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Okay... So recently I've been really doubting myself. I've realized I'm attracted to boys, girls, ace, pan, trans, gay, bi, lesbian... Anything, really. And I was confused. I didn't know the "label" for what that meant. I did some research and found the name Pansexual. After reading about it, I decided that fit what I was feeling.

But that's not the big BANG of this story. I told my bestfriend... Let's call her H. H accepted me right away, saying it was okay. She also explained she was COMPLETELY straight. After, she started saying things like I'm bi, pan, and stuff. I accepted her right away, of course.

I started subtly saying things to my parents like "so I read about a Pansexual girl..." But every time I say that my parents say they have mental issues and it's not right. I'm afraid to tell them, because I know they'd disown me.

But I will, just when I think I'm ready for news that may make, or break, my heart.