Maybe it's not about the happy

I got ready to go as Jimin called me to meet him. I wonder what could it be. I sighed and picked my purse and left the room.

I got outside and Jisoo was sitting there reading some book. She looked at me and smiled. I smiled back at her and she said

"hey...where are you going at this time?" She asked

"uhm..just going to meet a friend" I said and she raised an eyebrow.

"Oh which Friend?" She said.

"Oh it's Jimin from university." I said smiling.

" Oh...that means you are going on a date?" She teased me and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"jisoo...it's just a friend dont exaggerate" I said annoyingly and she chuckled.

"Ok now I'm going...bye" I said and left.

"Good luck for your date"she yelled as I stepped outside the house. I sighed and blushed a little. She is crazy.

I reached the place where Jimin called me and damn it was so beautiful. It was a beach. The stars were shinning in the night sky. And the moonlight was falling on the sea. I got a little closer to the sea and looked around. It was so calming and beautiful. Suddenly someone placed his hands on my eyes making them shut.

"Ryu" he said and I smiled at his voice.

"Jimin" I said and he chuckled and removed his hands from my eyes. I turned around and he was smiling at me.

"you recognised me pretty fast" he said and chuckled.

"Yeah cause I'm intelligent" I said and he laughed a little.

"yeah of course" he laughed and I also smiled.

It was a moment of silence. But it was not awkward. It was peaceful. After some seconds of eye contact he held his hand in front of me. I looked at his hand and then at him and he smiled. I smiled and put my hand in his. He smiled and starting taking me to the other side of beach. We were walking beside each other, hand in hand under the moonlight in a beach. And this was the best feeling I have ever had. He was so sweet. And I was really enjoying walking with him like this. I looked at him and he looked so ethereal under the moonlight. I smiled looking at his face.

"Am I that handsome?" He teased me and my eyes widened and I immediately took my eyes off him. He looked at my direction and chuckled. I was blushing so hard at this time but I didn't looked at him, so that he'll not notice my state. We were walking and I don't know to where, Suddenly Jimin stopped walking and so did I. He stood in front of me and looked in my eyes before saying

"Do you trust me Ryu?" He asked and I furrowed my brows.

"Of course I do but why did you ask?" I said and he smiled. He walked around and stood behind me. And he then put a blindfold on my eyes.

"Jimin what are you doing?" I said.

"Just wait a little"he whispered in my ear and I felt shivers run down my spine. He held my waist and his other hand held my right hand and we started walking.

After some time we reached and he opened the fold from my eyes. I opened my eyes and my mouth hunged open watching the view in front of me.

"J-jimin?" I whispered and he came in front of me and smiled.

"Do you like it?" He said

"I literally love it Jimin....it's so beautiful" I said looking at the scenario. He smiled at my statement showing his white teeth.

"But why did you-" I asked him confused. And then he backed away a little. He got on his one knee in front of me and my eyes widened.

"J-jim-" he held his hand in front of me and said

"Ryu...I love you so much....will you be my girlfriend?" He asked

Tears started forming in my eyes. He did all this just for me? And moreover he loves me. I placed one hand in front of my mouth. I really can't decide what to say at this time. But I think it'll be the right decision. I can't wait my whole life for Taehyung's approval. He again came in my mind and body got numb. I can't feel anything like I m stuck in this situation. More tears fell from my eyes and Jimin immediately got up and hugged me.

"Ryu why are you crying...what happened?"he asked. But why I'm crying? I don't care about Taehyung. He is just using me while Jimin genuinely cares for me. I should not let him come between my personal love life. I will do what I want and Jimin is really nice I m sure I'll be more happy with him than Taehyung. I thought and Jimin slowly pulled away from the hug.

"Ryu...I didn't mean to-"I cut him off

"Jimin..." I looked in his eyes.

"I am ready" I said and smiled with teary eyes. He looked at me for some seconds.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Never been much sure" I said and he smiled widely.

He hugged me again more tightly at this time...I felt a ping in my heart when I said yes to him like I'm betraying someone but I know it's not true. Jimin is the right guy for me who cares for me and deserves me. We hugged each other for a long time.

"Thank you so much Ryu"he said and I smiled. He pulled away and wiped my tears while I smiled.

"Let's eat now" he said and I nodded.

Then we ate the dinner and talked with each other. He was so happy like he got everything in his life. I don't know that I really deserve his love but at this time I don't care I just want to be happy with him.

I reached home and entered my bed. I laid in the bed while thinking about Jimin. I smiled to myself and then got up to take a shower. I was really exhausted. Jisoo must be gone at this time and I'm alone with that bastard. Ughhh I wish I could go to university at night but it's not possible. Whatever it's not like I'm leaving this room this whole night and going out to see him. No worries. I entered the bathroom and took a bath.

I got outside from the shower with towel wrapped around me. I got out and looked at the door and my soul left my body seeing Taehyung there. Leaning against the door while looking at me from head to toe and then his eyes met mine and he smirked. I freaked out.

"w-what the hell are doing here?" i said but he just smirked in response. He pushed himself away from the door and started coming towards me, i started going backwards and after some steps my back hit the wall. Fear overcame me. He came closer to me and trapped me between his arms. My breathing got heavier.

"T-tae wh"

He came near my ear and whispered huskily

"Shhhh" my breath got stuck in my throat. He pecked my earlobe and my whole body shivered.

"now be a good girl, and answer truly whatever i ask"he whispered again.

"w-what?" i asked. He hummed and then whispered in my ear

"from where are you coming at this hour...love?"he asked and i furrowed my brows.

"what ar-" he cut me off.

"just. answer.the.question"he whispered and than looked straight in my eyes. The words got stuck in my throat.

"F-from meeting with a friend"i said while stuttering. He hummed and then asked

"hmm, and which friend?"he raised an eyebrow and breath hitched. I can't tell him about jimin.If he got to know about our relationship then i can't even imagine what will he do to him? I thought.

"k-karen, my cafe colleague" i lied and his eyes turned dark. He smirked and my whole body got numb. Oh no. He came more closer to my face and whispered against my lips

"you know you are bad at lying....so better don't try it"he whispered and my eyes widened.

"Im not l-lying"i said. He smirked at me and then whispered again

"you know i will find the truth soon...and if i found out that you are letting another man come close to you,then i will really kill him in front of your eyes”

My soul left my body hearing his words.No i cant let this happen to jimin. He just smirked at my reaction and then slammed his lips against mine. My eyes widened at his sudden action. He kissed me hungrily and passionately but i didn't kissed him back. its so wrong im jimin's girlfriend now...he cant kiss me like this.I tried to push him away but he held my wrists and pinned them against the wall. Tears started to form in my eyes.

“im sorry jimin”i shut my eyes tightly while tears continued to come out of my eyes. His hands roamed to all parts of my body and i was helpless in front of him. i was still wrapped in a towel and it felt so embarrassing. He bit my lower lip and i opened my mouth due to sudden pain,he slid his tongue inside my mouth and roamed it all around in my mouth.I started go out of oxygen but he didn't let go of me. i wriggled in his hold and he slowly let go of my lips. i was breathing heavily and he whispered against my lips

“You're mine...and i wont hesitate to show it in front of whole world that you belong to me...and if someone came between us i swear I'll not leave him alive” he whispered and my world stopped. His pecked my lips and smirked at me.

"Good night sweetheart" he whispered against my lips and then backed off a little giving me my personal space. He again looked at me from head to toe with total lust in his eyes. He smirked and left the room eventually....

And I just stood there dumbfounded and scared as hell. I don't know what to do now. I shouldn't have said yes to Jimin. Taehyung is literally crazy and I don't want him to fight with Jimin just because of me. And moreover they are friends. Oh gosh....what the hell is going on with me. I sighed and then walked towards my closet. I slipped into my pyjamas and laid on the bed. But I wasn't able to sleep. So I just closed my eyes and drifted to sleep after 2 hours of straight overthinking....

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