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I just recently realized I was part of the LGBT+ community. It was the summer of sixth grade that I started questioning myself. In seventh grade I developed a crush on two girls, who we will call E and B. E shared my interests but she wasn't single. I told her how I felt just to get it over with and she accepted me. We haven't moved past that stage. In fact, I don't even like her anymore.

Now B is a different story. I've been crushing on her for years, since she is my best friend's older sister. Now she isn't that much older and we are also very close. I told her only a couple nights ago and it was one of the happiest moments of my life. She accepted me and said that she liked me too. Only problem is she has a boyfriend. But she doesn't think they'll be together for much longer. I feel bad for him, seeing as how I'm pretty much stealing his girlfriend.

As of now, I'm closeted to most of my family. I don't really want people to know outside of my friend group. I just feel safer that way without having a ton of people in my face asking why I'm attracted to girls and when this "phase" will end. I've already had those questions asked and I'd rather not repeat those events.

So yeah. I'm just a demisexual panromantic who wishes to date B and have everyone accept who I am.