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I am a girl. Nothing more. Everyone at my elementary school sees me like everybody else. A female. Likes boys. When its NOT true. They act as if i am not even there. No feelings for anyone but the opposite gender. All girls see me as the same gender as them. Its upsetting. I don't know what gender i am. I like girls. All i hear is: I really like HIM! Or: Oh my gosh HE is so cute! But where are the she's? The it's? I sometimes feel as if i HAVE to have interest in the opposite gender. I also feel pressured into being a girl. What if i want to be ME? What if i don't know who i am yet? It's almost as if i have to decide who i am right here and now. Before i found this profile, i felt so alone. I liked one of my best friends. I still do. I didn't know how she'd react to it. This profile helped me. It's hard to find girls my age who like me, are lesbian. I have trouble fitting in because of this. I may become friends with a girl, that i find attractive. I do not like her but i do think she is attractive. It's hard to make friends when you feel love towards them. Still, Boys assume i like them. Girls assume i am a girl. I wish to tell them, i really do. But i just can't. Life has already gotten hard but telling people would make it worse. I need help.