I was woken up by the bright rays of sun that pierced through my window. I yawned, stretching my body out as I felt my shirtless body rub against something hard and muscly.

I took a deep breath as I looked up, squinting my eyes up at Jesse who was still asleep. So sneaky, I don't even remember him coming down to my bed and sleeping with me.

Jesse looked strikingly attractive as his bare chest slowly went up and down, breathing. His reddened cheeks were being defined by the sun as my fingers began to slowly trace against his sharp jawline.

How in the hell can someone be this hot? Like I'm actually still processing the fact that he even talks to me! My heart began to beat faster as my face reddened at the thought of how close we are right now.

Jesse continued to sleep as I got up, stretching and yawning yet again as the cabin was empty. I was genuinely curious to know what happened to the other group members that I shared the canoe with and how Milan's confessions made them feel.

Me personally, I'm just glad he was the one writing the notes instead of Jesse's crazy ex or something.

I was shocked to see Benny laying down on his bed instead of being at the cafeteria. He looked completely out of it.

I slowly walked towards him as the sight of him was very worrying. He was just laying down, his hands on his sides as his deep brown eyes were spaced out at wall. "B-Benny?" My voice was low, glancing at the small scar on top of his right brow. "Are you okay?"

Benny slowly turned his head at me, his eyes drooped in an annoyed facial expression. "Oh, well I thought you'd never ask. I almost drowned while a bunch of fucking water gang banged me until my head hit against a rock. I didn't even pass out! The cold water just threw my ass around until I washed up on land, like a damn rat from the sewers. So yea, I'm doing pretty fantastic Micah." He sarcastically smiled. "I'm pretty sure I'm traumatized now so that's great." He tiredly added.

"Well, it's not like you were the only one. I drowned the second my body hit the water. I'm surprised I even survived." I muttered, my voice audibly raspy.

Benny looked away and stared back at the wall. "Your Prince Charming giving you mouth to mouth is how you survived." He sighed, sounding genuinely bothered. "I mean like how more unbelievable is your life gonna get?"

"W-what do you mean?" My eyebrows furrowed down at his sharpened tone.

"Sorry, that sounded bitchy and I swear I'm not trying to sound like a bitch. I'm honestly just so much in pain and I'm just exhausted." He croaked out as he buried himself beneath his blankets.

I slowly nodded my head. "Okay, It's okay Benny. I totally understand. I'll let you have your rest." I threw him a small smile that he ignored, moving his body to the side away from me.

I ate by myself in the cafeteria as I tried my best to mind my own business. It felt like high school all over again with me being by myself and everyone else looking so happy at their own groups.

I couldn't help but take my head phones off as loud bickering began to emit itself in front of me.

It came from Posh's table..

Posh began to speak with a loud voice as he fanned himself with a black fan. "Milan, you're not a sister! You're supes fake and I'm glad you confessed of how much of a shady whore you really are! So please, get away from the table!" Posh scoffed, gesturing someone else to come to the table. "This is Jhin, your replacement."

Milan whimpered as he struggled to move his head because he was wearing a neck brace. Jeez, neck brace? Milan probably had the worse experience after falling down that water fall.

Posh pompously spoke to Milan again as Cadence was just smoking, a large scratch was visible on his pale cheek as clouds came out of his mouth. "Our new sister here is an underrated singer and has actual talent, unlike you! Jhin is just so much more deserving of an exposure rather than a supes trashy copy cat!"

Milan sobbed as he struggled to breath. "You would rather give exposure to a singer rather than a rich son in a family who owns a clothing line and 20 percent of Feline Black?" He hurriedly spoke, trying to collect himself.

Posh moved his large pink tinted shades closer to his face as Jhin sat next to Cadence. "Why yes. I would very much rather give exposure to anyone else but a manipulative leech." Posh simply let out in such a calm yet scary tone. "Also Milan, I suggest not talking so big about your family's clothing line. That 30 percent sales drop isn't fooling anyone but yourself sweetheart."

Milan bawled as he quickly stomped his feet on the floor, but slowly touching his neck in pain. "I'm in so much pain! You guys cannot just abandon me like this! Don't you guys feel bad for me?" He whined and screamed like a child, grabbing lots of attention from people around the cafeteria, including me.

Posh evilly grinned, casually posing for a selfie with Jhin. "Well, you supes still have 2 friends that will make you feel better Milan. Razor and Bleach! Greet them for me while you guys reconnect." Posh let out, making Milan's mouth drop.

Posh's grin quickly diminished after the selfie was taken, his head tilting towards Milan who still denied his replacement and still stood near their table. "Milan I'm supes shook that you are still here! Snap out of it! You're not welcome here anymore so leave, you fake, irrelevant, attention seeking, failed aborted baby!"

Posh's extremely offensive comment wasn't even directed to me and I felt hurt. I could only imagine how Milan felt as everyone heard what Posh just told him.

Milan's face was red as it crinkled, everyone laughing around him as I couldn't help but feel so bad. "You've always been so cruel to me Posh! I don't take my confession about you back!" He sobbed louder, proceeding to run away as Posh laughed out loud.

I casually continued eating as I couldn't help but glance at Jhin, a lot. He was just so satisfying to look at since he looked like an actual doll. His skin lacked pores and looked extremely smooth. His face was incredibly pale but it was complimented by his rosy cheeks and it only made him look more porcelain. His fluffy hair was also dyed to a light pastel pink and it looked really nice.

All of a sudden, my view of him was cut off as a guy with soft textured beach blonde hair and piercingly blue eyes quickly sat in front of me, making me choke on air.

He had on a mysterious smirk as his eyes scanned my face, talking before I could've talked. "All sobered up again, huh?" His voice was undeniably deep and enticing. "But I gotta admit, you look a little more sexier fucked up."

"E-excuse me? Do I know you?" I slightly moved back, watching him laugh to the side which gave me a view of his sharply defined jaw line.

He looked back at me, his ocean blue eyes a lot lighter than Jesse's but a lot more striking. "Do I have to kiss you to remember?"

"I-I don't know what you're talking abou-" He quickly interrupted me.

"My name's Tristan." He clenched his jaw at me as my eyes widened at him, his face looking as if it was amused by the amount of shock that crawled all over me. "You kissed me on the night of the bonfire."

I felt dizzy as my visions began to blur. I couldn't believe anything I was hearing as I stumbled getting up. "Y-you're lying." My voice cracked as I wanted to get away from him as fast as possible.

"I wish I was." Tristan bit his lip as he laughed loudly to himself. "I told you to stay away from Jesse and then you kissed me."

Strawberries..

I quickly shook my head at him as I began to walk back, completely disgusted at myself. Some eyes landed on me including Tristan's as I quickly ran out the cafeteria.

I didn't even bother looking down as crimson dripped onto my shirt, using my hand to quickly wipe my nose as I felt like I was about to pass out.

There's no way I really did that!

I kissed Jesse's ex?

What if he finds out!

What else did I do that night?

Fuck!

Thoughts began to run around my mind as I couldn't process what Tristan just told me.

I felt myself actually break down as everything in my body just started to hurt. I felt so disgusted and disturbed as I made my own skin crawl. Tristan is lying, there's no way he's telling the truth! I'm not a slut!

Time quickly passed by as I began to notice my breathing pace speed up without control. I just wanted to vanish as my body began to feel paralyzed. I was slowly being dropped into a dark self-made torture chamber without a way out.

I haven't had a panic attack this bad in so long..

My body forcefully fell back against a large tree as I continuously used my hand to bang my head at my stupidity and at my disgusting behaviors.

Who even are you to do that Micah?

I felt myself now breathe heavily as my heart was just beating out of my chest, my shirt completely stained with my own blood.

I couldn't help but loudly gasp as voices began to appear around me. "Logan, he probably didn't even mean to punch you."

"Oh shut up!" Logan exclaimed as him and his friends began to surround me. "He thinks it's okay to play with my emotions and just hurt me right after?"

My face was drowned in complete horror as I looked at group of guys that stood before me, beds of sweat forming on my face as I tried to get up. I didn't know what Logan and these guys wanted but it was obvious they wanted trouble.

As I tried to get up, a pair of strong hands rapidly grabbed onto my shirt and pulled me back down, causing my body to roughly hit against the hard leafy ground.

I began to cry as I didn't have enough power to say anything since my panic attack only worsened. "Look at you." Logan evilly laughed as he forcefully pulled my collar. "You're such a pathetic fucking person!"

My eyes rapidly blurred as Logan's hand that was fueled by hate swung so strongly against my cheek, making me fall back again to the ground as tears streamed down my cheeks.

Keanu's familiar voice spoke out as I groaned out in pain. "Dude alright, come on, you got your revenge, now let's go."

"No!" Logan screamed like an enraged animal as he quickly got on top of me, swing after swing, hitting against my face. "You know Micah, I actually thought for a second you stood out. Turns out your just another shitty asshole who likes to toy with people's feelings. Where's your Jesse now huh!?" His voice was audibly broken as I couldn't even speak anymore, his hard fist silencing me.

Every punch that struck against me made my head pound, multiple versions of reality creeping into my vision as I couldn't even process the amount of pain that I was experiencing so I just shut my eyes.

All of a sudden, his punches stopped as his hands moved down to my neck. Without any hesitation, he began to choke me as I could only cry. I felt too drained to try and fight back.

"Logan what the hell dude, stop!" Another voice yelled out, pulling Logan away as I felt my face began to swell up. I felt like I was beginning to die as I just laid down on the dirt, feeling my consciousness slowly fade away.

"What the hell do you mean stop!?" Logan's extremely loud voice echoed around the forest. "You guys are my friends, you guys should be helping me beat this fucker up!"

"We're not gonna help you with this psycho shit dude!" Keanu's voice slightly struggled as they probably held him back. "Logan, be honest with me, did you take your medication?" He deeply asked.

I heard Logan began to thrash away from their hold as he quickly replied. "I don't need that shit! I don't have anger issues, it's all bullshit! That doctor was bullshit! Now let me go so I can fuck him up more!"

Keanu anxiously talked to his other friends as they began to pull Logan away, making him let out almost furious screams as my vision remained black. "Fuck you Micah!"

After a moment, a strong gust of wind blew against my raw and extremely badly hurt body as I tasted blood. At this point in time, I actually wasn't so sure if I was gonna live for just be left here, dying.

I just wanna go back home..

I began to hear footsteps that got nearer to me. Leaves crunched as the footsteps stopped beside my almost lifeless body.

Before I knew it, my body was effortlessly getting picked up. I didn't have enough energy to open my eyes and see who the strong arms belonged to.

The only thing I had enough energy to do was just simply give in to the darkness that promised me to take all the pain away.

MICAH ENDED UP PASSING OUT, YET AGAIN. POOR BABY WAS GETTING BEAT UP WHILE WE WAS SUFFERING AN ACTUAL MELTDOWN. :(

AND IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN HIS SECOND WEEK YET.