"W-Wait...I am a virgin," I said as I pushed his chest.

"...Do you want to stop here?" he asked as he teased my insides with his fingers again.

It was unfair to ask that while he was doing such a thing to me...

Stop now?

According to the novel, I was set to die very soon. I doubt that I would be able to experience a true romance or meet a partner like him ever again. Also, the aching pain I felt in my center did not seem to calm down despite my own reservations. I want to at least linger in his memory even if it would be for a short while.

I wanted to continue despite everything...

"Please be gentle," I begged.

"I will try," he said as he kissed my forehead.

He laid me back down and suddenly raised my bottom over his lap.

"Let's share this moment where you lose your virginity together," he said as I went to hug a pillow. I saw a white fluid dribbling his pole and found it a bit unnerving that there was no sign of protection being used. I was just as reckless because I terribly wanted him inside of me as soon as possible. He grabbed his pole and placed it at my center. I watched him slowly move his hot thick phallus into me. A slow and painful sensation began taking me as his phallus began disappearing into me. He tossed my pillow away and laced his fingers with mine. "Call me Sheze...What name do you prefer for me to call you by?"

I tried some breathing exercises while I tried to get accustomed to the foreign matter invading me and spreading me apart.

"Lilian..." I replied.

"Lilian," he repeated after me. My heart clenched slightly at hearing him say my name. I also squeezed him from below. "Lilian, you are squeezing me too tight...I might not be able to move if you do that."

I tried loosening up my body while he nibbled on my ears. He used his weight and forced himself in me inch by inch.

"Sheze..."

It was extremely uncomfortable with how slowly he was going. It was oddly a bit tormenting as well as rewarding at the same time...

"Lilian, I am going in..." Sheze said.

He put in a strong thrust that made me feel as though I had split into two. I heard an almost inaudible ripping sound of where we were connected. It was a terrible stinging sensation that brought me to tears. I had dug my claws into his back as well.

I felt completely full of him, but he was sadly only a third way in. It seemed that his overly impressive size was his downfall. He pulled back slightly and revealed the bright red marker of my virginity. The scene was so perverse to me. I never imagined that I would watch myself lose my virginity while in the midst of doing it. This man is a true sadist who knows where to make me feel good as well as embarrassed at the same time.

"Sheze..."

He kissed my forehead tenderly as if he was asking for forgiveness for being so cruel earlier.

We locked lips while he did not move. Was this sex? It did not seem very complex if two people just had to stay in one position. I was anticipating a bit more, but this must be it. It is not very exciting...

"Lilian, I want to move," Sheze said.

"Move?"

What else was there to do?

He suddenly pulled back his hips and suddenly pressed forward in quick motions as if he was pummeling my insides with his heated rod. The stinging pain was filled with a tickling sensation that seemed to incite my entire body.

"Lilian...Lilian...Lilian..."

My head was in the clouds when he called out my name endlessly and pummeled my insides. I felt my body convulse after a little while and felt euphoria right afterwards.

What was that?

"I am sorry to make you do this for your first time, but stick with me a bit longer," he said as he grabbed my waist and plunged into me deeply.

I felt a tickling sensation very deep inside my body...

He was so deep inside that our hips were nearly in contact with each other. I was somehow able to identify the ridges and thickness of his phallus.

He was molding my insides to his shape!

"Sheze..."

Sheze kissed me as he thrusted into me from below. He soon picked me up and put me on his lap as he thrusted from below. With gravity, he felt much deeper than before. My body convulsed once again.

"It's too tight, Lilian. You are squeezing me too tight. I might die," Sheze said as turned me around while still being inside of me.

He soon laid me on my front as he held me by my waist.

"...Is it possible to die from sex?" I asked.

I think I might die and go to Heaven...

"I hope not...I would be in trouble if you left. I have not come yet," Sheze said with a low growl.

He continuously kissed my back as he pierced me from below.

Who knew it was this difficult to have children? I think I expended fifty years worth of stamina.

I noticed a significant increase in girth of his phallus.

"It got even bigger..." I noted in tears.

I think I might die...

"Can I come inside?" Sheze asked as he laid me back down on the bed again.

Come inside? What did that mean?

I was so drunk off pleasure that I could no longer think straight anymore.

"Y-Yes!"

"...I am coming soon," Sheze said.

He grabbed me by my arms and fiercely churned my insides with his heavy thrusts.

Sheze suddenly increased the speed even further and hugged my waist tightly as I felt a boiling hot sensation spray my insides. What followed afterwards was the twitching sensation of his phallus.

"It's hot!" I screamed.

My whole body convulsed again.

A white glob found its way out at where we were connected.

Was that his sperm?!

Sheze soon pulled my chin towards him and kissed me. He licked my lips before tickling my tongue with his tongue again.

Despite Sheze coming inside me already, he was still just as hard as he started.

"Once is not enough, Lilian," Sheze said.

He soon began moving again with using his own fluids as lubricant. I was on my hands and knees again while Sheze took me from behind. I was a bit curious as to how the process looked like and look below where our connection was.

Sheze's thing was moving at what appeared at fast speed. I also noticed a thick milky white fluid mixed with my blood dripping down from our connection.

I soon felt a hard contact of Sheze's hips with mine and another hot sensation filling me to the brim again.

He continued spraying his hot stuff as he slowly exited me. There was so much of his thick milky fluids inside of me that I did notice a large difference after he exited me.

"I-Is it over yet?" I asked as tears fell from my face.

"Not yet," Sheze said as he kissed my waist.

I continued the long stamina expending act with him without rest until he was satisfied.