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Sia's pov

"It was a lovely pleasure to have you here, Mr. Black. Thank you for giving this heartfelt interview " the lady in the tv said

With this the interview got over, but my eyes was still stuck on the TV.

Everything seems so blank and void.

The interview was over but the answers given by him, the song, and the sorry was still playing in my mind again and again.

He apologized infront of everyone, that too in a live interview. The X, I know would never done this. he would never compromise his stardom for anything but I was wrong again.

From the past few months after we came back from India, he changed.

Yes, I was silent. Yes, I was blank. Yes, I was emotionally void but I see things, I observed things its just that I didn't speak, I didn't show.

I know he cries every single night, he is the only one who got me treated and took me for my checkups, he kept all my records, he said sorry to me for the umpteenth time thinking I'm asleep, he visited Aiden's every other day, he cries while reading my letters, his wallet have my pictures, his phone wallpaper have my picture, he gets jealous when he see Florence with me.

I know every thing.

Seeing the interview brought me back to revisit all those memories from the very starting day till today when he sing song for me

I never knew he can sing also.

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I was still occupied with all those memories, when I felt someone nudged me and thats when I came back and saw Florence raising his eyebrows.

" Hey, where are you lost? " Florence asked

" Nowhere, lets go for lunch " I said with a smile

Just then Leonard came and said "Ma'am, its time for your lunch "

He started arranging the table when I interrupted him and said " no need, today we will have lunch outside "

" Sorry Ma'am, but you have to eat healthy only and that's why you aren't allowed to go anywhere. The weather is not good today" he said politely

And I rolled my eyes again, because I knew all this is Xander's doing.

Leonard is like a spy to Xander, his only work is to check on me that Am I doing fine without interrupting me

God!

So, I drop the idea because no matter what I say, Leonard will not allow me until and unless Xander gives him permission.

" Fine " I said and sat down on the sofa

" Your husband really take care of your every single thing " Florence said smiling saying about Xander.

" I'm sorry, Florence " I said

" Hey its alright, we can go some other time " he said

In a short span of time Florence became a very good friend of mine, no the only friend of mine except Kevin.

With him there is never a dull moment and he knows everything about Xander. Thats why, sometimes he tries to make Xander jealous also.

After we had our lunch, I went back to work and Florence left

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I wasn't able to concentrate on work as my mind is still stuck on the interview when he said that he's leaving

'He won't leave, right? But what if he would' I asked myself

' no no no he won't leave ' I tried to stop my negative thoughts

'Today, I'm gonna talk to him' I said this to myself and started doing work

I was busy with work when my phone rings of an unknown number, I picked up

" Hello, is this Sia, Miss Katie's daughter? " The person asked

" Yes, this is her. What happen?" I asked

" Sia, your mother met with an accident. She is here in the hospital. Please come fast " the person said and I forgot to take breathe

Mum!

For a minute, I was blank but the text message on my phone brings me out of my thought which have the address of the hospital. I hurriedly leave for the hospital.

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The whole ride only negative thoughts were coming in my mind, I can't afford to lose anyone anymore.

Finally, I reached Hospital, Upon asking I left to my mother's room.

I went inside to see my Mum was sleeping, she had a band-aid oh ner head and one on her wrist

" Mum " I whispered with tear filled eyes

She opened her eyes and smiled a little while looking at me

" How-how are you? How did all this happen? Where were you going in such a hurry that you have to met with an accident?? I told you thousand times to take care of yourself but no you never listen to me, now see what happen. Mum, now you're not even talking, are you- are you ok? Should I call the doctor? Yes, wait I- " I said without taking a breathe but she interrupted me with a smile

" Sia, I'm fine. Stop worrying yourself. Nothing happened to me, see " she said

" But mum- " I said but got interrupted again

" No buts and if, see I'm totally fine. Just a little cut on the head and on the wrist there are so little scratches but still they did band- aid when I told them not to " she said smiling

I nodded my head in relief when my mother again said

" How's X? " She asked worriedly this time

" He- he's fine " I told her confusedly

why she's asking about him

" In which room is he? " She asked Again

" Room? What room? " I got totally Confused

" Sia, Don't tell me you don't know that he saved me and got way more hurt than me " my mother said

Save! Hurt!

" Wh-what are you saying, M-mum? " I asked thinking that maybe I heard wrong

" He saved me Sia, the car was coming with full speed and before I could do anything X came and pushed me to the side " Mum said making me blank

Just then the doctor came for her checkup while I was plainly staring at nowhere in particular

" Doctor, where is the X, the guy who took me here, he was more hurt than me " my mother's voice brings me out of my thoughts and I look towards the doctor

" He left after he made us inform your daughter " the doctor said

" What- what do you mean by left huh? Didn't you treated him? " I asked

" We tried to but he was so adamant to leave so we just did the basic bandages, he said that he will go to some different hospital " the doctor told

" Wh-what happen to him? Where was he hurt? " I asked slowly

" We never got the chance to check on him properly as he was in rush to leave, so we just stop the bleeding from his head and shoulder " he said

" What kind of hospital is this, huh? How can you let him leave just like that? Just because he said that he have to leave that doesn't mean you'll allow him to, now if anything happen then who will take care of him huh?? Tell me " I shouted on the doctor as I was beyond angry on him, on me, on every one

" Ma'am, he said he will be ok and we can't stop anyone. This is again the hospital policy " the doctor said trying to make me understand

" To hell with your hospital and your policy, doctor. If anything happen to him, anything I will sue this hospital. I swear " I shouted with a tear streaming face.

The doctor muttered sorry and left

" Baby, Don't worry. He will be ok. He is Xander Black afterall " my mum said but I cried harder

" Mum " I said and hugged her tightly and started crying hysterically.

" He has to be ok, Mum he has to be ok" I said sobbing

" Yes baby, he will be ok " she said rubbing my back

" You promise? " I asked expectantly

" I promise " Mum said softly

" Sia, I know " she said after a few minutes

" What you know? " I asked wiping my tears

" About the revenge, the baby, India, your father everything " she said

" H-h-how? " I asked looking down

" X. He told me everything a few days back " Mum said and I looked up

" Oh" I didn't know what to say

" Sia, I won't say a word that what you want or what not. Its only and only upto you. You don't have to take any decision by seeing others face or feelings. Just do what you really want" Mum said softly

I nodded my head, just then the door knob clicked and my whole family came. Kevin, my Aunt and Uncle

After greeting everyone, I said bye as now I have made my mind and for that I have to see Xander Black.

' where can he go' with this thought in mind I Left

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