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I never realized this. I always told myself that no, I'm not liking a girl. But still, I liked boys but girls are also getting attached to me.

I haven't come out yet. My family accepts LGBTQ+ but I don't know and I'm scared for what their reactions would be when they find out.

I fell for my best friend. She's a girl. She's feisty, stubborn, rude but honest, kind, considerate, humble and up for anything. She doesn't know I like her...

Although I'm sure my family are okay with me being pansexual, my friends are those of whom I worry about.

They aren't really showing support for those kinds of things and I'm certain that they'll avoid me when--if I come out. And this just makes things worse.

I try and hide. I'm not the little girl who hugs her best friends and kisses them cheek-to-cheek since I already feel as if that's just awkward. I got conservative and my friends don't really notice.

Nobody knows about me being pansexual. But I've already accepted myself. But what I really need is for them to accept me for who I am.

Because positive or negative, I'm terrified of what their reaction might be...