"can i ask you why?"

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can i ask you why? why did you say all this shit to me and get my hopes up knowing none of it would ever happen? you promised me you would wait as long as i needed and not to rush my feelings. you said you would always be there for me. i really liked you, matter of fact i loved you and i believed you. i believed every single word that came out of your mouth. you said we would work out, that we would end up together but you lied. we didn't talk for a few days and as soon as you met another pretty girl you left me like i was nothing. you acted like i didn't have feelings. i spent everyday that we didn't talk thinking about you, worrying about you, hoping you would still be there. i even cried almost every night because i didn't want to lose you. you were the only one there for when he cheated on me and i thought you would always be there for me like you said. you also said you didn't want to lose me even if we were just friends. was that all just a lie?

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