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It was the middle of my sixth grade year when I realized I wasn't straight. It was also the year I learned what parts of LGBTQ+ meant. I had only known what Lesbian and Gay meant, so I thought I was a lesbian when I had my first girl crush. I had created a giant plan on how I was going to tell my parents and friends until there was a boy. I had the biggest crush on this boy. I thought about him all the time, like I did the the girl. I then thought I was straight, so for six months I had convinced myself I was straight. Until I noticed another girl.

This girl, I knew was a member of LGBT+, since she openly expressed it. We have teams at out school, and she was on the other team, so I never saw her. With my LGBT+ knowledge expanding, (thanks to Ash Hardell) I realized I was Pan. I haven't come out to my parents yet, but I plan on doing so I the next year.

{Also K-Pop really made me realize I was into more than one gender)

(I'll tell you a secret: Amber from f(x) is one of my biggest celebrity crushes right now)