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When I was 11, I had already accepted the fact that there are some horrible and useless differences in this world. I had also accepted people's sexualities and genders. There was no issue, I never had a problem with it. Then one day, on my five minute walk to school, I began to ponder the fact that maybe I was bisexual. I immediatly said to myself, "Yes I am, I don't care." I accepted myself the moment I realized. Then after a year, I developed feelings for a girl. Within a week they went away, but then I developed feelings for another girl (who I have dated for well over four months and am still with currently). However, I recently fell into depression (I am also still battling it) and my parents had found out about my desire of suicide. This was only a couple of weeks ago. During a talk with my mom, I eventually just said that I liked girls more than I liked boys. She said that it was okay, and I knew she would be alright with it no matter what. I am thirteen now, and honestly, I am beginning to wonder if I am even bisexual. I know I am transgender, but I am wondering if I am completely into girls, and dont even care for a guy. No matter what, i know my friends will still love me and so will my girlfriend. Somehow I will learn to accept myself again and ignore my school's comments of how I am just confused.