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I may just be starting my sophomore year a bit more confidently than I was in 7th grade but I never used to act this way.

Growing up was hard for me because my dad left when I was six and I got bullied throughout my school life.

Well, when I was growing up I noticed that I was becoming more curious as to who I was going to be. I had my first boyfriend around the time this happened. I actually tried long distance... but that isn't important.

I noticed that I also had liked a few girls before then but I kinda brushed it aside because I thought it was normal.

When I broke up with my first boyfriend I met someone else and I maintained yet another long distance relationship.

Halfway through that one I noticed I liked both guys and girls. I had never dated a girl at this point but I just knew.

I came out to my mother that I was bisexual which was quite scary for me because I didn't know how my mom was going to react to it. But I was relieved when she accepted me.

After a relationship of almost a year I broke up with my boyfriend and I found out a girl I was friends with liked me so we gave it a shot but that ended as fast as it started.

I was sick of being rejected so I stayed single. around that time I didnt feel like a female which I was born as.

I couldn't quite put my finger on it. Over this summer I decided to look into the genders and I found genderfluid sounded like who I was. I had days where I felt like a guy. Days I felt like a girl and days I felt like both and days I felt like neither.

This is how I concluded I'm bisexual and genderfluid. I came out to my mom and a few of my friends. Once again I felt accepted by people.

I know this story is short and its not much.

I haven't told a lot of people but living this life always caused me to ask

Who am I?