As Clarke drove she looked over at Lexa and her heart melted. Lexa must have been silently crying because her eyes were all red again, they were puffy, her nose was red, and her lips were quivering.

"Hey," Clarke said as she grabbed Lexa's hand, "everything will be okay."

Lexa nodded her head and looked out the window.

After driving for a while Clarke parked the car on top of a very secluded hill that looked over all of Arkadia, Polis, and TonDC.

"This place is beautiful." Lexa said looking around.

"Yeah, it's even better at night."

Lexa hummed an oh and put her seat back to lay down.

"Can I tell you something?" Lexa asked turning her body towards Clarke.

"Of course you can."

"Just so you know I'm not like a baby. I don't usually cry when people are being mean, I usually can keep it together."

"Okay?" Clarke questioned.

"So the day I told Octavia and Raven what happened with Finn it brought a memory back up that I had completely forgotten about. I don't even know why I remembered it like it didn't correlate with what happened with Finn. I mean I guess it did, but yeah that's why I was crying that day."

"I kinda figured it had to do with something else," Clarke responded as she started to put her own seat down.

"And today when Finn was saying all that stuff it made me think about it again."

"Wait before you start talking again I just wanna ask something."

"Hmm?"

"Do you really not curse?"

"What?" Lexa asked confused.

"That was a perfect time for you to say shit instead of stuff, but you didn't. Like don't get me wrong I find it really adorable that you don't and really hot when you do."

"Clarke I'm trying to tell you something serious. What you just said was pointless. I don't know, I just don't see a reason to curse. It just comes out every once in a while I guess. Now can I finish telling you what I was gonna say?" Lexa asked annoyed.

"Yeah sorry."

Lexa sighed in frustration, "So what I was gonna say was that it made me think back to this time when I was in 7th grade and there was this girl named Co-"

"I knew you were into girls." Clarke blurted out interpreting Lexa.

"Clarke can you please just shut up for a minute? I'm trying to tell you something."

"Yeah, I'm done, sorry."

"It's fine. Anyways so there was this girl named Costia. We were friends from I think 3rd grade to 7th grade. And so umm one day I realize that I had a crush on her, and for some odd reason I thought it would be a good idea to tell her, so I did. But she obviously didn't feel the same way. And so the part I made myself forget about was when she called me a disgusting pig and a bunch of other horrible things. And I don't know why but I guess Finn calling me all the stuff he did just made me remember."

"I'm sorry," Clarke said grabbing Lexa's hand, "also if you were a pig you wouldn't be a disgusting one, you would definitely be an adorable one, like Wilbur."

"Who's that?"

"The pig from Charlotte's web."

"What's that?"

Clarke's jaw dropped, "You've never watched or read Charlotte's Web as a kid?"

"No, should I have."

"Okay, when your mom lets me back in your house, I'm reading the book to you and Aden then we're all watching the movie."

" Okay can I finish my story now?"

"Yup." Clarke answered as she nodded her head.

"Anyway," Lexa sighed, "so after I told her, she called me all these things and ended up telling her parents, who ended up telling mine. And you know how my parents are about anything dealing with the slightest bit of like gay stuff. Well, when they heard that they freaked out. They ran up to my room yelling and made me tell them everything. They ended up, well my Mum, ended up telling me that it was just a phase and that liking a girl was a sickness and that I would go to hell if I did. I mean I don't, I don't even believe in hell. Like it doesn't make sense that when you die you apparently get tortured. But when my mum said that it just kinda affected me. So I pushed all those feeling down and buried what Costia said to me deep down, like as far down as humanly possible. I've never wanted to be with or do anything with a girl after that. And when we moved here-"

"You saw a hot ass blonde bisexual and wanted her to fuck you senseless," Clarke said with a smirk as she interrupted Lexa once again.

"Can you please leave all your stupid remarks for the end?"

"I'm sorry. I'm just trying to lighten the mood, make you less nervous."

"I know and thank you for that, but shhh. So when we moved here, the feelings may have come back up." Lexa started to play with Clarke's hand nervously as her voice started to get a little shaky, "And umm I uhh I think, I think I might like you."

"Might or do?" Clarke asked.

"I- I- I umm." Lexa stuttered.

"It's okay you don't have to answer now."

"It's just I, I don't wanna feel this way, I'm not allowed to feel this way."

"You're allowed to feel however you want. No one can tell you how to feel." Clarke said looking into the green eyes in front of her.

Lexa shook her head no, "My parents will hate me, they'll kick me out."

"No, they won't."

"Yes, they will. You weren't there to see the look on their faces when they found out about Costia or when Callie came out to them. That face haunts me anytime I think of" Lexa trailed off.

"Of me?"

Lexa nodded her head yes and turned to look outside. "When I'm with you it's different though. I'm happy and I don't see that face. When I'm with you I feel like I'm more myself, than I do when I'm alone. I don't know it's stupid."

"It's not stupid I feel the same way. So maybe you should be around me more often." Clarke said now playing with Lexa's hand.

"You're so annoying." Lexa said rolling her eyes.

"I'm gonna tell you something and I want you to listen. Okay?"

Lexa nodded her head and looked back at Clarke.

"You're beautiful, smart, funny, courageous, and thoughtful. And you're the only person I've ever met who completely throws me off my game. And if you think you won't have someone who will support you through all this, who won't come running over when you need them, who won't let you stay over if you need a place to sleep, think again. I will be that person for you, I will be your support system, I will help you through everything. And I will never treat you like your less than you really are. I just want you to know that I will always be here for you through thick and thin."

"N- no." Lexa stuttered shaking her head.

"Yes."

"But why?"

"Because Lexa, I understand how difficult things can get, and I just want you to understand that I am here for you. Day in and day out, no matter what time of the day it is, I will always be here for you." Clarke said as she wiped the tears that fell down the brunette's cheeks.

Lexa looked up at Clarke like an adorable lost puppy which made Clarke smile a little.

"What?" Lexa asked confused.

"You're so adorable. And I would really like to kiss you but I don't know if I'm allowed to."

"You can."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

Clarke hesitantly moved towards Lexa just pecking her lips. Lexa thought it was cute how Clarke was so nervous as if it was their first-ever kiss even though it definitely wasn't. The brunette kissed Clarke back as a couple of tears ran down her face and her lip quiver. The kiss slowly got more passionate as Clarke gently sucked Lexa's bottom lip.

All of a sudden Lexa pulled away startling Clarke.

"Oh my god, I just remember, what time is it?"

"Two, why?" Clarke asked confused.

"You have to drive me home so I can pick up Aden. God, I'm gonna be late."

"It's fine, I'll just drive there."

"No, you can't. My mum doesn't want you near him."

"It'll be fine. She doesn't have to know, and if she does find out she can yell at me."

"I don't want her to yell at you."

"I really don't care. I'm bringing you to pick up Aden and there's nothing you can do about it."

"Are you sure you want to?"

"Yes, I'm positive. There is one thing I'm not sure about though." Clarke took a long pause and smirked, "It's embarrassingly obvious that I like you and apparently you might like me. Soooo does that mean I get to kiss you whenever because I really like kissing you?"

Lexa rolled her eyes, "God you're so annoying. I hate you."

"No, you don't. Now yes or no."

Lexa thought for a minute and then nodded her head yes, "Only when it's just you and I, like when no one else is around. And please don't tell anyone about this."

"I would never, I promise."

"Thank you."

Clarke then smirked once again, "Does that mean I can kiss you now?"

"No, we ha-"

"What? Why? No one else is around." Clarke asked cutting Lexa off.

"We have to get Aden, remember?"

"Fine, but we're listening to whatever I want." Clarke said as she put her music on.

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