I'll go where you go, no matter how dark the path is...🥀

I opened the door of the house and immediately ran towards my room. My vision was blurry due to the tears in my eyes. I entered my room and closed the door. I slid down from the door and sat on the floor crying while hugging my knees. How could he say this? He doesn't love me? Then why is he doing all this? Why? I can't stay like that just being an option to him while he's my everything. Why is he hurting me so much? Just why? I sobbed and cried hard till there was no tears left in my eyes. After 30 minutes of crying I slowly wiped my tears and got up from the floor with shaky legs. I entered the bathroom and turned on the the tap, I washed my face and looked in the mirror. After sometime thinking about my situation I made my mind. I will never let this happen. He don't deserve my love. Then why I'm wasting it on someone like him. I was never the type of girl who'll choose love over self respect. I am not an option and I'll never let him use me. Never. I smiled bitterly at myself . And turned off the tap. I got out of bathroom and laid on my bed, staring at the ceiling. I must forget him at any cost. If he doesn't love me then I'll never let him use me either. I thought and closed my eyes and drifted to sleep.

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I opened my eyes slowly and looked around. I sat up on my bed and checked the time on my phone. It was almost the time to go to my part time job. So I got up from bed and got ready to go. I got downstairs and no one was there. Jisoo must be sleeping. I thought and then left the house locking the door. I reached at the cafe where I work and entered inside. Karen was arranging some ingredients in the kitchen.

"Hey unnie" I said smiling and she looked at me and smiled.

"Hey Ryu, how are you?" She asked.

"I'm good" I said.

"Okay now go and change your clothes, the customers will start coming soon" she said and I nodded and entered the changing room to change my clothes. Then I started doing my assigned work.

After 3 hours...

"Ugh...it was so tiring" I said

"yeah really today was really tiring" Karen said.

"Okay then.... I'll be going now" I said and Karen nodded. I picked my bag and left the cafe. I got outside and started walking towards my house. But suddenly someone called me from behind, I turned around to look and the person and my eyes widened.

"Jin" I said,

He smiled at me and came towards me. I don't know why but I really get bad vibes from him. I don't even like to talk to him as I feel really uncomfortable. He approached me and said

"hey Ryu...how are you doing?"

"Uh...fine I guess" I said and he nodded.

"Ryu...don't get me wrong but I'm really sorry for what happened in the morning...I didn't mean to do anything wrong, I was just playing around as I thought we're friends so you'll not mind" he said and I got a little shocked by his words. He's apologizing to me?

"uh...it's okay" I said smiling a little.

"Yeah...I really didn't mean to but I think your boyfriend misunderstood"he said rubbing the back of his neck and my eyes widened.

"uh...no Jin...btw he's not my boyfriend" I said and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"What...but the way he always protects you, I thought-" I cut him off.

"No really....it's not true...and I don't know why he always do this but he's not my bf"I said

"ohh"he said and nodded.

"Uh...so I'll get going now, meet you tomorrow" I said.

"Uh...no let me walk you home" he said and I shooked my head.

"no, it's okay my house is nearby I can go" I said and he nodded.

"Ok then be safe huh...and meet you tomorrow"he smiled. I smiled and waved at him and left.

I got home and entered inside. Jisoo was sitting at the dining table.

"Hey Ryu..come let's eat dinner"she said smiling. But before I could speak Taehyung entered into dining hall. I looked at him and his eyes landed on me. We looked at each other for some seconds. Whenever I look at him I always feel something different but at this time anger and betrayal was all I could feel. His eyes turned dark and again I felt something different which I immediately shrugged until jisoo spoke breaking the staring game between us.

"Ryu?come." She said but I kept looking at Taehyung.

"I don't have an appetite"I said while still looking at him. I turned around and left from there but his eyes never left my disappearing figure.

I woke up with the loud buzzing of my alarm. I switched it off and sat up. I rubbed my eyes and made by way towards the bathroom. I got ready and left the house after eating breakfast.

The university hours passed. Today I saw Taehyung at the university but I just ignored him. The exams were coming so I decided to pick some books from university's library. I entered inside the library and started searching for the books I needed. There were not many students in the library because it was pretty late after the university hours ended. I was looking for a book in the book shelf. Suddenly someone turned me around slammed me against the bookshelf. My breath hitched seeing Taehyung in front of me. I tried to push him but he held my both wrists and pinned them near my head on bookshelf. He got insanely closer to me that I can feel his crotch touching my front. I started breathing heavily while looking at his eyes. His eyes turned more dark when met mine. His lips were almost touching mine. He tilted his head to the side and whispered huskily in my ear

"why do I feel like you are ignoring me...hmm?" The words got stuck in my throat by his intimidating aura. He looked in my eyes and raised his one eyebrow. I shook my head.

"Words love..."he whispered against my lips and my breathing halted. I gulped

"I am not" i said looking at his eyes. I can't be weak in front of him at this time. Cmon Ryu just say what you want. I thought and just kept looking in his eyes.

"Liar" he said and then smirked. Ughh...why does he always do this but I have to be strong.

"I am not lying, and why would I ignore you when I don't even care about you" I said looking straight in his eyes. His eyes turned dark but again he smirked.

"U know I really like your fiesty behaviour....but be careful while using it on me" he said and heartbeat accelerated.

"Cause you have no idea what could be the consequences of this" he smirked and my soul left my body while looking at his eyes.

"Just let me go" I said annoyingly and started struggling in his grip.

"Don't ever try to ignore me next time...cause you have no idea about what I'm capable of doing with you...love"he whispered and pecked my lips and then left my wrists. He backed away a little and I looked at him and then immediately ran away from there.

I reached at the university gate and my heart was still beating fast. Ughh.....what the hell. I got home and entered in my room and plopped myself on bed. Suddenly my phone beeped and I checked the notification and it was a message from Jimin.

hey Ryu can you meet me in the evening today...I wanted to talk about something.

I furrowed my eyebrows and then replied.....

- Sure....just send me the details and I'll be there.

He sent me the details and I smiled but about what he wants to talk about. I thought and then got up and started getting ready to go.

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