3 words

Who knew 3 words could break your heart

"Stop the car" I said calmly

When the car comes to a stop I unbuckle my seat belt and walk out slamming the car door shut and walk away towards the warehouse ignoring the shouts and calls that Xavier was saying,I was numb fucking numb

The saddest part about all of this is that I haven't cried,what kind of daughter am I,my father died fucking dead not coming back and I haven't cried what is wrong with me? He left me,he left when we were arguing WHAT KIND OF DAUGHTER AM I?!

Pushing open the warehouse door I go to the kitchen and grab a bottle of whiskey and make my way to my fathers office sitting down on his chair I kick my feet up and begin to drown my sorrows

Getting up I walk over to his shelves to see photos of me,my mom and him all happy on my 10th birthday running my fingers around the frame I grab it and throw it across the room and I fall to the floor crying into my knees with a bottle of half empty whiskey in my hand

After the news broke out me and the boys have been cooped up into our rooms none of us have come out and we don't plan on it,we expected it to happen but not so soon

Bella's birthday was in 2 months and he's not here ,he grew us up he was like the father figure we never had and he wasn't here it numbed us

Hearing glass shatter I walk out my room to head towards the sound and I see it's coming from his office,pulling my gun out I aim it and push the door open but not to see a robber but to see Bella crying her eyes out,the last time she cried was when her Abuelo had passed removing the bottle of whiskey from her hand I pick her up and cuddle her

"He's gone Rico" her broken voice calls out

"He's gone and I told him to fuck off WHAT KIND OF DAUGHTER AM I?" She screams

"It's ok Bella,Let it all out I'm not going anywhere" I say rubbing her back

"No I'm not fucking weak" she says wiping her eyes "he left for a reason,I need to step up I run this mafia now and everything I say goes!" She says before downing the rest of the whiskey and leaves the room

I realised I need to be strong and I have a huge responsibility and I need to grow up and not be the little bitch people think I am so as I walked out of the office I walked downstairs into the living room and yelled for everyone to come down to the living room As I watched everyone sit down and look at me like I grew two heads I spoke up

"LISTEN UP IVE HAD ENOUGH OF EVERYONES SHIT,WHATS DONE IS DONE SO MAN UP AND GET OUT THERE TO TRAINING" I shout at the top of my lungs before walking out of the warehouse to go home

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I walk into the house with my madre sobbing with Xavier and his parents comforting her

"Evening mama and guests" I say with a nod before leaving to go to my fathers office,sitting in his chair I kick my legs up on his desk and start flicking through different files I get up to go to the liquor cupboard and grab a glass of whiskey when the door slammed open and Xavier walked in

"Want one?" I say raising my glass before going back to the chair to flick through files

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing as you can see I'm perfectly fine not missing anything see" I say raising my arms and nodding towards my legs

"No that's exactly it nothings wrong your father just died and your in here acting like Fuck all happened your mothers downstairs crying her eyes out and you don't even care" he said raising his voice

"You don't get to come into my office and yell at me for how I cope with shit,get the fuck out of my sight" I spat out

"Your a terrible daughter leaving your mother like that" he scoffed before slamming the door shut behind him

'Your a terrible daughter'

Fuck I am.

Throwing the glass of whiskey at the door I yell in frustration and my drunk ass decided to call Lola

Isabella

Listen her you little shit my father just died and you haven't called once some fucking friend you are,don't bother talking to me again you self centred bitch

I ended the call before she could reply stumbling out of the chair I grab my car keys and head to my car getting in I start the ignition but before I could go I heard shouts from the other side

"Bella what are you doing get back into the house!!" Xavier yelled

"It's Isabella to you,now piss off"

"Bella your drunk get your arse out the car NOW!"

"I'm not your fucking dog for you to order me around!" I said before flipping him off and driving off blasting my father favourite song on fuck you gosh I'm going to love this song

I see you driving round town with the girl I love and I was like

FUCK YOU

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough I'm like

FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER TOO

Before I could sing anymore I saw bright lights flash my way and before I know it I was slammed into another car and then I was defeated by darkness

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Rubbing my eyes open I turn around to see my surroundings to find a bunch of wires attached to me,ripping off the wires I get up from the bed and make my way to the door,quietly opening the door I look left to right to see no one so running round the corner I crash into a wall an- ...Wait a wall? Looking up I see none other than small dick

"Hello baby,sorry to be rude but I have to be somewhere" I innocently say before stepping around him to carry on walking and here I was thinking I was going to get far but no,people had other plans. I was being thrown over Xaviers shoulder whilst he walked back to my room and sat me on the bed and turned his back towards me

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"ARE YOU STUPID YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN KILLED"

"Well if you were going to lecture me on my life decision maybe that would have been the better option" I mumbled hoping he didn't hear me well that's what I thought but two hands cupped my face making me look him in the eye

"Don't you ever say shit like that again" he whispers leaning his forehead against mine

"Why you said your self I'm a terrible daughter" I said pulling away

"Princess I was pissed off you know I didn't mean it! Wait is that why you did what you did?"He asked but I only looked down

"Gosh Bella,I'm so stupid I'm so sorry I didn't mean it" he says still cupping my face

"Did bad boy Xavier just apologise to me?" I smirk

"Yes I did and I'll only apologise to you beautiful" he whispers making me blush "I see I have an effect on you" he whispers as I push him away

"Go away before I castrate you" I scowled making him chuckle