" Today I'm getting married with your biological father. Yes, I know that's not a wise decision but still I'm going to, I wish you were here then you would have stopped me from making such decision. "

" Well, what to say you're enjoying there in heaven leaving me all alone. Anyway Mommy is going now otherwise she will be late. I love you the Most, Aiden" I said sitting beside Aiden's grave

Talking with him make me feel light and gives me strength to face every situation

No one knows that I sneak out of the house to meet Aiden, except Kevin and now he's calling me again and again to come quickly

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Its already 11 when I reached, the wedding is supposed to be at 4 and my mum is shouting on top of her lungs, giving me lectures that you are the bride and all.

I went inside my room to see Cat, my cousin was already there with the makeup artist. She gave me her 'are you kidding' look to which I just shrugged

After what felt like days, my makeup and hair is finally done. The wedding gown was beautiful, but tight, so tight

Things people do to look good.

Sia's outfit

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My mum left the room few minutes ago after telling me how beautiful I'm looking, and how much happy she is!

She was about to cry but somehow I stopped her by telling " you're the bride's mother, what people will say if your whole makeup will be smudged by tears"

Kissing my forehead she left

I was plainly staring at the wall infront of me just then Kevin entered

" Look at you, all dolled up " Kevin smiled

I smile back

" Are you ok, Sia? " He asked

" Yes, why won't I " I told him

" Ok then, tell me something? " He asked

I raised my eyebrows

" Why are you freelancing?? I mean you're the one of the most talented people I know. You could easily find a job " he asked

" What kind of question is this, Kevin? I do freelancing because it helps me to work on so many different kind of projects " I told what came in my mind first

" Are you sure there is no other reason? " He asked suspiciously

" Yes, what happened to you? Why are you asking this kind of questions all of sudden? " I asked looking away

" No specific reason, I just heard something regarding you " he said looking straight towards me

" Oh ok! Everything's ok, now go I need to do touch up, Kevin Boy " I said looking down at my dress

" Won't you ask, what did I heard or from whom I heard " he again asked

" Why to bother when the information is not correct??" I said not knowing how to make Kevin leave the topic

He's one hell of a stubborn!

" I heard from Xander, more like overheard his conversation with his friends " he said

" Oh " was all I was able to say

" I don't want an Oh for your answer, tell me is it true that he took some shitty revenge" He asked getting angry

" No, obviously" I said trying to laugh

" I know you're lying, tell me right away or otherwise I'm going to call everyone over here " he threatened me

God!

" No, no please Kevin " I said holding his arms

" Then tell me the truth " he said looking straight in my eyes

I closed my eyes for a second, and then started narrating him everything from the very start till yesterday, although I didn't told him about my attacks and pills because this will only make him more angry

I looked toward Kevin, he was still trying to gather all the things which I've just said, after a minute or two he looked up. I could see so many emotions on them but guilt was most prominent one.

" Kevin, are you okay? " I asked him

He looked at me and then hugged me tightly for few minutes.

When we broke the hug, I saw Kevin has tears in his eyes, he was crying

Kevin never cry.

" Sia, why didn't you tell me? We are partners. You are my bestest friend, you know this right? " he asked lowly

" Yes, Kevin but what would I told you that I'm again a victim. I don't want to be a burden on anyone " I said looking away

" What the hell are you saying? What burden?? I'm your brother for god sake. From playschool whenever anyone asked about my sisters, I've always said two, You and Cat, and you know this, still you think you're burden. Wow" he said looking so hurt

" You were there for me when I had my first break up, you were there for me whenever I had fight in school, you are my all time inspiration and you're saying that you're a Burden?? " He asked

" No, its not like that " I said

" Its definitely like that, is Aiden's father is Xander?" He asked and I nodded

" you're not going to marry that fucker. I'm going to tell everyone " he said walking towards the door but I was fast enough to stop him

" No no, everything's done. Kevin Please. Mum will be shattered " I tried to stop him

" What about you, Sia? Won't you be shattered? " He asked

" I'm already shattered, Kevin. He can't break me anymore" I said smiling sadly

" Sia don't do this" he said but I was rigid on my decision

" Fine, but before that I need to have a word with Xander Fucking Black " saying this he left the room.

I tried to stop him but he didn't listen

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" its time! " Cat said adjusting my veil

The wedding was very private, very few people are going to be there

The wedding venue was stunning, the whole place was white, looking like it just came out of fantasy land, the aisle was made of see through glass, it gives the illusion that people are walking on water

My mum took me to the altar, I avoided looking at my so called Groom

Mum gave my hand to him, and said " She's everything to me, Take very Good care of her " she said and kissed his cheeks

So many things were running in my mind, but I came out of my thought when the priest said

" We are here in the wedding ceremony of Xander Black and Sia Evans"

I could feel him glaring me, but I didn't looked at him, not once.

" Do you Xander Black take Sia Evans as your lawfully wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish until death do you part? " The priest asked

" I do " he said in a very cold voice

Xander's outfit

I looked at him, he looked handsome like always but one thing was different that he has bruise all around his right eye, although he did tried to hide but its still visible. He looked like he will burst any second now .

Bruise?? Huh?

I turned my gaze and saw Kevin angrily looking at Xander and then it hit me that Kevin did this to him

now I'm sure that this volcano will burst on me.

I came out of my little dream when I heard the priest asked me " Do you Sia Evans take Xander Black as your lawfully husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish until death do you part?"

" I do " I said looking at him

The priest asked to exchange the rings

Surprisingly the ring was of his size only, I looked at him but he was already so angry that didn't care

Both of our rings were of actual size, how?

" You may kiss the br- " before the priest even completed his sentence, he pulled me and started kissing me releasing all his aggression on that one kiss

Don't he know we are in public?

I heard gasps, aww and so many cute comments.

If only they know what is the actual matter

Finally he left me after feeling satisfied, his lips has blood stain of mine, looking at me he wiped the blood from the back of his hands

We left the venue after the congratulations and other stuffs

Apparently, we have to go to New Jersey today itself because of the reception which is tomorrow

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Currently I'm in the Black's Private Jet with my so called husband only because of Mrs Black Idea of how much we need privacy.

The whole plane was decorated for newly wed, there were only two seats which were side by side, a bedroom and everything was there.

I took my seat beside the window, X haven't said a word since that kiss, he's ignoring me like I don't exist, I could feel he's still controlling himself

'I need to talk to Kevin also', thinking about this, I don't know when I slept.

I woke up after sometime to see we are still in air

I slowly looked beside me to see Xander Black was in tears

Is this for real?

I rubbed my eyes to wake myself up, but it didn't happen.

He wasn't actually crying, but tears were flowing from his eyes

Deciding not to disturb his crying session, I faked sleeping.

He was looking like a lost child, and not the evil person who he actually is!

Just then the hostess came and in a blink of eye he made his arrogant face like nothing happened

" Sir, we're landing in 10 minutes. " She informed and left

I continued fake sleeping, suddenly I felt so cold. I opened my eyes to see it was him, He lowered the AC temperature of my side to wake me up.

Classic!

Without waiting or seeing that I'm following him or not, he left. I followed him as fast I can and reached to the car

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We are staying in a hotel for the night not to the Black's Bungalow because Mrs. Black said its our first night and stuff.

She is more excited than us for this wedding.

I'm sitting on the Couch of this exotic hotel after talking with Kevin about what did he do

Kevin said that he hit Xander and left after giving him a warning. I don't know what warning because he didn't tell me

I have no idea where my so called husband is, he didn't even come in the suite once.

Today was one hell of day, I thought to go to bed praying that Xander shouldn't come as I don't want him to see my condition

I have nightmares and this is one of the many reason that I'm not able to sleep.

I'm tired, way too tired, so maybe today it won't happen

As soon as my back touch the bed, I dozed off to sleep

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Morning rays fell on my face, woah I slept finally!

Thats a progress!

I tried to turn around as I'm still sleepy but couldn't as someone was holding me by my waist

Opening my sleepy eyes, I opened and saw the love of my life, looking cute as ever.

I was about to caress him just then I remember everything and jerk his hands away but he didn't even budged

I shooked him but got no response

" Leave me, Mr. Black " I said loudly

" No, lemme sleep. I didn't sleep last night because of you" he mumbled in his sleep

Me? As far as I remember, I didn't had nightmare last night.

" Don't lie, leave me " I said but my attempt got fail, again

" Let me sleep, Sia" he whined

This bring back memories, good memories but not real because in all those memories he was acting

I looked at his face, it was still the same, the innocence with whom he can fool anyone

For one and half year I mastered myself to not think about him, but no matter how hard I tried whenever I see him, or catch a little cologne of him, I have a rapid sinking in my stomach and a relentless question 'what did I do wrong?'

He pulled me more closer which brings me out of my thought and I pushed him hard

This time I succeeded, before he could say anything I ran to the washroom.

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