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Well, when I was in grade three, I had my first crush on a girl named Tahlia, she was so sweet and beautiful and I thought it was normal. All my friends were dating boys and that was when I knew something was different about me and I didn't know what. I had a crush on this girl until the start of grade six. In grade six I pretended I was a boy called Lynkon, with blonde hair and blue eyes, I pretended I dated all the girls I liked. In grade seven I had my first relationship with a girl, she was secretly pansexual which made me wonder what I am. We dated for three months and within those three months we only told close friends, we even had to arrange times to meet at the toilets just so we could hug and kiss, the schools thought's were that bad. I then dated another girl and she was secretly pansexual as well, after a few months her mum found out and told the school a lie to make sure I wasn't allowed near her, the truth leaked, we broke up, we both were bullied. I so badly wanted to tell my family about me, I knew I was lesbian. I was too scared though, because my dad is really homophobic and told my brother that if he was ever gay he would chop of his genital area and shove it up his bum, so yeah obviously I was scared. Then my other brother came out as gay.

So I thought, if he can do it I can too, so I came out, but mum said I was only copying him, but in fact I knew in grade three. Other knew because of my boyish ways, I call myself Chriz-Kaun and I'm a lesbian with a beautiful girlfriend that I've had for 2 years. I am beautiful, you are you beautiful, everyone is, together we can fight this and Australians (like me) we can legalize gay marriage because it's the love not the gender!

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