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I always second guess my sexuality; I mean one day I would be drooling over luke hemmings and then the other day I would be drooling over Ariana grande

The thought of me falling in love with a girl stuck around my head for some time. I thought I was too young to be second guessing something as serious as my sexuality. I was only in the seventh grade.

My mom would just always seemed to notice this stuff, she told me it was normal to look at girls because I'm at a certain age where I get hormonal, but I thought I was only going to get hormonal with guys not girls.

I don't know if the "just being hormonal" excuse was for my mom to shut me up or to stop exploring until I was ready but I'm glad she told me that, because now that I'm older I know for certain that I am bisexual.

The day I found out I was bisexual was the day that fifth harmony released their music video for all in my head (flex) and I saw Lauren jauregui and I assumed that I was lesbian

And then I decided to go watch the scorch trials and once I was Thomas sangster I thought I was straight.

So I had this constant battle in my head while the gladers where escaping WCKD.

I told myself "are you really sure that your bisexual?" And I was denying it and accepting it at the same time.

My best friend had to put a picture of Chandler Riggs next to Alycia debnam-Carey and make me choose which one was more attractive.

I got so frustrated because I couldn't choose which one was the cutest. They are both so hot.

She tried it again; this time it was Austin Abrams vs. Camilla cabello and I still couldn't CHOOSE

So yeah, I am bisexual.

A smol bisexual cat

Like why would you make some one choose between Matthew daddario and Emma Roberts?

Or Evan Peter and Katherine McNamara?

Why not have both