake you're gonna get my snot all over your hand, stop!" My raspy voice came out as a whine.

He continued to wipe my nose with the tissue, "Only if you keep shaking away from me like that. Now sit still."

I sighed and sat still as he wiped the rest of my red nose and gently pushed me back to lie down on the bed. "Blake, you just got back to feeling better. You can't just risk-"

He placed a finger over my lips to shut me up and grabbed the cold wet towel beside him on the nightstand. He folded it in half then pressed it to my forehead and lay back down beside me, wrapping his arms around me.

It's been a few days since Blake fell ill and I ended up catching whatever he had two days after "nursing him back to health". His PCR results ended up being negative so none of us was really worried the entire time, but Blake and I still stayed at least five meters away from Cole at all times.

Blake is currently feeling better than both Cole and me so he's been taking care of us, like cooking us our meals and making sure we take our medicine every few hours. He's the only one who's been attending online classes so he usually wakes up a few hours before us and wakes us up with breakfast, making sure to distance himself from Cole.

Cole's been feeling a lot better than a week ago and is visibly less tired than before. He's been taking his meds and everything.

"Are you hungry?" Blake whispered into my ear, he was laying on his side beside me while I lied on my back with his arms hooked around me.

I shook my head and held back a cough, making my throat feel like it's on the verge of bursting. Blake sighed and tucked my hair behind my ear, rubbing his nose against my cheek, "I'm sorry."

I scrunched my face up, "When are you gonna stop saying that?" I asked, getting irritated at him apologizing for something that was a hundred percent my fault. "How many times do I have to tell you, Blake? I chose to be close to you while you barfed your guts out and I don't regret it, so shut up."

I felt his minty breath fan part of my cheek as he chuckled and played with my hair.

My voice came out rough, "I'm serious. Stop apologizing." I turned my head carefully, so the towel wouldn't fall from my forehead, and looked into his dark green eyes. He stared back at me with a certain intense look and just brought his face closer.

Is he trying to get his nose stuffed with boogers again or what? He doesn't need to get sick again.

I held back my breath so I don't exhale in his face and watched as his face inched closer, my heart beating harder and faster the closer his lips got to mine. He stopped when his lips were merely an inch away from mine and brought them upward, kissing the spot just above the tip of my nose.

He sighed and dug his fingers into my hair from the back, bringing my head to his chest and adjusting the towel over my forehead. "You can exhale now," He chuckled and kissed my head.

I smiled as I let out a breath and sniffled, trying my best to breathe properly through a clogged nose as Blake gently played with my hair.

♛

A few days later...

"ARE YOU GUYS BANGING?" We heard Cole's voice yell from the living room.

Blake paused at kissing my neck from behind and I gasped, "NO!" I yelled back.

"THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS TAKING YOU SO LONG?" Cole yelled as Blake peppered the space in between my shoulder and neck with a few more kisses one last time and pulled back to continue braiding my hair.

I was gonna answer with something like "Today's hairstyle's just a bit harder than the other ones" or something, but Blake spoke before me, ignoring Cole's question.

"Did you find the series on Netflix?" He asked, his voice barely loud enough for Cole to hear.

"Yeah!" He replied.

"Give us five minutes then!" I said.

"Eight!" Blake corrected.

I turned my head and gave him a questioning look. He brought his fingers to my chin and turned my head back around so I don't ruin the braids. I felt his breath hit my ears and I shuddered, "Eight minutes to finish kissing every inch of your skin that's showing." He kissed my ear and my eyes widened.

Heat spread all the way from my toes to my cheeks as I looked down at the shorts that I was wearing while he continued to calmly braid the ends of my hair.

The shorts were a bit longer than most pajama shorts since I'd rather die than have most of my stupid thick thighs on display for the masterpiece behind me and let him realize how fat I actually am, but they were still shorts, they showed most of my legs, and there's no way in hell I'm letting Blake's perfect lips go anywhere near there.

A minute passed and Blake was done braiding my hair and was tugging a band off his wrist to tie the ends of my hair with it. He fingered the braids a bit more and fixed the top half before lifting me over the bed and turning me around so I was facing him.

He gave me a smile when we locked eyes and fixed the front locks framing my face, like usual, before leaning forward and kissing my cheeks. He then got off the bed, held my hand, and led me towards my mirror.

He stopped once we reached it and made me stand directly in front of it with him behind me, his chest pressing against my back. I eyed my face in the mirror and turned my head to a few different angles so I could catch small glimpses of the hairstyle.

Blake pulled his phone out behind me, tapping a few times over his screen before turning it around horizontally and holding it right behind my head, facing the mirror so I could see the back of my head properly with him using his phone as a second mirror.

I gaped at the mirror with wide eyes and quickly turned to look at him, my chest pressing against his because of our proximity. He grinned down at me, "Like it?"

I nodded my head quickly and brought my fingers to the back of my head, feeling the braids while still looking into his eyes, "It feels so cool," I said with even wider eyes.

His eyes smiled as he sucked his bottom lip into his mouth and held back a laugh, "You're so cute." He booped my nose.

My cheeks pinkened as I smiled and tapped his nose back before going on my tippytoes and making a move to kiss it. He leaned his head down so I could reach the tip of his straight nose and let me land a small peck on it.

I chuckled against it when I saw him beam and made another move to kiss it but Blake quickly moved his head a split second before my lips touched his. He smirked against my mouth when I gasped into his lips and he brought his hands to my waist, lifting me up in a fast motion.

I squealed but the sound got lost in Blake's mouth as he kissed the daylights out of me and walked towards the bed. He stopped when his legs were facing the footboard and kissed me hard one last time before dropping me onto the bed, making my body bounce over it.

My cheeks turned into the brightest shade of red and my stomach went crazy with butterflies as I watched him set one sweatpants clad knee over the mattress at a time before slowly hovering over me.

He smirked down at my root beat face once he was directly above me and I actually felt like I was about to either poop or pee my pants the second he pinned my wrists above my head and started leaning down.

My lips parted as I tried my best to calm my breathing down while he kept leaning towards me and I closed my eyes, waiting for the feel of his lips against my own. I felt his breath come closer and closer before... he kissed my nose.

I opened my eyes and saw him smiling. He must have noticed my confused face because he brought his lips to my ear and said, "I didn't get to kiss your nose back."

He kissed my ear after that and began to trail about a dozen kisses from there to my other ear quickly, kissing every inch of my face from my forehead to my chin then going downwards and peppering every spot of my neck and collarbone that's showing with a million kisses.

Each kiss felt different than the other, having its own effect on me depending on the spot it was placed on. My cheeks were attacked by sweet, gentle yet quick kisses that made my upper tummy go crazy, while my neck and the spots behind and below my ears were bombarded with hot, long, more open-mouthed kisses that made my lower tummy feel like it was melting.

Once he was done kissing all the skin above my shirt, he planted his lips back over mine and kissed me harder than before, barely grazing his tongue over my bottom lip before pulling back, releasing my wrists, sliding a bit down the bed, so he was facing my lower belly.

Crap.

I narrowed my eyes when I saw him smirking at my tummy and I immediately started feeling insecure. "Blake~" I almost whined. I was shocked at how breathless I sounded.

"Yes, baby?" He looked up at me.

I held back the urge to bite my lip in nervousness, "You said every inch that was showing," I said quietly, eyeing my stomach, which was clearly covered by my shirt.

I noticed him eye a certain spot there and I looked down, my neck burning when I noticed the straight line of skin just above my shorts that wasn't covered by my shirt. It must have ridden up.

My hormones went crazy the second his lips touched the spots that were so close to my pubic bone and dragged his lips to the side. I shuddered and looked down at him, feeling my heart stop when I realized he was staring up at me the whole time while kissing me.

I let out a breath when he smiled and pulled back, but then I sucked in another one when I saw him go down to my legs.

NO!

No. No. No.

I tried steadying my breath as best as I could to calm down the panic but I still felt like my heart was close to giving out. I noticed him lean forward and I shut my eyes closed. He's so close to my fat th-

I froze when I felt him land a small sweet peck over a single random spot on both legs before he shifted over the bed and I started feeling his breath hit my cheeks.

I opened my eyes and found him looking down at me with the most intense, hot stare, it made me forget all about why I was freaking out seconds ago and I felt my lower regions tingle again.

Oh my god, he was hot.

Really, really hot.

I felt one of his hands nudge my right one, which was resting beside my hip, and intertwined his fingers with mine, his hazel-green eyes still looking straight into mine as his other hand trailed up my hip and gripped my waist.

He leaned down and gave me a quick kiss before pulling back to stare at me for a second. His eyes were flaming with so many different emotions as he gazed down at me and I was parting my lips for him without even realizing, hoping he'd lean down again and kiss me harder.

I breathed as his eyes trailed down to my parted lips and I felt him shift his leg over me. He slowly started leaning down again and my heart went back to doing backflips. My whole body tingled as I waited for him to press his lips against mine but then I almost screamed in frustration when he paused again.

He pulled back, his eyes going back to gazing into mine, and I furrowed my brows when I felt him unlock his fingers from mine. I was about to ask him why he pulled back but froze when I saw him put his hands over his head and grab the back of his shirt's neck, pulling it off.

Holy hell.

My entire body flushed red and my eyes immediately trailed down to his chest. His perfect, tanned, sculptured, chest.

Mine.

Hehe.

Blake smiled for some reason and leaned down again, his face less than an inch away from mine. "Yours," he whispered against my lips before diving in for a long kiss. My eyes widened and my heart stopped for a second...

Did I say that out loud?

NO.

OH MY-

Blake cut my thought off by kissing me harder and grabbing one of my hands, bringing it to his torso, and leaving it there for me to feel him while he grabbed my waist with both his hands and stroked it with his thumbs.

I parted my lips for him and he groaned into my mouth when I brought my other hand to his hair and tugged at the back. His tongue started dancing against mine as I began grazing my fingers over his abs.

He lowly cursed underneath his breath and tightened his grip on my waist. Just when I was seconds away from letting my insecurities eat me up with his hands there, we heard Cole call out for us and pulled back from the kiss, both of us breathless.

Blake rested his forehead against mine and Cole let out a whine from the other side of the apartment, "Are you two serious? I've been waiting for thirty-"

"We're done, give us a sec and we'll be there!" Blake yelled out and pulled my body up. He gave me a small kiss on the forehead before slipping his shirt on and grabbing my hand, I noticed the frustrated look on his face and held back a laugh when I heard him mutter something about blue balls beneath his breath as he led me out of the room.

My face was still flushed and my blood was still on fire from what we'd been doing seconds ago- or what we were about to do, but I tried my best to brush the tingles away and take deep breaths.

Keyword: tried.

The tingles were still there. Mainly in my lower regions.

Damn it.

♛

"Blake!" I hissed underneath my breath and pinched his thigh underneath the throw blanket.

He didn't seem fazed by the pinch at all, he just kept trailing his hand over my thigh under the blanket. "Yes, Leprotto?" He whispered in my ear.

My eyes averted to the right where Cole was lying on the second recliner with his droopy eyes glued to the screen, a lollipop in his mouth.

Blake and I were squished in the other recliner on the other side of the room with one of my thighs over Blake's. His hand kept going further north and my stomach couldn't stop clenching from how nervous yet turned on I was.

"I'll kill you," I hissed again in a lower voice.

"Shh Livi I'm trynna watch the movie, do you mind?" My eyes widened, and I pinched him harder this time, making him yelp.

I turned my head in Cole's direction again and was surprised to find him still staring at the screen with sleepy eyes, not paying any attention to us. I think his meds are kicking in.

"What the hell was that for?" Blake groaned in my ear.

My cheeks turned bright red. Why the hell did that turn me on even more?

"You know why," I murmured, my gaze on the television. Blake shifted against me so we were even more squished against the recliner. His hand stopped grazing my thigh for a second and he just let it rest there, holding my thigh while he shifted a bit more so the half of my body that was lying over his lap was in a more comfortable position.

A movement beneath me caught my eyes and I sucked in a breath as I watched Blake's other hand slowly inch towards the edge of the throw blanket over our laps and I squirmed when I saw him lift it and slip his hand inside.

His hand began stroking the inside of my thigh while the other one resumed trailing further upward and slipped beneath the bottom of my shorts.

My heart began racing all of a sudden and my eyes shifted towards Cole for the millionth time. He still wasn't paying any mind to whatever the hell was going on here.

Just when my heart was about to stop and Blake's fingers were close to making contact with my uh... lady bits?- I felt his lips make contact with my neck and his fingers started trailing back down my thigh instead.

Ovaries: Lady bits? Are you fucking kidding me?

Vajayjay: What are you? Ten?

I held a breath as he kept kissing my neck and I felt like exploding with the way both his hands were teasing my thighs at the moment. I finally let out a breath when his fingers, which were so close to touching me in my nether regions seconds ago, were pulled away and were no longer underneath my shorts.

But I didn't have time to let out another breath, because a second later, after planting another kiss on my neck, Blake's fingers went over the material of my shorts and stopped when they were right above the waistband.

I think he whispered something like "Can I?" In my ear, but my head was too fogged up to be trusted.

I'm not sure how I whispered or showed my affirmative answer but all I know is, a second later, his hands had slipped in and-

Holy frickin' bejesus!