《LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 1》What am I?
Advertisement
By
~
It all started in the summer of 2015 (age 12) when I had finally come to terms with the fact that I was attracted to girls. But I didn't have a clue about boys. I guess I have been in relationships with boys in the past but I was 10 and I had "crushes" on them so my friends thought I was cool.
So of course, being me, I came out to quite a few close friends and within a week, the WHOLE SCHOOL KNEW! Most of them also knew of my crush on a pretty blonde girl in my class (we are now mortal enemies and completely despise of each other). And I live in the UK, so depending where you live, LGBTQ+ can be either accepted or shunned upon, however it's mostly accepted. I, luckily, live in an area where I was accepted for who I was and continued on with my life.
But now I've come to a stop, what's my sexuality??
I haven't ever liked a boy in a romantic way seriously. I mean who's primary school relationships where actually serious, exactly. So I went to a few close friends they (sadly) didn't help at all, but I appreciate their help a lot! And since my first crush on a female fizzled away, I have been through a couple same sex relationships. I definitely realise I like girls, but my opinions on boys have been very fuzzy.
Even though I am currently in a relationship with a girl (as of 31st of July 2016) I have had a growing crush on a girl who has no clue I am madly in love with her. I am scared for her to find out as we are extremely close friends and I'm even second guessing my self writing this, but I'm gonna do it anyway.
Advertisement
I still don't know my sexuality, or gender for that matter. However I have slowly seemed to accept that, we are people, not objects. We can accept ourselves without having to know who we are. Even though I am someone who would like something to identify myself as, I can live with the fact that I'm never 100% going to know who I am.
So my name is Ellie, I don't know my sexuality, I don't know my gender, but I am happy.
Advertisement
- In Serial41 Chapters
The Mafia's Weakness
Ruby O'Brian was born into this world of guns and war. After being away at school she comes back to some News. Ruby has been promised to marry one of the most notorious Mafia prince. Colton Salvatore. Colton Salvatore is a cold hatred killer. He takes what he wants and doesn't hesitate to do so. He set his eyes on Ruby years ago and now he had returned to clams what is his. -------------------------"You really got a bad attitude.""Only for you." I smirked going to turn away from him. Colton grabbed my wrist and pulled my body right to his chest making me squeal for how fast his movements were. "Now don't make me play the bad guy little one." I was pushing as hard as I could to get out of his grip and doing everything that I could. What shocked me was when he slapped my ass. I was mortified. No one had ever touched me like he was right now and I didn't want it. I couldn't help myself when my hand came up and went across his face. His head went to the side with the force I put behind my smack. I won't lie I was proud of my work. I went to move back but he kept his hands on my waist. He picked me up and grabbed the bottle from my hand throwing it somewhere on the lawn.This is where all panic came to me. I didn't know what this guy could do. He was from a family of KILLERS! "I-I'm Sorry! Please put me down!" I cried as I saw him carrying me closer to the pool. "To late now baby."
8 229 - In Serial9 Chapters
The Promise of Yuuko Asahino - Volume 2
It's been ten months since the incident, and Yuuko's moved to a new school. But there's one student he notices is different from the others, and his father's words echo through his mind everytime he sees her. How should a person cope with something lost? And just what is it that a child should, and should not, do?
8 117 - In Serial50 Chapters
pushing the limits | gilbert blythe (completed)
˜"*°•.˜"*°• to test the boundaries of what is safe or acceptable •°*"˜.•°*"˜[ gilbert blythe x the oc ][ anne with an e season 1 + 2 + 3]HIGHEST RANKING - GILBERT BLYTHE #6
8 162 - In Serial38 Chapters
Best of Both Worlds
"You wouldn't believe what haa--" a high pitched scream escaped my throat before I could stop myself. I clutched my chest and baby bump at the sight of the grey-eyed man seated on my couch. He looked comfortable like he owned the place."Oh my God," I willed myself to take in deep breaths. "What are you doing in my apartment? And how did you get in here?""I have my ways, " he leaned back with a smug expression playing on his features and his eyes fixated at my baby bump.---------After a drunken one night stand, Dr Amanda finds herself immersed in a whole new world. One that shakes life as she knows it to its very core. ****Dr Amanda never had time or desire for the frivolities of life. Her passion and ultimate goal - establishing her own hospital. To improve the poor health care back in her home country, Nigeria. As a second-year resident in a renowned hospital, she could already see her dreams begin to take form. Until her night of inebriated decision-making yields results. In an instant, she is thrust into a luxurious life of drama, fear and --love? With her life taking an unexpected 360 turn, would she be able to take back the reins of her life? Or would she let life decide her fate? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Book One of The World Series
8 260 - In Serial71 Chapters
His Name Was Tate
"Why do you keep doing stuff like that?" I asked in a whisper.I walk over to him and grab his arm to stop him from painting. His body stiffened under my touch, and I couldn't help but smile at his reaction. "What do you want from me, Tate?" I asked arms made its way around his waist. I could feel my stomach jump to my throat. I laid my head on his back, rubbing my face against him. Engulfing myself in his scent. My heart began to pound uncontrollably but I quickly regain control before I continued. "Earlier today you said you'd never see me more than a friend." His breathing was uneven. Like he was nervous. "But the way you look at me, the way you talk to me? They say something completely different." He became even more ridged under my touch. I could help but giggled at his demeanor. The usual cool, collected Tate was now at my mercy. "Do you want me as a friend-" I said in a whisper. I began to become more bold and allowed my hands to travel. They landed over his chest and I could feel his heart thumping und my hand. While the other hand glided over is abs. "-or do you want me?" I asked.He removed my hands off of him and turned so that he was facing me. The look in his eyes rocked me to my core. There was a hunger in them. And it terrified me, but in a good way. In a way I wanted to explore. A smile soon crossed his lips. He was so close that I could feel his breath. "Your treading on dangerous waters, Little owl." He said in a low tone that made my body shiver. I ignored the pounding in my head and lungs and began to move a little closer so that our bodies were flushed against each other. His arms wrapped around me quickly holding me against him. "I like danger." I said in a whisper. "I know what I want." I said I'm a drunken daze. "And what is that?" He said in a chuckle."You."Read up on the love story of Tate and Meloni. Will this cool and calculated playboy be able to resist the charms of the innocent yet strong girl with a deadly secret?
8 198 - In Serial36 Chapters
From the Bottom of My Heart, I Love You (gxg) (AU)
Originally published on the archive of our own.. . . PLOT:Ava and Beatrice spent their childhood days together, became close, did activities together, and enjoyed each other's company until something happened one day that caused them to lose touch for years.Ava, who is now in her freshman year of college, has made plans for the rest of her time at the university. Then Beatrice and Ava were reunited, Beatrice became frigid towards the younger girl, which perplexed Ava. Beatrice has had feelings for Ava since they were fourteen years old, and she still has feelings for her.Ava and Beatrice have discovered something incredibly beautiful, seductive, and addictive.
8 311
Prev Chap
Next Chap
Chap List
Boy
Girl
