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He always ran. In front of our house. He always did. He would play with his friends and always show everyone he was happy and crazy, even though he was far from it. His parents always watched him and always laugh at him because he was always weird and crazy. That him/he is me.

Hi, I'm Mya. Confusion? That's my real name. But to be honest since I was around 5-6 I started wearing my dad's shirts, work hats, normal hats, cologne, and his working books. Same with my older brother. But, my family just thought it was a normal little girl thing. Same with me.

Until, I turned 11 I started to get a crush on my ex best friend Alexa. I thought it was just growing up, but I was completely wrong. I then started to do a bunch of research, finding out I was Gender Fluid and Pansexual.

That's how I came out to my family. They were completely fine with it 'cause my step dad's side is full of LGBTQ+.

But, I then started to hate my body. I hated my breasts, my stomach, my arms, my legs, my hair, my face, and my fingers. I did more research, smiling when I seen Transgender and Gay. That's when I found out I was Trans and Gay.

My friends call me Matthew, my teachers call me Matthew, basically everyone calls me Matthew but my family. My brother even said it's gross and that I should be disgusted in myself.

My best friend Patric, he thinks he's Trans. Once I was having a sleep over with my best friend Sydeny, and Patric came to the door. He was wearing girl make up, I smiled so much.

Also, on the first day of school Patric is going to be wearing heels and make up I'm so happy. Hi family accept him. So, he and his family said I was part are the McFadden's.