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I woke up before the alarm, now I don't need an alarm because I'm not able to sleep since that dreadful birthday of mine, all the memories haunt me like anything.

After that night, I went to my home the next morning. The whole night I spent sitting on a secluded bench near-by my house

I told my mum about my pregnancy as I had no other option, to say she was disappointed would be understatement but she did supported me in my decision.

My family asked about the father but I just told them it was a one night stand and the baby father doesn't want to do anything.

I didn't tell them about HIM, I want to wipe all the memories of HIM and for that I had to do this. Kevin was so angry but I told him that I'm totally fine

The doctor told me that my body is weak to carry a baby and suggested for abortion, but I can't just kill my baby, he is my everything, my only hope left.

Yes, its a boy. I got to know this few weeks back

I don't live in Houston, instead I live in a town 2 hours away from Houston where I work to pay my bills, I don't work in any corporate office, instead I work in a local cafe and also do freelancing on project basis

The person who made me like this made sure that I don't get a job and I don't had enough money to fly somewhere else for the job

My mum asked me to stay in the house itself, but I didn't want to hear my Aunt's indirect comments on me that how much of a disappointment I'm!

Times like these, I feel HE was right about me being a disappointment .

I work at the cafe in the morning, while I do the freelancing work in night. I'm trying to save as much money as I can for my baby, so I'm working hard to earn it

I didn't have time to dwell upon my sorrow and crying over it. I'm not the Sia, who use to cry for little stuffs and who always use to think that why me?

Thinking about these stuffs, I didn't realise that I'm getting late, I'm now seven and half months pregnant, I didn't had any morning sickness in my first trimester but after that there is no going back.

Sia's outfit

Doing all my morning business as fast as I can, I went to the cafe. I got acquainted with many people here, they all are nice and helpful in nature but I don't talk to them usually, as I have lost my tendency to have fun or to be happy.

What if they are also trying to take some revenge?

I talk with my baby alot, and it seems like he also hear me because whenever I ask him anything he kicks me. He is my little bundle of Energy who gives me strength everyday

The cafe is busiest in the morning, and I take full advantage of it. Although its difficult to run around with almost 8 months pregnant belly but I somehow manage to do it.

My mum comes every Friday and stay with me till Monday morning, today she's coming and I just want to finish work as soon as possible.

After what felt like days, finally its 2pm, taking my stuffs and saying bye I left

I usually walk from the cafe to my apartment, I was thinking and walking down the road, just then I saw a crowd, reaching there I got to know that a car accident has occurred.

There were so many people standing, I was only able to saw a glimpse of the person, and I realised it was HIS best friend, Cole Miller, lying on the road, and moaning in pain.

In a second all the memories came flashing in my mind but I ignored them, taking a deep sigh, I went near him

I can't leave him like this.

" Hey, open your eyes. Don't close them" I said as he was losing his consciousness

Hearing me, he opened his eyes and whispered " Sia, you??"

I didn't answered him, instead I called 911, and after few minutes, an ambulance came.

I told all the details about him and the contact number they need to call and then I left from there.

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I was about to reach my apartment, when Kevin called me asking about my health. I was still talking to him, when suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my lower abdomen.

"Aaah" the phone fell from my hands, I could hear Kevin calling my name again and again but I couldn't speak. I saw blood all over my clothes

'No, No please no' I prayed

Looking around I found no one, I was not able to walk because of the pain.

I tried to walk but fell down after two steps. looking again and again, I finally found the taxi

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"Aah" I felt weak and lightheaded, opening my eyes I found myself in a room, after adjusting for few seconds, I remembered that how I passed out in the taxi itself.

Turning my gaze, I saw my mum looking so gloomy staring at me. I couldn't understand for a few seconds and then realisation hit me

'My baby, my baby' I panicked thinking about my only hope

I was about to get up, just then the door opened and a doctor came, without wasting anything I asked " is my baby ok? Can I see him "

The doctor looked at me with a sympathetic look and said the word which took my breathe away, she said " I'm sorry, he couldn't make it"

This is it for me. it felt like someone took all my oxygen away and asked me to breathe. I was shocked and I don't know how to react. I stared at the blank space infront of me and realised how unlucky I'm?

My mum shook me and I looked at her with a blank face, she hugged me tight and said all the soothing words but it didn't help.

" Can I see him?" I asked

She nodded and after few minutes they came with my baby

The baby

I hold him for the first and last time. His nose, his forehead, his lips everything reminded me of HIM. He is a carbon copy of his father.

With my hands I opened his eyes and saw that his eyes were exactly like me.

A tear drop fell from my eyes to his cheeks.

'my baby, my life, my hope'

"Baby, what you want to name him?" My mum asked putting her hands on my shoulder, I tried to give her smile but I couldn't

"Aiden, My Aiden. My little bundle of Energy" I said looking at every small detail of my baby

"Mum, Can you click my pictures with Aiden?" I asked

A sob escaped my mum's lips and she nodded

She clicked few pictures with my baby

I kissed his forehead and hugged him closer to my chest and whispered in his ear " Aiden, Your Mommy loves you the most, You are Loved and Wanted. I'll miss you every single day and soon we will meet at the other side of life where no one can separate us ever, till then sleep. I love you"

With this my last hope also left me.

I couldn't help but think about HIS words which were 'I hope your baby don't get to see how awful you are!'

HE was right, I'm a Loser

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Xander's Pov

Xander's outfit

The last 6 months have been nothing but fun, I have been awarded several prestigious awards, and my life became normal, the way it was before the bitch came into it.

We often talk about her, obviously not in a good way. Few days back, I met her aunt in the mall, she was saying so many things about her indirectly, I somehow controlled my smirk

Guess, her Aunt got to know that how much of a burden she is!

Anyways, I'm living my best life, I still remember her face when I told her the truth that how all this was my plan. Her expression was worth watching, Kyle has videotaped everything and we watch the video whenever we feel bored or anything like that.

Although I don't care, but her this one expression, When I told her " I wish her baby don't get to see how awful she is" I'm not able to forget.

She looked like she will collapse on the floor, but who cares!

I am in my office preparing for my next deal, when I recieved a call

"Is this Mr. Black" the person on the other side asked

"Yes" I said

"Your friend Mr. Cole met with an accident" the person said

I stood up from my chair with a shocked face and asked him " what?? How?? Where is he now?"

" He's is the hospital, we got your number from the girl who called for the ambulance. I'll text you the hospital's address" he said

Girl? Who knows my number? I got Confused but ignoring the thought I said "ok"

Recieving the text, I straight way ran to the hospital

The hospital was not exactly in Houston, its in some town nearby Houston.

Reaching the hospital, almost the same time Kyle did, we went to the receptionist asking about Cole.

We were on the way towards the room which the receptionist told us.

I was talking with Kyle that what could have happened?, when I almost collided with a girl, specifically nurse.

She was holding a baby, newly born I think and by her confused expression it seems like she is new here.

She looked at me and said "umm I'm sorry, Sir. Can you please do me a favor?"

" Huh?" I said

" Please hold the baby for a minute, I forgot something very important in the nursery." She said somewhere looking scared

Is she kidding me? I've never hold a baby in my life.

I was going to say no but what comes out of my mouth was " ok"

Kyle looked at me in surprise, even I'm shocked what did I say

She gave me the baby very gently, I told her to come fast, in all this chaos I totally forgot that I came here for Cole.

Fuck!

Sighing, I looked at the baby, whose face has a striking resemblance of mine. To say I was shocked would be an understatement, I looked up to see Kyle has also the same shocked expression as mine

What kind of day it is? First the girl who knew my number, now this baby

It took me a few seconds to realise that the baby isn't breathing, and for the first time in my whole life, I felt bad

" Kyle, he isn't breathing" somehow I said to Kyle

"What" he said and checked by putting his finger near the baby's nose

We started looking here and there for some help but just then the nurse came and said " Thanks"

"He-he isn't breathing" I told her

"Yes, he lived only for few seconds, I'm taking him to his mother, she wants to hold him" she said with a sad expression

" Oh" was all I able to say

I looked at the lifeless soul one last time and gave her back to the nurse

"Man, lets go We have to check on Cole" Kyle reminded

With this we both went to see Cole

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I don't know much about pregnancy and stuff, so, I wrote whatever came in my mind. Some might be logical and some not

Xoxo,

Marbil