Just hearing that made my heart stopped.

I couldn't just make fucking brownie, what the hell SIRA, you fucking stupid girl. I can't do a fucking task without screwing up. Great now I feel my eyes tear up, nice thing Sira first you mess things and now you cry that's all you do.

I was broken out of my thoughts when I felt her shaking me, her palms on both of my cheeks. I looked at her she had her perfectly darkish brown brow's furrowed, her eyes with something else in it staring at me.

" I am sorry" I choked out, removed her hands and starting walking backwards.

" I couldn't make a freaking brownie properly" I said with tears threatining to fall and chuckled lowly.

Dammit why the fuck do I cry at everything. Ughh god.

I turned around and tried to wipe my tears, " Sira" she came behind me her hand on my shoulder.

"Just give me a minute please" I said in a mumble, but she being herself she din't, she turned me and cupped my cheeks.

" I am sorry you know, maybe I was sleepy because I woke up at 5:00 and made everything I am sorry, but don't eat those okay I promise to make another one" I just rambled out everything and she just stopped me by saying " Hey Sira, shhh, calm down I was joking, those are delicious"

I just looked at her with shock, she was messing with me of course she was.

" I am sorry Sira, now I feel guilty because you woke up early just to make some brownie's for me who you don't like"

Wait did she just say that?

" I do like you" I said " as a teacher , you are a great one and I have been the worst one, so now consider this as my apology for annoying your ass" she let out a chuckle at that.

" Now come on Women time for your last gift" I said.

I held out my hand to give it to her, and looked in her eyes you see it sparkle, it held many emotion but the only I could make out was happy and sad? Emotion.

Why sad tho? I questioned myself.

I din't know what to do so I was standing there looking at her like I was a lost child and had no motive to move to make things worst.

But she did, she eventually walked towards me and hugged, but this wasn't just a hug, she embraced me tightly, her hands wrapped around my neck and I just stood for briefly 10 seconds and reciprocated the hug and hugged her tightly.

And all I could think about was protecting her from any bad things and take all her pain away which I will.

"Thank you, seriously Thank you. It means a lot to me, what you have done" she said with seriousness and tears falling from her eyes.

I raised my hand to wipe it but she stepped back which made me hurt, does she think I will raise my hand on her.

I took a step forward and slowly reached for her cheeks again and wiped her tears which she happily accepted and smiled a bit. I stepped back .

" So what's the verdict on your gift. Do you like it" I said smirking.

"How do you know, what things I like?" she said tilting her head.

I just shrugged " Its one of my techniques Miss, as I have said before I am a person who observe things to detail....".

" Its beautiful, I will wear it right now, and brownie's was the best thing, tho I hope it's not your way of buttering me for some brownie points." she said smirking at me.

"Freaking God, what now my plan won't work on you, now I have to find something else.SHIT!. Now I need to find different ways to woo you." I said with exaggeration clearly showing in my voice.

She laughed and smirked at me and went back to her desk and said " It was nice of you Sira, and I appreciate it, but now back to work" she said looking directly at me in eyes.

"Whatt, we just had a party, well not a party" I said whining.

She just glared at me staring at my soul I could feel it. I surrendered and put my hands up "Okay Women, chill out".

She just laughed and I just died.

"Okay Sira, time is up but from tomorrow onwards, we need to check the papers and complete the work on time."

"Aye,Aye MAM, copied that in my mind" I said and gave her a salute. She just chuckled and left the classroom.

Taking my heart with her.

...........

Lydia POV

I was now sitting on my sofa, TV was on and I was just playing with the bracelet, Sira gave me as my birthday gift. My mind was not with me as if I was thinking something but nothing at the same time, it is confusing as hell.

I was so busy that I din't hear the keys dangling sound and him coming in.

The person I use to adore, who I though would be the love of my life, the person I though I will spend my old days in his arms, became one of my nightmares.

Derek Master's is the person who is the reason of my nightmares and unfortunately my husband.

"What's for dinner?" his cold voice startled me, all I could think was where did I go wrong for him to behave this way towards me.

I kept my head low " Umm.., Derek I din't make dinner because I din't know you were gonna come home early tonight" I said trembling feeling scared every time when I say word.

"But I will make it right now" I stood and walked towards kitchen to prepare food but before I could reach I got pulled back by strong arms on my forearm. Holding me tightly which I am pretty sure will form a bruise which I will have to cover it again.

A pain shot through my back as I was thrown on the floor with him towering above me. He took a hold of my head slammed it down which made me scream in pain. I could feel blood on my face trickling down my chin, but it wasn't enough for him.

He crushed my leg by standing on it, to which I wasn't screaming because the more I scream the more he will hurt me. He started kicking me which went for a straight 15 minutes. I tried protecting my self but nothing happened and he stopped.

I thought he was done but I was wrong. He started unbuckling his belt, unbuttoned his pants button and pulled it out. I started moving backwards knowing what is gonna happen if I don't save myself.

Laying on the floor looking at the ceiling. I was numb, I din't feel anything. No emotion just blank. Droplets of tears going down my cheek as he was chocking me and raping me. This gone for 30 minutes until he stopped and said to make dinner and left. I laid on the bed and the only thing popped in my mind was WHY?.

I stood up and walked to the bathroom to clean myself, and looked in the mirror to see bruises and told myself this is my life now.

..........

"WHAT THE FUCK" he screamed making me drop the bottle in my hand and keep my head low.

"Who the fuck will put salt in my food, huh. I work hard and come home just for you to make me eat shittiest food" he screamed at me making me startle and scared.

I replied "So..sorry..I um.. I will fi..fix it" I said fear coursing through my veins, feeling anxiety attack started to make it's entrance which is not good. I started playing with the bracelet Sira gifted me today for me to distract myself. He looked down at my hands at the bracelet caught his eye.

"Who The Fuck, gave you this" he screamed even louder. "Are you fucking someone, Is there someone in your life, YOU ARE FUCKING CHEATING ON ME" he said with venom in his words and started walking towards me and I reciprocated and walked backwards until it hit the counter.

I looked at him in his eyes, those beautiful brown orbs that once was filled with love for me was now filled with anger and just anger.

He slapped me hard, and kept slapping me. He looked at my wrist and held it tightly making me groan in pain. He pulled the bracelet from my wrist which caused it to make slight cut marks. I heard shattering noise hitting the floor which was the butterflies from the bracelet.

My heart broke, he broke the bracelet, he broke the one thing I was happy about.

" Go tell your lover that you aren't his" he said laughing evily.

"There is no lover, I am not cheating , you are the one cheating on me, don't you think I don't know about lipstick marks on your shirt" I screamed at him, all my frustration and pain in, and looked back at him in the eye and realized it was a mad move and I fucked up.

"So..sorrryy, I ..am..so sorryy" I said but he din't listen and just beat me to death......