Blowing out my birthday candles I look up to see my two best friends Amelia and Ace

A lot has happened the past 3 years , when I reached New York I managed to stay in a hotel till I started a job and got an apartment a couple months later

I met Amelia and Ace at my job as they worked their before I had joined and we became friends and over a couple of months we became closer and I told them everything and I thought they would run for the hills but they were there and supported me like true friends

My life in New York was well put together and I was proud of what I was able to accomplish, I just proved to everyone that I didn't need anyone but I did miss my madre and the boys but I would see them soon anyway

"You guys didn't need to get me anything" I say looking at the box in front of me

"Yes we did, you deserve it, I mean look at what you've accomplished" Amelia says waving her arms around my apartment making me smile, I open the box to see a ticket?

"A ticket?"

"Read it" ace says

And that's what I did, wiping a tear from my eye I got up and hugged them

"You guys are too cute!" I say smiling sheepishly

"You always say how you missed your mom and the boys so we thought why not go see them!" Amelia said

"This is the best gift ever, gosh I couldn't be any happier" I said before hugging them...again

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After Amelia and ace left I went to my room and packed my bags, walking out of my apartment I lock the door and walk down the stairs to my car, I just hope when I go home my babies are still there and I hope nobody's used them because I will kill them!

As I drove to the airport I bought a bottle of whiskey with my real Id because I finally turned 21 and I feel so responsible now, but that doesn't mean I still can't be reckless because I am when I'm drunk but I need to be drunk to be able to face everyone again so putting the bottle in my bag for later I wait for my flight to board which was in 15 minutes

.........

Walking out of the airport I call a taxi and send them the warehouse address, taking the bottle out of my bag I get butterflies in my stomach what if nobody remembers me

Fuck.

Downing half the bottle i pay the taxi person and got out my bags and watched the taxi drive off in the distance, looking at the house in front of me I gulp and walk up to the front door, slowly opening the door and silently shutting it behind me I walk to the living room to see everyone sat down watching tv, I'm so glad that they're backs are facing me and not their face, I see the boys cuddling people,I see they finally have someone to call theirs and Xavier had someone cuddling him aswell

That hurts

Seeing everyone happy I didn't want to ruin it because it looked like everyone did perfectly fine without me so I leave the house and walk down the driveway wiping away the tears that managed to escape my eyes. Walking to my house I walk in with the key under the doormat and call out my mothers name

"Hello may I help you?" A voice calls out

"Yeah I was looking for my mother Mrs black?" I said as an old women appeared from the corner

"Oh I'm sorry love Mrs black passed" she said

"When?" I asked trying to fight back the tears

"Last year, I thought you knew?"

"I didn't, wheres gina?" I asked for my maid

"She retired so master Xavier hired me" she said

"Xavier lives here?" I asked

"Yes with his fiancé " she replied

"Oh right I see well I'll be back later don't tell anyone I was here ok" I said as she nodded

No one bothered to tell me that my own mother passed away I was upset I wanted to sit there and cry knowing that I wasn't there and I didn't attend her funeral I was upset that everyone was fine without me I was upset that my mother passed down the house to Xavier

Walking back to the warehouse I slam the door open wide and walk into the living room everyone's eyes on me

"HOW COULD YOU LOT NOT TELL ME THAT MY OWN MOGHER PASSED AWAY, HAVE YOU LOT FORGOTTEN THAT SHES MY MOTHER OR HAVE YOU ALL FORGOTTEN THAT I EXSIST" I shout with tears streaming down my face

"Bella?" They all say shocked

"NO ITS FUCKING CASPAR!" I scream before walking out the house and sitting down on the porch stairs with my head in my hands

"Bella?" I heard a voice call behind me

"What" I spat out not bothered to look up

"We didn't know how to tell you, you didn't tell us where you where!" The voice said making me look up to see Rico

"Didn't know where I was?" I said as he nodded

"That's funny because I sent letter every month for a year saying where I was and that I'm fine!" I said "you know, you coming up with these shit excuses makes me really question why coming back was a good idea" I said but spoke up again before he said anything else

"You don't have to worry about me because you all clearly look happy and looks like you don't need me anymore so I'm gonna get my things and leave so don't bother stopping me" I say before I walk away but freeze on my spot when I hear a little girl laugh and say "pick me up daddy" wiping the tears from my face I turn around to see a little girl the spitting image of Lola

"What's her name?" I whispered because of the tears threatening to fall out of my eyes

"Bella" he said smiling

I couldn't speak I stood there looking at the little girl who had the same name as me and smiled but then the door opened again and everyone came out

"Right goodbye" I say before picking my bags up and leaving without no one stopping me which I was glad about but why did I want someone to stop me...

I soon arrived at the airport and called Amelia to tell her I was coming back so she could pick me up from the airport when I had arrived back home ending the call I wait for my flight