Clarke was sitting in the corner of the waiting room away from all her friends with a blank stare and extremely red eyes. Octavia and Raven decided to walk over to Clarke with a cup of coffee and hugged her.

"She'll be okay, she's strong," Octavia said when she let go of the hug.

Clarke just nodded her head slowly not even looking at her friends.

Raven decided to try and lighten the mood which didn't work, "Hey Clarke? Can you look at me for a second?"

Once Clarke looked over at her Raven smiled, "So is it Larke, Lexarke, or Clexa? I personally like Clexa the most."

"Wh- what?" Clarke asked extremely confused.

"I like Clexa the most too." Octavia said.

"What are you talking about?" Clarke asked still confused as her voice shook, trying not to cry anymore.

"Lexa and your ship name." Raven replied.

"Wh- what? You guys know?" Clarke nervously asked.

The two brunettes nodded their head yes.

"Yeah, I mean it's obvious now. Everyone knows."Octavia said pointing to all their friends, "For a while now we thought that you two were secretly dating, or just liked each other but were too scared to say anything."

Raven nodded her head in agreement, "Yeah, and when she got the text it was obvious. She called you her Clarke and risked her life for you."

"N- n- no. Oh my god, no." Clarke said as her breathing became uneasy.

"Hey what's wrong Clarke?" Octavia asked as she started to rub Clarke's back.

"Does everyone know? Like that we're not friends with?"

"No, I'm pretty sure it's just all of us. Why?"

"No one else can find out until Lexa's ready. If- if her parents find out..." Clarke trailed off as she started to shake her leg nervously.

"We'll go tell everyone not to say anything about you two." Raven said.

"C- can one of you stay here with me?" Clarke asked as tears started falling down her cheeks.

"Of course." Octavia said as she sat back down.

As Raven went to go talk to everyone else Octavia pulled Clarke into a tight hug, "Clarke, she'll be okay. She has your mom, Jackson, and Kane as her doctors, nothing could go wrong."

"What, what if she-" Clarke said getting cut off by Octavia.

"No don't even finish that sentence. She'll be okay."

"I- I just...I can't lose her Octavia, I can't." Clarke whispered.

"And you won't." She let go of Clarke and started rubbing her back again, "Now why don't you tell me about Lexa."

"What do you mean?" Clarke asked looking confused, "You know her."

"Well, I know her as a friend, not as Lexa Woods my best friend's girlfriend."

"Oh, ummm what, what do you wanna know?" Clarke asked.

"I don't know," Octavia said shrugging her shoulders, "Can I ask why you didn't tell us?"

"She, umm she isn't ready to let people know. You know because she thought she was straight and all."

"You must really like her if you were okay with keeping it a secret."

"A lot," Clarke said nodding her head.

"What's your favorite thing about her?"

"How smart she is, how kind she is, how caring she is, her eyes, her smile, when she wears her glasses, just everything really."

"She wears glasses?" Octavia asked.

Clarke nodded her head and pulled out her phone to show Octavia a video, "She's so adorable when she wears them. See."

Octavia smiled and nodded her head, "She is. Why don't you show me some other pictures?"

Clarke nodded her head and started scrolling through a bunch of pictures.

"Oh, I ummm." Clarke quickly went to the next picture and started stuttering even more.

"Oh," Octavia said in shock.

"I- I ummm," Clarke quickly shut her phone off, "I- umm h- how bout no more pictures."

"Did she take tha-"

"No, no, I umm, I took it off her. You can't let her know you saw it, she would kill me."

"Of course but don't let Raven see it."

"Don't let Raven see what?" Raven asked sitting down on the opposite side of the blonde.

"N- nothing."

"Ima let that slide, but only because you're a mess right now. So I wanna know how your dumbass got the straight girl to be your girlfriend."

"I umm, I don't know. What do you mean?"

"Well, when did you realized you liked her?" Raven asked.

"When she walked in Principal Jaha's office, but you guys already know that," Clarke said with a little smile as she remembered the day.

"We knew you found her attractive but we didn't know you actually had a crush on her. That's really when you were like oh shit I have a crush on this girl?" Octavia asked.

Clarke nodded her head yes.

"Love at first sight I guess." Octavia said, "When did you realize that the girl who kept insisting on being straight might have liked you back?"

"She gave extremely confusing mixed signals. Like almost every day she would do something that made me think she liked me back, but then say something or do something that made me think I was just making it all up. Once she kissed me like really kissed me not like all the times when we would hook up and I was so excited thinking she liked me back, but then pulled away and said she shouldn't have done that."

"Wait all the times? Meaning you've guys hooked up more than just the time the dick was talking about?" Raven asked earning a nod from Clarke.

"When was the first time she didn't give mixed signals?" Octavia asked.

"No, I wanna know how many times they've hooked up before dating." Raven said.

"Ummm I think eight, wait no seven. You interpreted us once," she said pointing to Raven. "And I think after Aden got sick. Then she finally told me she liked me two weeks after that."

"I interrupted you guys? Wait seven times, how long have you guys been dating?" Raven asked in shock.

"At the Halloween party and the day after my birthday."

"What?" Raven said, "You've guys knew each other for what a total of eight weeks? You guys basically had sex once a week, before you even started dating. That is not fair, last time I had sex with Luna was like three weeks ago. Also, we didn't even have sex till like two months after dating. That is just not right."

Clarke let out a small laugh and Raven glared at her, "I'm glad your laughing but please don't laugh at my sad excuse of a sex life."

"Sorry." Clarke said still laughing.

Octavia rolled her eyes, "Don't listen to her. Also, do you wanna tell us about who asked who out?"

"Yeah sure. So on Friday she ca-"

"Wait no I wanna guess." Raven said cutting Clarke off, "O you guess first."

"Ok ummm I don't know, did you ask her on a walk or like at the park or something?" Octavia asked.

Clarke shook her head.

"That was such a bad guess O." Raven said.

"Wow, I'd love to hear yours." Octavia said offended.

"Okay well, it's obvious that Clarke was the one who asked Lexa out. And since they're apparently addicted to having sex together, I have a feeling they were doing it and when they were done Clarke asked, Lexa obviously said yes, and then they did it some more."

"Nah I don't thin- really Clarke? Really?" Octavia asked as she saw a small smirk form on Clarke's face. "I'm extremely disappointed in you. That's such a horrible way to ask someone out. Really during sex?" Octavia shook her head in disappointment.

"I- it didn't happen exactly like that. Yes, there was some extremely amazing sex but I didn't ask her till the next day. It was in the morning, she was still half asleep, and she had most of her body wrapped around mine as she was kissing my neck. And I don't know but at that moment I was just like I want Lexa to be my girlfriend, so I asked her and it took her a couple of minutes but she ended up saying yes."

"Awwww." Octavia said with a big smile, "You guys are so adorable."

"Was there sex after?" Raven asked.

"God what is it with you and sex?" Octavia asked annoyed.

"Like I said before my sex life is pretty sad even though I have a girlfriend. So I need details, did you have sex after?"

"Yeah, well I guess. She was, you know, going down on me and all, but then I made her stop because it turned out my mom was home."

Octavia and Raven started bursting out laughing.

"Hey, stop. What's so funny?" Clarke asked confused.

"Well I mean besides that the soft teddy bear, cupcake of a girl who claimed she was straight went down on you, that you almost got caught by Mama Griff," Raven said while Octavia nodded her head.

Clarke smirked, "She's actually extremely talented." Then Clarke's smirk started to disappear, "And uhhh apparently we did. Well, we did but we didn't know until the next morning when my mom confronted us." Clarke said.

Both brunette's jaws dropped and spoke at the same time, "Shit how talented is she?" Raven said. "Wait your mom found out?" Octavia asked.

Octavia looked at Raven, "Again with the sex, really?"

Raven just shrugged her shoulders.

"Mind-blowing. And yeah so like you know how when you walk into my room the bathroom is right across and if the doors open you can see everything?"

The two girls nodded their heads.

"Well yeah we forgot, well we didn't forget because no one was home, so we left the bathroom door open and Lexa was a little too loud, and apparently my mom just came home because Jackson switched shifts with her. And so she said she heard Lexa and got scared, ran to my room and then saw us and just walked out right away."

"Mama Griff didn't say anything?" Raven asked.

"No, not till the next day but it was just the basic be safe you guys know what your doing talk. Oh yeah and then we told her we were dating."

"You told her but not us." Octavia said offended.

"Well I mean you didn't catch me eating her out did you?"

"No, but you still should have told us."

"I wanted to but I didn't want her to unless she was ready, which she wasn't. And now everyone knows. God, how is she gonna feel? What if her surgery goes well and she finds out everyone knows? I- I have to be the first person she sees. What if it doesn't go well? God, I can't lose her, I- I can't." Clarke said as tears started to run down her face. "I- I- I need her."

"I know and it'll be okay, everything will be fine."

Clarke's voice was shaky as she started to hyperventilate and stutter on almost every word, "N- no, you don't under- under- understand. I- I don't th- th- think I can, I can live w- w- without her."

"And you won't need to because she's going to be fine. When it's time for her to leave the hospital, she's gonna walk out those doors straight into your arms. Please stop thinking like this, I hate seeing you like this."

Clarke's breathing got worse and Bellamy ran over, kneeling on the floor in front of her, "Hey Clarke I need you to breathe. Come on repeat after me."

"Good," Bellamy said after Clarke got her breathing under control, "Let's go outside to get some air."

"I can't I need to be here for any news." Clarke replied shaking her head no.

"It'll be okay. There's like fifteen other people here, I know for a fact at least five of them will text you if anything happens." Bellamy grabbed Clarke's hands, "Now come on."

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