Today was a really sad day specially for jin hyung and namjoon hyung.

We were so happy to be at an interview and directly connect with so many armies infront of us. They were cheering and shouting for us and we all were into it until from one question that the interviewer asked and we all became down. He asked who is more likely to mess up the dance and many armies chanted jin hyung and namjoon. We all heard it and were trying to stop them by shaking our heads and interfering and telling them to stop. Jin hyung also said that he was not wrong which broke my heart further. I knew that afterwards he felt down and sad and less of himself.

During the v live that we all did but was actually only eat jin , I told him he had 200 million hearts and he said they were not for him and everything. I tried to prove him that he was loved and they were for him but I knew he'll break down on live camera if I further spoke so I stopped. I noticed his sad eyes and trembling lips.

Further I waited for the live to end so I can sneak in jin hyungs hotel room and let him feel loved. All of it was dragged, firstly jungkook came and then taehyung also joined. I impatiently waited to have alone time with jin. My eyes trailed his every movement; how he tried to laugh and crack jokes for the fans but truly he was utterly broken inside. I felt anxious from jins behaviour and hoped he feels better and doesn't have to fake his happiness.

"Jungkook?" I whisper. We just finished live and jin went to the bathroom.

"Yeah?" He asks.

"You know jin hyung is sad?" I say and he nods sadly.

"I'll sneak into his room and make him feel better . You just do one thing" I say and jungkook hums curiously. "If someone asks where I am just tell them I went on the roof to get fresh air. Okay?" Jungkook nods and gives me a thumbs up only to leave the room, leaving me alone sitting on the bed.

I wait for jin hyung to come and scroll through Netflix. A movie night with hyung wont be bad I think and look for a comedy show.I look behind to see if jin came but flinch when jin enters half naked.

"Oh sorry, I thought you all left" jin gives me a sheepish grin and by looking into his eyes I know something's wrong.

"Did you cry hyung?" I ask seriously and the fake smile on jin hyungs face vanishes immediately and he looks away to search for clothes to wear. I walk over him and turn him over to face me "I asked did you cry hyung?" Jin looks shock because of my seriousness and nods weakly. I embrace his lean body close to me and rub his back. I wait a little longer when I start to hear sniffs. He started crying again. I look into his eyes and wipe the tears but they fall more "Dont cry baby" I say and jin is to consumed in crying to notice the pet name I gave him. He nods and sniffs more.

I sit him down on the bed and look at him while he cries and speaks.

"They think I am a bad dancer..but I work hard" Jim stutters and I want to break the neck of those who said that. Ask me, I've seen him work his ass off and it pains me.

"You are perfect jin...dont cry over them. You deserve so much better." I try to console him but he further denies.

"I knew I'm untalented..I feel like dieing" jin starts to say bad things about himself and I feel like kissing him there and then and shutting his pretty mouth.

"Baby?" I say and look at him concern. He looks up and down again, unable to meet my gaze. "Look up" he slowly looks into my eyes and closes them immediately when I press my lips onto his salty ones. No one moves, it's not lust , its love. We dont want each others body, we want hearts.

My heart beat races as I pull his chin up to gain more access. He gives me way and I feel his hot caven. It's so intimate and i feel like im on the 9th cloud.

I kiss further but jin pulls away and looks down breathing heavily. I frown but doesn't say anything.

"Im sorry for making you worried" he says at last and i smile.

"Its okay honey." Jin blushes more.

"You want me to make you feel good?" I ask and jin hesitantly nods.

I take his face and kiss him all over while he messes with my shirt.

He's pinned on the bed with his towel loosely attached to his abdomen. I kiss him more until he pants heavily and moans "mo-more" . It gears me up and the towel is yeeted away from his body and he lays there all pretty and shy just for me. Jin feels embarrassed so he tries to remove my shirt and exceds. He eyes my chest and smiles shyly while I trail open mouthed kisses onto his neck and stomach. I make hickeys all over his body and jin just blushes like crazy. I reach to his dick and look him up and down. He's pretty.

He moans loudly when I take his member down my throat and back up. He feels near and I stop.

I'm all naked and jin eyes my large member in shock. I smirk.

"Hurry" jin whines when I make my movements painfully slow. I position myself on his entrance and prop his legs over my shoulders to get better access. I look at his pink hole which squeezes around air and is all ready for me. "Someone's impatient" I say and jin whines while covering his eyes.

"Lube?" I whisper in his ear and he points at the nightstand. I lean over and grab it, rubbing to over my hard rock dick.

I should probably prepare first ,I think and when I try to add a finger in him, jin quickly grabs my forearms.

"No..just hurry" he breathlessly says.

"Hurry what baby?" I ask.

"Hurry and be inside me" he whispers and I smirk.

"It will hurt" I warn and he nods and grabs my back tightly. I slowly lean in his hole and jin moans loudly at the contact. I stop and kiss his nose just to enter a little more in him. He further digs his nails in my back and moans. I kiss his lips for the last time and with all force thrust all of my dick in his tiny hole. This causes him to arch his back painfully and scratch my shoulders while trembling with pleasure. He wags his legs over my shoulders, not being able to control himself from the over stimulation and curls his fingers. I wait for his consent.

"Kay" he mumbles breathlessly and I start to move. In the process I dont forget to kiss his body and make him feel loved. He reacts with moans and hisses when I abuse his prostrate.

"I'm ahh jimin" he moans and releases his seed while I release mine deep in his hole making him flinch from the sudden shoot.

He pulls me close my grabbing my neck and mingling our breaths.

Our foreheads touch and jin gains his breaths back while we recover from our orgasms.

"Thank you" Jin mumbles and I prop myself beside him, tangling our legs and getting closer to him and whispering "Anything for my pretty baby" in his ear.