I calmed myself down before I go into Lisa's house, I got out of my car and knocked on her door

Seconds later she opened it and hugged me. I smiled and tried so hard not to cry

I hug her back not letting her go, I closed the door and carried her to the couch, and lay her down sitting on my lap

"I miss you" she whispered

"I miss you too," I whispered back

"Hey, can we sleep now?" She asked and I nodded

We cuddle until she fell asleep, I can't sleep because there were too many things on my mind

I want to cry

I want to scream

Lisa hugged me tighter and I hold onto her, I looked at her smile

A few weeks passed and I didn't tell Lisa anything about Taehyung. I just wasn't ready

We were in my office and Lisa was doing her work

We heard a knock so I opened the door and I saw Amanda

Oh no

She went inside the room and saw Lisa, I quickly got in front, oh her not wanting Amanda to see Lisa

"Taehyung tried to kill himself last night...again," she said and I looked down

"If he dies, I'm blaming everything on you," she added

"What happened? Why is Taehyung killing himself?" I turned around and saw Lisa walking toward us

"You haven't told her?!" She screamed

"Told me what?" Lisa whispered to me and I sigh

"Go on, tell her!" Amanda commanded

"Lisa this is Amanda, She's Taehyung's mom" I took a deep breath

"Taehyung is going through depression and trying to do suicide if I don't go out with him" I saw tears in her eyes

"How long did you know this?" She asked

"About a few weeks," I said

"I'm so sorry Lisa" she wiped her tears

"I need some space," she said then left leaving me and Amanda alone

"You need to break up with her or else I lose my Taehyung! My baby boy! My son!" She cried and I nodded

"Ok! I just need to clear this up with Lisa" I said then Amanda left leaving me standing here by myself a couple of hours later, I texted and called Lisa, but no response. I hope she's okay, I groan and left my office to go to her house

I parked outside her house and immediately knocked on the door

"LISA! I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE!" I yelled and banged on the door

I gave up and turned around, but something dragged me inside the house. I looked up and saw Lisa closing the door. Her eyes are red and swollen

"What do you want?"

"The love of my life" I whispered

"The love of my life" Jennie whispered and I sniff my tears

"Jennie," I said

"What are you going to do?" I asked and she immediately gave me a hug

"I'm sorry Lisa" she whispered and I scoffed

"You're believing Taehyung?! He's doing this because he has no other way to get you!" I yelled

"Lisa stop! He tried to kill himself and I can't let someone die because of me!" She screamed

"You're choosing Taehyung?" I scoffed

"Sadly...yes"

"Leave!" I yelled

I don't want to see her

I don't want her to look at me crying

"W-What?" She asked

"Leave...please" I cried and she hug me tighter

"I can't" she cried

"Jennie! Please please!" I cried and she didn't let go. I pushed her off from me

She came towards me and I put my hand up

"Stop!" I begged her and she stopped walking towards me, I pointed to the door and she sigh and wipe her tears

She went to the door and turned around

We looked at each other and she left