Loving you too much was my fault,hating myself was yours🥀

The bright sunlight peeped in through the curtains and I slowly opened my eyes. I was having a terrible headache. I yawned and sat up on my bed. My whole body was numb. And then suddenly my mind recalled the events from last night. What the hell was that? I tried to remember everything and my eyes widened. Oh gosh....what had I done? Taehyung dragged me home last night and then we kissed and.....oh fuck it. But I was thankful that it didn't go far and I didn't had sex with him and that was a relief. But why....why did he do it? And why was he so jealous. It's not like he is my boyfriend or something then what could be the reason.

"You're mine...." those words said by him echoed in my mind and it filled my mind with thousands of thoughts and questions.

What did he meant by that?

Doesn't he have a girlfriend?

Then why did he kissed me?

Is he cheating on her?

Or he broke up?

My thoughts were tangled with thousands of questions. And I desperately needed the answers. And the only person who can give me the answers is him. I will ask him today in the university. Yeah. With that I got up from my bed and made my way to the bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror and my eyes widened looking at my reflection. The hickeys he gave me last night were all over my neck. Oh no....how I'm gonna hide them. I don't know why but a little smile krept over my face looking at those hickeys. I love him and maybe he will also love me back now? I smiled to myself and after that, i did my morning routine and got ready for university. I picked my phone and checked it. It was a message from jisoo

I sighed...means I have to make my breakfast myself. Ugh...I hate cooking. Jisoo is just like a mother...she always takes care of me and I don't know how would I survive without her. I chuckled and made my way towards the kitchen but before I checked Taehyung's room. I knocked at the door and no one answered maybe he's gone. He always goes early than me, I wonder what does he does all this time in university. I made my breakfast and ate it hurriedly and ran to University.

I entered the university and entered the corridor. I stood in from of my locker to take my books. Suddenly I heard some girls whispering to each other about last night party. I heard one of them saying,

"isn't it her?"

"Yeah, it's her... Taehyung was acting so possessive towards her last night"

"Do you think he's is really dating her?"

"but I heard that he is dating Mia...right?"

"Yeah but he broke up with her recently....but I don't think that he'll ever date a girl like her."

"Yeah....I think probably they're just fuck buddies or something...haha"

"yeah... she's just a toy to him... he'll never get serious about a girl like her"

And after that the three girl started laughing. I fisted my palms to control my anger...I desperately wanted to slap them on the face... they themselves are girls and how could they talk like that about another girl. I took a deep breath and decided to just ignore them. I opened my locker and took the books I needed then closed it. I was about to go back when suddenly someone turned me around and pinned me against the locker with his hands on both sides of my head. My breath hitched seeing the person in front of me. He smirked at me and fear overcame me.

"J-jin what are you doing?." I asked stuttering. He just smirked at me and said

"it's really bad Ryu....you just left me there at the party like that with Taehyung"he said smirking at me.

"And moreover you didn't even completed your dare...right?" He said and I froze. No words came out of my mouth, he smirked and then started coming closer to my face, my eyes widened and my heartbeat accelerated but suddenly someone punched harshly on his face and he fell on the ground with a thud. The whole corridor got silent and everyone started looking in our direction. I turned my face to see the person who punched Jin and my soul left my body seeing Taehyung. He was looking angrily towards jin. He was looking so furious like he could kill Jin just now. He averted his gaze from him to me and our eyes met. His eyes softened a little looking at me. He tried to come towards me but before he could jin got up from the floor and also tried to punch Taehyung but he held his fist and twisted it behind his back. Jin screamed in pain. And then he said

"Don't you dare to touch what belongs to me, otherwise I won't even hesitate to bury you alive right here?" He growled angrily and my breathing rate halted watching the scene in front of me. Jin was yelling in pain but Taehyung wasn't leaving his arm. Tears started to build in my eyes and I yelled loudly

"stoppp.....just stop you both" I yelled and Taehyung looked at me and his eyes softened seeing my state. He left jin"s arm and he collapsed on the floor clutching onto his arm. He tried to come towards me but I backed away and ran out of there crying. Everyone was looking at me but I didn't care. What does he want? Why is he doing all this? He treats me like he owns me but still doesn't give a fuck about me? Why. I am not a toy whom he can play with. I have to talk to him and tell him that im not one of those girls whom he uses like tissue paper. Use and throw. I'll not let him use me.

I reached in my class and saw Jimin there talking with some friends. I wiped my tears and quietly made my way towards my seat. Jimin noticed me and came towards me.

"Hey Ryu "he asked and sat beside me.

"Hey" I said smiling a little. He noticed my pale face and said

"Are you okay?" He asked worriedly and I just nodded. He lifted my chin to look up at him and held my hand... I looked at him.

"Are you sure" he asked again. I wanted to cry but this wasn't the right time. So I just nodded and smiled weakly at him.

"Ryu...I won't force you to tell...if you don't wanna tell me, but always know that whenever you need to talk to someone....I m always there" he said with a beautiful smile. And somehow I felt a little comfort by his words. I smiled and nodded.

"thank you Jimin" I said smiling and he pinched my nose and said

"ok now smile....and show me your teeth, did you brushed today?"he said and I laughed at his statement

"that's a good girl"he said and then professor entered the class and the lecture started.

The university ended and I was on my way home and that's when I saw Taehyung there leaning against his car talking to some of his friends. I decided to talk to him now and clear everything. I started going towards his direction and stood in front of him. He looked at me and raised his one eyebrow. And then looked at his friends and signalled them to go. His friends looked at my direction and then left eventually. He smirked at me and tilted his head to side signalling me to speak. I took a deep breath and looked in his eyes and said,

"what do you want Taehyung?why are you doing all this?"I asked he furrowed his eyebrows and said

"doing what?" I looked at him in disbelief

"doing what? Are you serious? What you did last night? And what you did today morning?" "Why are you doing this? We are neither friends nor dating then why?" I asked him speaking loudly but he seemed unfazed by my questions.

"Because It doesn't matter to me, that what relation we share" he stated and then started coming closer to me and my heartbeat increased...he stopped leaving a little distance between us and said

"As I said, you are mine and I have every right over you" I furrowed my eyebrow

"I'm not an object Taehyung, which you own, and also I m not a slut whom you can use for your self satisfaction"

"I didn't said" he said.

"Then do you love me?" I suddenly asked looking in his eyes and he paused for a second, his eyes turned dark and I wasn't able to tell ,what was he thinking? After few seconds he started coming closer to me. I tried to back away but he held my waist and pulled me towards him and I gasped.

"I don't" he whispered huskily against my lips and my world stopped. Tears started to build in my eyes again hearing his venomous words. He doesn't love me?

"Then why" my voice barely came out as a whisper.

"Cause you are mine, it doesn't matter about the relation we share, but just know that you are mine, I am obsessed with you and you are bound to be with me forever no matter what." He whispered and with that he slammed his lips on mine.

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