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All my life my aunt has asked me, "Your not gonna be one of those weird girls, are you?" I would always answer with "no." I don't think I ever thought I'd like girls....

I always thought I was Asexual, because I'd like guys but never felt comfortable when sexual topics were brought up.

I first realized I was attracted to girls in 6th grade, but pushed away the thought. In 7th grade, I thought about more. It scared me. I thought I was lesbian, I thought I'd be abandoned by my family.

Soon two of my friends came out as bisexual and pansexual. I was shocked. I didn't know how to feel, but I loved them just the same as before. I started to focus more on the attraction towards one of my friends. She was bisexual. I was confused. I started to feel connected to her around the beginning of 7th, and the love only grew stronger from there. I had a dream about her. We were together. We were happy.

Then I found out about Biromantic, panromantic, etc. I read a lot on Biromantic and felt a spark. I realized that I was Biromantic, and i was in love with my best friend. I haven't come out of the closet...I've only told a couple people. Being a sexuality that's easily forgotten, misunderstood, and unknown by lots will be hard, but I'll fight.

To this day my friend still doesn't know I love her, but I plan on telling her soon.