I slowly rubbed my head against the soft pillow that blanketed around my head, the sound of a lighter flicking quickly making my eyes widen.

My head quickly got up as my sleepy eyes were slightly squinted, coming to find out that my pillow wasn't a pillow, but Cadence's soft pale chest.

What the fuck? Where the hell am I?

"Cade you're an addict, weed isn't breakfast." Rama's voice appeared to my right, only sending jolts of electricity inside my body to quickly get off the bed. "Dude fucking relax!" He exclaimed at my sudden movement.

"W-w-where am I?" I hastily asked, rubbing both of my hands against my messy bed hair to try and remember what happened last night.

"You're in my suite." Rama moved closer towards Cadence as I didn't know how to feel over the fact that I slept with 2 other boys last night.

"Wait? What?" My eyes widened around the room, shirts and pants laying on the floor. "Did we?" I asked as I backed up against the wall.

Cadence chuckled as a cloud of smoke left his mouth. "Threesome? Hell no." His voice was gravelly as he passed the blunt towards Rama. "I'm not going to jail, aren't you a little kid?" He raised an eyebrow at me.

"I-I'm 18." I quickly replied. "H-how old are you guys?" I couldn't help but sound terrified as I still tried to process everything.

"20." Cadence threw me a wide child-like smile.

"19." Rama nodded.

Cadence began to speak again, crossing his muscular arms at me. "But you are legal, so maybe we could do something." He joked as he laughed at me.

"Shut up dude." Rama tried to hold in a laugh as he blew smoke. "You're gonna scare him."

"How did I even get here?" I hate the smell of weed. "Have you guys seen my friends?" I asked.

Cadence shook his head, strands of his perfectly brown curly hair falling onto his pale cheeks. "Nope." He popped his mouth. "You bumped into me alone and you were really fucked up."

Rama joined in. "He took advantage of you being fucked up and made you take a hit." He yawned, my mouth leaving a loud gasp as he pointed at what he was smoking.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. "Why would you do that to me?" I scoffed, hearing them try to hide a laugh.

"Relax babe." Cadence shrugged. "You didn't die." The second I heard his response, I quickly ran out the room, not bothering to look back.

My eyes couldn't help but shift around the impressive structure around me as I ran down the spiraled staircase. Why are the suites so grand?

After going down the flights of stairs, I rapidly opened the heavy front door and was gone.

I have to ask Benny and Logan what the hell happened last night, and why wasn't I with them!

After taking a shower and doing whatever it is I needed to do to be clean again, I finally arrived at the cafeteria.

The table was quiet as Benny and Logan didn't even bother looking up at me. "Are you guys okay?" I spoke anxiously, sitting on the table.

Benny yawned, his tone slightly sharp as if he was bothered by me. "Woke up inside a bush again." He tiredly looked up, my eyes glancing at Logan as I couldn't help but drop my mouth at him.

"Logan what happened to your eye?" I asked, observing the purple bruise around his right eye.

Logan forcefully dropped his fork on his tray as he looked at me with burning fury. "You fucking punched me in the face last night Micah!"

His voice slightly echoed throughout the cafeteria, although the conversations were still loud so nobody really heard him but me and Benny.

"Oh shit, really? I don't remember." My face softened as I quickly apologized. "Logan I'm so sorry, I would never punch anyone on purpose, I'm genuinely sorry Logan." I spoke low, staring at Logan deeply breathe as the table remained silent, Benny just quietly drinking out of his coffee cup.

Benny finished sipping as he coughed. "Y'all kissed too but that ain't none of my business." I quickly choked on my food as Logan spoke out.

"Why the fuck did you even have to bring that up?" Logan's voice raised as Benny tried not to laugh.

My mouth was widened at the both of them as I was frozen. "W-we kissed?"

Logan ignored me, continuing to eat his food as Benny side-eyed the both of us, awkward silence surrounding all 3 of us.

After a moment, Logan quickly got back up, his face drowned in complete anger as he began to walk away.

Benny moved closer the second he left, quickly putting his cup down the table. "Micah what the hell happened last night? You were such a damn mess!"

My eyes widened as I threw my hands up in the air in complete shock. "I-I don't remember. I really don't. I feel so bad for punching Logan."

"You molly whopped his ass child!" Benny cackled, slightly getting up to imitate him punching someone.

"I didn't mean it!" I let out in complete regret. "I also can't believe we kissed! Like how the hell did that even happen? I'm scared there's more things that happened to me last night and I don't remember anything Benny." I ran my hand through my head as I was frustrated.

"Where did you even sleep at? I didn't see you on your bed. Believe it or not but, even Jesse checked if you were there and you weren't." Benny threw me a small smile as my mouth dropped.

"Shut up!" I wheezed, making him flail his arms around him in excitement. "He did?" I asked quickly.

"Yup!" Benny nodded fast. "I don't even think he went to the bonfire."

"W-what about that guy?" I flicked my fingers as I tried to remember. "What happened to what's his name? Keanu! What happened to Keanu?"

Benny's eyes widened. "Oh the super fine ass caramel boy? He went to go eat and meet people. He didn't wanna drink. He was like a dad to us last night because we were so drunk!" He answered.

"I'm so stupid!" I shook my head in disappointment at myself. "How did I even get separated from you guys?"

"Someone probably abducted you're ass because you were super fucked up." Benny shrugged as I half-laughed.

"I woke up next to Cadence and Rama this morning." I blurted out.

Benny spit out his coffee to the side as my mouth widened. He looked like he was about to pass out. "Micah you a full blown hoe, don't talk to me. Ohhhh bitch I'm about to die!" He choked as he laughed out loud.

"They told me we didn't do anything!" I quickly answered. "I think they just found me somewhere and brought me to their suite." I bit my lip, trying my best to remember anything.

"That's crazy! You slept next to a prince bitch!" Benny stared at me in disbelief. "I've been here for 4 years and none of that shit has happened to me." He cried.

"Benny I can't do that again." I laughed. "I was so bad last night and I really feel bad for what I did to Logan."

Benny clicked his mouth. "Logan doesn't hold grudges, give it a week. But you, honey you need to calm it down next time." He warned with a smile. "Because if I was Logan, you wouldn't even be able to use your mouth to apologize."

"I know, you're right. I don't want a next time, I was so irresponsible last night and who knows who else I've kissed or punched." I groaned, watching him laugh to himself. "I wish I can just wake up inside a bush also." I sighed, looking around the cafeteria that was filled with a lot more people than usual.

"You don't have to completely stop drinking, you just have to drink responsibly." Benny spoke, quickly adding something. "Don't take it from me because I was a hot mess last night. My voice still hurts from screaming." He lightly coughed, his hand rubbing against his throat.

Drink responsibly. How the hell do you do that?

As I tried to remain calm, my eyes landed on a poster.

"Benny we should go cano-" He quickly interrupted me as he followed my eyes to see what I was looking at.

"Nope. Nope. Hell no." He rolled his eyes down as my mouth widened.

"What? Why? That's sounds so fun. Camping is meant for you to be outdoors, and I kinda wanna do it because I've never went canoeing before." I smiled, subtly begging for him to come with me. "Also I wanna invite Logan and make it up for being an asshole to him."

"That's cool, invite him not me, I'm not going." Benny didn't surrender.

"Please! It would be so fun!" I pouted at him.

"Ugh you cute white boys and your damn facial expressions, I hate all of you!" Benny screamed as I couldn't help but laugh. "Alright, I'm going. But I'ma just sit on the boat with arms crossed, you hear me?" I quietly cheered.

"I hear you." I bit my lip as I looked at the poster.

I walked my way into the library to talk to Sascha, ignoring Cadence and Rama as they watched me.

"Hi Micah!" Sascha chirped behind me, making my eyes widen as I turned around, seeing him sit next to Cadence who's arm was around him.

"What the fuck are you guys doing to him?" I asked, tightening my fists as they squinted at me with their reddened eyes. "Sascha did they make you smoke?"

Cadence slowly waved a hand to greet me I looked at Sascha, who looked so unbothered by everything as a book was on his lap. "Wow Micah, you need to learn to calm down dude." Cadence smiled, biting his lip at me. "Your friend here is just reading us a story." Cadence looked incredibly high as he laid his head back against the couch.

Sascha threw me reassuring smile. "I'm fine Micah. They're being really nice to me." He innocently smiled as I slowly nodded, watching him look back down at his book.

"Dude hurry the fuck up and read, I wanna know if they fuck or not!" Rama loudly commanded.

Sascha quickly shook his head, his eyes widening as his hand covered his mouth, his cheeks burning.

Cadence squinted down at the book. "Wooow dude, that's really an interesting way to describe a dick." He chuckled. "Read it Sascha."

Sascha's cheeks burned. "This is supposed to be a love story. I didn't know there was gonna be a sex scene, sorry, I'll get another book." He shyly explained.

Rama snatched the book away as Sascha went to get another one, Cadence looking at me. "Come babe, sit and relax." He smirked, patting the couch as I cringed at what he just called me.

"Do you guys ever stop smoking weed?" I winced, sitting across from them as Sascha snickered from the back. "I mean that can't possibly be good for your brain cells."

Cadence shrugged as he took a deep breath. "I mean, my family had enough brain cells left to be making billions of dollars from our weed farms all over the country, so it's working out pretty well." He devilishly grinned as his gorgeously captivating eyes winked me.

I remained quiet as I didn't know that it was possible to be making that much money from weed. "And how is your family making that much money?"

He began to reply, his voice soft and slow. "Celebrities, singers, rappers. From a lot of people. Weed being legalized also helped a lot." He yawned, stretching back to his seat as Sascha finally came back with a new book.

We watched Sascha walk back to the couch and sit, Cadence putting his arm over him again. "Sascha I still can't wrap my head around the fact that you're a boy." Cadence beamed as he spaced out it into the air, letting out a loud hum for no reason. "Such a pretty boy."

"Thanks." He innocently simpered. "My uncle would always call me that a lot before he- never mind." Sascha cut himself off as his voice sounded disturbed all of a sudden, making him change the subject. "This new book is called The Love Club."

"What's it about?" Rama raised an eyebrow at him, throwing the other book on the floor.

"It's about 4 outcasts that ends up becoming friends through hardship in life and they promise to be comfortable and always tell the truth to each other." Sascha explained happily as he flipped open the book. "It's really good, I've read it a couple of times already."

"I like that name." Cadence smiled.

As I sat down, thinking to myself, weird visions started flashing before my head. Why do I keep thinking about this boy with gorgeously dark blonde hair and bright blue eyes, yet I don't remember ever meeting him before?

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