" There's nothing to talk about Miss" I said in monotone voice.

 I din't want to hurt her but I was hurt. "I am sorry, Sira" she said. 

"Its okay" I kept it short.

 "Sira" she sighed

 " It's okay Miss, clearly it was my fault. I shouldn't have done any of that sweet gestures towards you, clearly you were feeling uncomfortable with it. I am sorry. You can leave, I don't want anyone in the room I want to be alone." I swear saying these things to her was hurtful, it was breaking my heart saying these things to her, but I had to if this is what she wants I will give it to her. 

She din't say anything and stood up to lean forward, while her thumb was rubbing my hand, to which I moved my hand from her's. I could see she was coming to kiss my forehead so I turned my head indicating she should leave. But she din't and kissed the side of my head lasting for 20 seconds, until I felt something wet on my forehead, she was crying and just like that she left.

............

 2 hours, I am awake for two hours and all I can think about is her and only her. It was 7pm when my door opened and I saw my friends coming on, ahh I just love them. They bought me fucking pizza. 

"AHHH I love you guys to death ya all." I said happily.

 Lila just hugged me tightly "You scared me to death you bitch". I laughed and Aaron came and placed a forehead kiss, he was like a brother to me we had great brother-sister bond. 

Jacob lightly smacked me "Dammm Sira, you have a freaking scar now, you are a freaking badass now, I am jealous" with that he plopped down on chair, pretending to be angry. 

"AWW, sorry bro, next time you can jump in front of me to save me, so you can be a badass too" I said. 

"You guys are freaking weird" Tanya said, when Lila just pretended coughed, indicating something and Tanya just looked shocked. What am I missing. 

"Lila" I said with raising my eye-brows, Jacob was just laughing and Aaron was sweating.

 "Aaron and Tanya are a thing, I found them in locker room doing coochiee coo."

 WHATT.. 

 "Omggg guyss, you guys will be hot couple,awww. You guys have my blessing, and Aaron don't you dare break my sister's heart." I said trying to be angry but nopeee. We all talked for hours until visiting hours are over and they left. 

................

It was 2:45 am to be exact when I heard my phone vibrate, I looked and it was a video oh a house and a man with a gun standing there, but the house it wasn't any house. 

It was her house. 

I jumped of the bed and snatched the IV drip from my hand and ran as fast as I could, and tried calling everyone but no one was picking up, I call Aiden. It keeps on going to fucking voicemail dammit.

Everything was going on in my mind what if I reach late, what if she is hurt badly, Is she safe right now, What if does something bad and then kill her. No it cant happen right. I ran, ran and ran.

Because I didn't want to waste time, I pushed through automobiles, pedestrians, bicycles, and anything else that came in my way. As I rounded the corner into her neighborhood, I could see her house door open from afar.

Dammit. 

When I came in, I found her lying on the floor, blood streaming from her stomach. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

" OH MY GOD, Lydia" I ran and sat beside her, picking up her head. Brushing out hairs on her forehead. I picked up my phone and called Aiden it was going ringing THANK GOD. 

"Sira..Sira, it's hurting." she said with tears. 

"SHH, don't say anything okay, just stay awake and don't close your eyes"I said. 

"Helloo, AHhh thank god Aiden fast Lydia house she is stabbed call for help fastt pleassee." 

" Okay Sira stay right there, I am on my way." he said and hung up.

"Sira, I'm sorry, but I feel like I should sleep; it won't harm, and I'm too exhausted to bear this agony; my eyes are heavy. I can't take this pain Sira. I don't want to die this early Sira." she said gripping my arms tightly.

"You will not die, do you understand that, okay you will live, just keep your eyes open and nothing else."

 Her eyes are shutting down slowly. "NO!, don't you dare close your eyes alright, do you listen to me, aid is on the way okay. Maintain you consciousness." I said to her looking directly at her tired eyes with tears in it.

"Sira, I know you were the one who helped me by freeing me by my husband." I looked at her with shock.

 "How" I stuttered. 

She just shook her head and placed her palm on my cheek "Thank You, for helping me Sira. Thank you for everything, but I have lost alot of blood, I don't think I can make it.". 

"NO, don't say that, not now, just fight okay. I wanna show you so many things in life, I want to make you happy by completing my wooing list, I want to treat you like a queen not a princess, okay you are the queen of my life." I kissed her forehead, holding her in my arms tightly not wanting to let her go.

I felt my cheek had lost some contact, she took her palm away, why?. I looked up her eyes were closed. NO NO NO NO. 

"Lydia, Lydia" I shook her she wasn't waking up. "LYDIA" I screamed she wouldn't wake up. 

Then Aiden entered with cheekbone and other's beside him. With guilt in their eyes looking at me. It was confirmed she is dead. I hugged her and cried, I cired and cried. I couldn't do anything, whyy. 

It was my fucking job to save her and I couldn't. FUCK YOU SIRA, I am fucking pathetic person who can't do a fucking single job. I felt tight arms around my torso pulling me from her but I din't move.

"No , I don't want to leave her, stoppp" I screamed 

"She is dead Sira" cheekbone said. Everyone's head was down. Diana was holding me I was still screaming. My mind wouldn't accept it that she is dead. 

"Maam, Maam". I shot up and looked around, what I am in hospital. 

"Ouch"I said in whisper, my head it was hurting.

 " Maam, you were screaming I assumed you were in a pretty bad nightmare." I turned my head and looked at her it was a nightmare, THANK GODD. She gave me water and I drank it. It was 5:00 in morning I decided to call the team to discuss somethings. 

I picked up my phone and sent a message, wanna say something meet me in my room as soon as possible, straightaway I got confirmations of all of them saying we are on our way.

All of them arrived around in 20 minutes and just filled them with what happen about my nightmare and told them we need to protect her. 

"Guys I literally heard one guy who we don't know so we will call him Jane Doe. 

He said and let me quote you," I need her I own her she owe's me."

" Okay I don't know why does Lydia owe him . I don't want her to get hurt, they can do anything to her and we don't know why they need her. I just don't want her to get hurt. She has been through enough we should avoid it. OKAY". All of them nodded and we discussed some things and they left me.

...........

LYDIA POV

"Alright class, give up your sheets. And remember quiz on Thursday" I said and heard them groan. 

"I know, what a bitch teacher, giving quiz before homecoming" they let out a chuckle.

 " Have good day bye, Umm Sira, please stay back". 

Time has flown, this week is homecoming, Sira is still ignoring and not talking to me, but I think something is going on I don't know what but she is lying to me. 

"Yes Miss", there she goes again with her cold voice. 

"Sira, I am worried about your grades, your grades in maths are low. It will take a lot of hardworking for you to pick up on your grades." I said in teacher's voice.

 "I will handle it, anything else Miss", I shook my head, she was going to leave when I stood up quickly and grabbed her wrist. She turned looked me in the eye. She removed her hand from my grasp as if it was burning her.

 "What!" she spat.

 I shook my head resting my left hand on my temple "I am sorry Sira", I was going to say more but she cut me "You don't have to be sorry for, If I remember I was the one who was seducing you not the other way" she said not even glancing at me.

 "Wait here, will you" she nodded. 

I went towards my table and opened my bag and took out a box, and went back to her. 

"Here, it's your birthday gift. I screamed at you for no reason, it's my fault. I shouldn't have accused you. I am sorry." I held out the box and gave it to her it was a bracelet just like mine but with pizza's init. 

"Accept this as an apology from me, I am sorry Sira." By the time I have spend with her, she definitely likes pizza but without pineapple on it. She stepped back and shook her head again, ughh I m tired of her saying no.

"No miss, I don't think it's appropriate for a teacher to give a gift to a student, I think we should continue to remain our relationship professional. I think you will understand, as you have a lot to loose such as your job and your marriage life". With that she left. I stood there with shock. 

I picked my bag and left going towards my car, getting in and starting it. I looked ahead and there she was in her car with her friends, and she looked at my direction where we held the eye contact.

 Her blue eyes are so captivating her black hair are so silky, its like she is a perfect human being with no flaws which is no doubt as everyone in school loves her. After 5 seconds of eye contact she turned around and left. In frustration I banged my head on the steering and left towards my home.

...........

I sighed sitting down on my sofa looking at clock it is almost dinner time, but I wasn't bothered all I could think about her. 

Why does her being mad at me affect me?, Why does her not talking to me affect, Why do I feel guilt when I look in her eyes, WHY?. Do I have feelings for, is it possible for me having feelings for a teenager, No it can't right, I mean I am a grown up. 

It's just a friendly behaviour, but then why does my heart hurts when she is on the verge of crying, why does it makes me sad that she ain't talking to me or looking at me or flirting with me or joking with me whyyyy.

 "What are you doing to me SIRA" I muttered and left my head to think about the gorgeous black head, what is she doing right now...