I'm addicted to you...

I slowly opened my eyes due to bright sunlight peeping through the curtains. I sat up and stretched my arms. I was feeling tired and devastated. Then I remembered, whatever happened yesterday night. Jimin proposed me and I blushed at this thought until Taehyung came into my mind. My world stopped.

Why is he doing all this to me?

He doesn't have any right over me. I feel like I dragged Jimin into all this shit for no reason. I can't even face him without having any guilt in my heart. Taehyung has made my life a living hell. I just feel like I'm tired of fighting against him. No matter how far I try to go, away from him, but he always catches me. And I can't do anything when he is in front of me.

And then I remembered...he kissed me last night. Why? This is wrong. I can't do this..im jimin's girlfriend now but. I don't want to break jimin's trust.

Should I tell him about all this?

No he will never accept me, If I told him. I can't do anything. I feel like I'm just stuck here. Tears started coming out of my eyes while I cried hard. After sometime of crying I wiped my tears and got up to get ready for university. Even though I have no energy to go but I have to, as exams are coming and I have to complete all my notes. I sighed and entered the bathroom.

After sometime I reached the university. I entered in the class and made my way towards my seat. I was going to sit until someone held my wrist and spun me around. I got startled by this sudden action. And I bumped into jimin's chest. Our face so close to each other while my hands on his chest. Our eyes met and I felt tingling sensation in my body. He smiled at me and said

"Good morning babe" I froze in my place hearing his words but soon came to my senses. I took my hands off from his chest and backed away a little.

"G-good morning, Jimin"I said and smiled at him and he did too.

"So, did you sleep well?" He asked and again the scene from last night came in my mind and sudden wave of guilt washed over me.

"Hey?" Jimin nudged my arm a little and I came to my senses.

"uh yeah... pretty well" I said smiling. He also smiled and then he looked at me from head to toe.

"you're looking beautiful" he said smiling. I smiled at his compliment.

"Thanks...uh, you're also looking... handsome"I said and blushed a little. He chuckled and said

"really?" I nodded. We looked at each other for some seconds while he suddenly asked

"why are you looking so nervous today?" He asked and I looked at him confused.

"Uh..me?" He nodded. He started coming a little closer and my heartbeat accelerated. He came more closer when our faces were inches apart. He whispered slowly

"is it because of me?" He raised an eyebrow and my eyes widened at his statement. I gulped and he chuckled.

"Don't worry, I was just kidding" he said and laughed a little. He backed away, giving me my personal space while I stood there dumbfounded. Then suddenly professor came in the class and I came to my senses. The lecture started. But I was still in processing mode. My phone suddenly buzzed and I checked the notification.

I furrowed my eyebrows at his text. I don't remember giving him my number. Then how did he got it? I didn't replied and just ignored it. I don't wanna face more issues. I'm already having a lot. And Jin doesn't seem a really good person to me.

Soon all the lectures ended. But I didn't go to cafeteria to meet jin. It's best if I just ignore him. I haven't seen Taehyung today at university and I'm glad I didn't. If he got to know that I'm dating Jimin then I can't imagine what will he do. I was going through the corridor. Suddenly someone called my name from behind and I looked at the direction and saw Aera coming towards me. Yeah the popular girl of our university. I smiled at her and she approached me. She smiled and said

"Hey Ryu, how are you?" She said

"I'm good what about you?" I asked smiling.

"I'm also fine and I wanted to tell you that tomorrow is my birthday and I'm throwing a party and u are also invited."she said

"uh.. actually im-"she cut me off

"Don't make excuses now...you have to come okay I have also invited some of your classmates"she said and I pressed my lips together thinking about what to say now. I don't really like to go to parties not after what happened last time atleast.

"Uh...okay if you insist"I said and smiled.

"Great..and give me your number I'll send you the details"she said smiling widely and I gave her my number and then she left. I sighed to myself.

I reached at the university gate and saw Jimin leaning against his car. He looked at me and waved. I smiled and walked towards him.

"hey, what are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Waiting for you obviously"he said and I furrowed my eyebrows

"me?"

"Yes, I'll drop you"he smiled.

"But-" he cut me off.

"No buts, just get in" he said and winked at me and then opened the door for me to enter. I chuckled at his behaviour and got inside. We didn't talked much but he continued passing his flirty comments at me and It would be a lie if I said I didn't liked it. He suddenly stopped the car but at an ice cream shop. I got confused and looked at him. He smiled and got out of car and i did too.

We entered inside and I asked

"jimin, what are we gonna do here?"

"Eat ice cream you pabo"he said and chuckled.

We sat on an empty seat and ordered our favourite ice creams. We talked a lot about different things like favourite colour or food or any other thing which comes to mind. He is really nice and caring. I can't lose him at any cost. I feel really happy whenever I am with him. He always comforts me and makes me feel good. I wish that I can be with him forever.

We finished our ice cream and paid the bill. He wanted to pay the whole bill but I wanted to pay mine by myself so we split it. We got in the car and drove to my house. It was getting dark and I didn't got to know that we were talking for hours. Soon we reached at my house. I got out of the car and Jimin too. I stood in front of him

"Thanks for today, I was not in a really good mood tho but you really made me happy"I said smiling he smiled back and said

"no need to thanks I m glad you are happy"he said

And I suddenly moved a little closer and wrapped my arms around his neck. He got a little shocked by my sudden action but wrapped his arms around me eventually. We hugged each other for some seconds and it felt so peaceful and soothing. I almost forgot every worry in my life. I slowly pulled away from the hug, while his arms were still around my waist. Our eyes met and I saw pure love and affection in his eyes. I felt something different in my heart. My breath hitched when I saw his face coming closer to mine. Is he going to kiss me? His face was inches apart from mine. Our lips were almost touching. He moved more closer and I closed my eyes.

""

My heart stopped hearing that deep voice and I know perfectly whose voice was that. Jimin left my waist and I slowly turned around and saw him. My soul left my body seeing his dark and angry eyes. He was staring in my soul. I gulped looking at his dark aura. He started coming towards us while his eyes were still fixed on me. My breathing accelerated with his each step. He reached us and stood in front of jimin. He was now looking at him directly in eyes.

"Taehyung wh-" Jimin was about to say something but he cut him off

"Just stay away from her....cause she's mine"he said emphasising the word mine. Jimin furrowed his eyebrows at him.

"I don't understand what you are saying Tae?" He said

"Just because you are my friend I'm not saying anything otherwise I would have killed anyone who tried to come close to what belongs to me...because I respect our friendship....but don't make me do things which I don't wanna do" Taehyung said staring at Jimin.

"Tae-"before Jimin could say anything I cut him off.

"Jimin please go" he looked at me in disbelief.

"Ryu what are y-"

"Just go jimin pleasee...I will tell you everything but for now please go"I said looking at him with a pleasing look.

He sighed and then looked at Taehyung and left from there. He got in his car and drove off. I sighed and turned around to look at Taehyung and he was already staring at me. He took some steps towards me and my breath hitched. He reached me and held my wrist and dragged me inside the house. I protested against him but it was useless. He pushed me inside and closed the door outside. He approached me and held my waist and pulled me towards him. My whole body shivered looking at his eyes which turned more dark now by looking at me. He got closer to my ear and whispered

"You think you are really smart...huh?" My whole body shivered while listening to his husky voice. He licked my earlobe sending shivers down my spine. I fisted my palms on his chest and tried to push him but he didn't budge.He looked at me in the eyes

"It's of no use love"he whispered against my lips.

"I had already told you...but how can I forget that you are so stubborn" he said and smirked.

"But if you want Jimin to be alive...then stop with whatever you both are doing" he said and tears started to come out of my eyes. I was crying in front of him. I hate being so weak in front of him. He cupped my cheek and wiped my tears with his thumb.

"Don't cry love...you know I can treat you better then him" he said

"why...why are you doing this...why can't you let me live my life peacefully...just why"I asked between my sobs. He just kept staring at me while I cried. I put my head on his chest and cried hard.

"just whyyy" my voice was weak and I was losing consciousness. I kept crying but he didn't utter a single word but kept on hugging me. And the last thing I remember is I passed out in his embrace after crying for sometime.

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