"fuck!" i shouted, thrusting her in me deeper.

i released all over her waist as she did in the condom. i continued thrusting, waiting to break out of my trance but i orgasmed again- cumming for the third time in that same hour.

Billie seemed like she did too as i felt her harden in me again, when she threw her head back. we locked eyes and she looked down to see her cum leaking from me as i lifted out of her.

"shit." i said, catching my breath, having not noticed the cum.

"Luna?" she said, breathing hastily. "the condom broke."

fuck.

"shit! what do i do?" i panicked.

Billie attempted to calm me down my holding me by the shoulder, she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek.

"don't worry, darling. we can just get a pregnancy test later and if it's positive then we can get rid of it." she said.

i looked at her up and down in distraught. I thought of the idea at having the child, even though it wasn't something that I want to do. even though we had only known each other for over a week I didn't wanna get rid of them. I had a feeling I wanted to keep it. I thought too bad to get rid of it but at the same time I wasn't ready. the guilt of it would he unbearable.

"okay." i nodded.

we went to the pharmacy and grabbed a pregnancy test after cleaning ourselves up. Billie told me she was sorry it broke and i told her it wasn't a big deal but it happens sometimes and it's okay.

we went over to her cabin as she sat on the couch, lighting a blunt. we sat there in silence for a moment, just thinking about it all.

"pass." i said, taking the blunt for her hands.

i took a drag and then left the room to go pee on the stick. Billie put the blunt down and came to the bathroom with me.

"should i turn around?" she asked.

"no, that's okay." i replied.

repeat on the stick what Billie fiddled with the rings on a hand with us another switch over even though we are of age to have children and some people are married at this age I didn't think I was ready I was not ready to start a family yet.

on the flip side i felt guilt slowly drowning me at the thought of getting an abortion. the thought of killing an innocent child in my womb made me feel sick to my stomach.

Billie took the stick with her once j was done and set it aside the sink.

"do you have anything?" i asked.

"what do you want?" she replied.

"anything to make it go away." i said.

"are you sure?" she asked and i nodded. "i have some cocaine."

she took me to her drug compartment. it was hidden beneath the rug and a floorboard was loose. as she lifted it up, i began seeing visions. visions of the bleeding once it was all over with. visions where i actually have birth to the baby and how Billie would care for them.

i ran to the bathroom, feeling spit fill in my mouth. i threw up in the toilet, Billie held my hair back and pated me gently.

"that's okay. you're okay." she reassured.

i clutched the toilet and weeped in misery. i didn't know what to do.

"what do i do?" i asked her. "what do i do?"

"shh, don't think about that now. just relax for a little. we don't even know if you're pregnant yet." she said.

i cleaned myself up and left to meet Billie on the couch. she was crushing up the coke and getting ready to snort it when i sat down with her.

"you sure?" she asked.

"i'm sure." i said.

she separated a little and spread it into a thin line, snorting the whole line in one go. Billie sniffed and handed me the tube for it to be my turn. i copied what she did and sneezed after sniffing half of the line.

"take it easy." she said.

i then snorted the other half and rubbed the powder off on my nose.

"there you go." she took the tube off of me and set it aside.

"how long till it kick in, Billie?" i asked.

"not long." she replied.

she threw her head back, losing herself into the colourful patterns on the ceiling. they felt somewhat hypnotising. i did the same, watching as the colours drew wild fantasies i could only experience in my imagination.

i felt more alive, more confident and outgoing. i felt like myself again. the part of me that i lost years ago when i experienced puberty and everything i went through that followed. i felt at ease.

"Billie let's go somewhere!" i said, standing up.

i grabbed her hand and pulled her up.

"where?." she asked. "where are we going?"

"i don't know. just come!" i insisted, dragging her by the hand up the stairs and out the doors of her vintage cabin.

we got in the car and i slammed the door shut, driving away before i even got to put my seatbelt on. i drove down the small road in the town i lived in. Billie out the radio on and sung out the lyrics to 'i met Sarah in the bathroom.'

"oh my god, i love this song!" she yelled, turning up the volume.

she pulled down the window and stuck half of her body out, lifting ip both arms and screaming the lyrics. the euphoria i felt driving through the streets was insane. and even more insane when we got to the highway.

her hair rippled in sync with the wind. she was so beautiful. i wish she knew how much i genuinely liked her.

"fuck, baby. turn in here." she said.

i turned as she told me to. we where on the coast of California. the beach was completely empty. there wasn't a person in sight- nor cars- nobody. just silence and the wound of waves crashing at the shoreline and the wallowing of the wind when it hit the trees.

we both got out of the car and danced to the songs on the radio like the wasn't a fuck in the world. there was nobody but us. it felt like there was nobody but us. just the two, dancing like the crazy adults we where with sparks aflame in our hearts.

when 'k' by cigarettes after sex started playing, we both danced a lot slower. Billie had her hands on my hips and mine wrapped around her neck. we swayed gently to the beat of the song, staring each other in the eyes. appreciating every single moment we where in. enjoying it. thriving at the beauty of life.

the beauty she created in my life.

at the end of the song we kissed passionately, her arms trailed against my skin as mine cupped her jaws.

we made our way back to the car and sat down. Billie lit up a blunt and we took turns smoking it. it was sweet to taste and so addictive that she ended up lighting around five of them.

we smoked them all.

"i love being with you." i smiled.

"i love being with you more." she replied, kissing me on the cheek.

we laughed for ages about fuck knows what and got back into the car after a while.

"what do i do about the kid?" i said.

"we didn't even check if you have it." she laughed.

"true." i chuckled.

be both broke into laughter while watching the sun set. as a pure blue floated into an orange in the sky, it seemed like fresh colours brushed upon an artist's canvas, as if those rays were destined to create a great work of art - as if those rays were painting out destiny.

after we had calmed down a little by the beautiful scenery, we just enjoyed each other's company in silence. feeling the coke which had fully worn off and our lives return.

"you wanna make another?" i asked.

"baby?" she replied.

"yeah? why not!" i said.

"fuck it!" she yelled as we both cheered.

"there's no point anymore." Luna told me.

"hmm?" i said.

"and if i wanted a kid, it'd have to be yours." she teased and bit her lip.

she pulled me in by my shirt and kissed me slowly. my hands trailed her body, peeking her shirt off with sheet temptation and devotion.

"get into the back seat." she ordered.

she followed with me and i closed the door behind me, turning to reveal that she had already began stripping me bare. she watched as my boobs bounced out from my bra and gazed at them in awe.

*

"fuck. i love your boobs." she murmured, burying herself within them.

she massaged me with her hands a began sucking on them, i threw my head back for a few seconds, enjoy it as her tongue flicked around it. i could feel them beginning to get sore as she sucked harder.

"mm, i love your tits more." i claimed, grabbing her by the neck and choking her. "you know the word."

i winked at her, hinting at the fact that things where about to get very kinky and very heated. i dragged her by the neck and told her to sit on my lap.

"you good little whore, always obeying mommy." i whispered, patting her on the head.

she smiled through her struggle to breathe.

"now, take your clothes off for me mamas." i watched as she peeled off her clothes and threw them to the front the car, glaring at me with her 'fuck me' eyes.

"that's it. now sit on it." i command.

i felt my dick widening her tight little pussy as she slowly lowered herself onto me. i pushed her shoulders down in one go, making her scream in pain.

"that's it, good girl." i praised, placing my right hand on her neck and the other on her mouth. i rubbed her lips with my thumb, listening to the sound of her soft moans ad she bounced up and down my length.

"fuck yes!" i grunted. "now, faster you slut!"

i grabbed her ass cheeks and squeezed them tightly, making her yelp in pain. her eyes lit p in terror and i loved every single but of it. i then spat on her boobs, with my hand still on her butt cheeks and sucked as hard as i could.

her moans got louder by the second as she slinked her arms around my neck to push her up higher as she continued to bounce on my cock.

"ahh, Billie! i can't take it anymore!" she screamed in delight.

"i'm not stopping until i cum in your tight pussy. keep going, whore!" i shouted.

i spanked her on the ass three times, making her pick up the pace and go faster.

"what's my name?" i yelled.

"mommy!" she screamed.

"nope. apologise you cunt." i spat at her.

"i'm sorry your highness!" she shouted, bouncing on me faster.

i felt the car rocked back and forth while i grunted and groaned, throwing my head back as i placed my hands on her hips to give thrust into her, but she gradually slowed down.

"did i say stop?" i bellowed. "fuck me like the dirty little cum slut you are!"

"yes your highness." she whispered, coming closer to her orgasm.

"fuck." i said, feeling myself going dizzy.

she walls began to spin as Luna continued to bounce on my dick. the constant thrusting into her hole made me harden up.

"fuck!" she screamed, squirting all over me after feeling my cum thicken her tight walls.

"fuck! Luna, you whore!" i grunted, squeezing out every last drop of my cum into her.

"shit! shit! shit!" she shouted as the rhythm of her body slowed down.

"fuck." i groaned, feeling the relief after i finally came in her.

"shit." she whispered, realising that we had just made matters worse.

i drove back to my cabin in total silence. i think getting high while things are shitty is a bad idea for the both of us. neither of us where too keen on the idea of having a baby. i mean, there's still a lot more i have to get to know about her. she doesn't even know my real job, hasn't met my parents and its hard if i where a celebrity with a baby! you know? and hiding that from the public? they don't even know i have a penis!

"should i check it?" she asked.

"fuck yes! you didn't buy that shit for nothing." i told her.

"but Billie, i'm scared." she said.

"it's okay, baby." i said, cupping her face with my hands. "we can work out what to do after if its positive."

i kissed her on the nose and followed her to the bathroom to look at it. she picked up the stick between her shaky hands and looked at it to see only one line in red that drew across it.

"oh thank god." i sighed in relief.

Luna didn't say anything. i don't know if she truly wanted to get rid of it. i think she wanted to keep it, but she didn't say that because i was so determined to get an abortion.

i know it's her body, so she has more choice over it, but it's still my fucking kid too. and i don't want her to have it. i'm not ready for it yet. and i don't think she's going to stay in my life for 9 months.

all the girls i've dated never stayed. hence, the reason why i'm here. and i'm not even dating her.

"is this the part where we get a new one because we did it again?" she finally spoke out.