OK, so, Kallie and Will being here is not bad at all.

When we got to the valley we all actually had a really good time.

Ben taught Tory how to snow board.

Olivia, Havannah and Sienna decided they were going to start a snow ball war.

Turns out, they're a lot better at making snow balls than Connor, Ryan and I.

Not only that, but they put rocks in the snow balls.

Yes, I play baseball, I pitch, obviously I can throw, but snow balls with rocks hurt far worse that normal one no matter how hard they're thrown.

There is also one thing Will can not do, and that is snow board but Kallie did a hell of a job trying to teach him.

If we're being honest, I think he actually can snow board, he just wanted a reason to fall on top of her in the snow and be close to her. Kids got game.

And I still have no idea how Olivia got them both to agree to give it a chance, but, claps for her.

Around 5:30 we all decided to head down to the cabin, because lets face it, we were all freezing, Carter and Connor were covered in pine needles from pushing each other in to tree's, Ben and I from tackling each other in to snow when we passed each other. And none of these girls besides Kallie and Sienna know how to actually snow board.

We headed down, we all changed in to pajamas while we were waiting for food to get here.

You know, it's as if the guys and I aren't here, because all of the girls, along with Josh, are sprawled out on the floor as if they're having a full blown girls night.

All of them are half in the bag from Adult Capri Suns that Olivia and Kallie so graciously made with more vodka than juice.

Not going to lie, they're actually pretty good.

They've also gone through 4 bottles of wine together.

All I am going to say is thank god they're all a bunch of hungry she beasts or they would all be passed out drunk and it's only 9:30.

And apparently, the party was just beginning when Abby and Havannah popped up.

"OK!" Abby yelled. "I vote, that we do something more fun than laying around here watching the fast movies."

"Hey now, I like the fast movies." Carter crossed his arms.

"Yes babe, I know." She shook her head.

"So Abby and I, we've downloaded these handy dandy apps to spice things up a bit." Havannah smiled. "I, have truth or dare."

"And I, have never have I ever." Abby smiled. "I really don't think we need to discuss partners for truth or dare, right?"

We all moved around and got comfortable.

"Never have I ever first?" Sienna looked around.

We all agreed.

Carter and Holden carried in the cases of beer to the living room, because knowing Abby we're going to need them, and she kicked us off.

"OK, first one. Never have I ever, fooled around in a siblings room."

Connor, Ryan, Josh, and Holden all drank.

"Dude, what the fuck." Will shook his head.

"Please tell me it was Oaken or Jakes." Olivia sighed.

"It was all three." Connor nodded.

"Ew." She groaned.

"It's OK." I rubbed her shoulders because she was on the floor in between my legs. "You wash your sheets regularly."

"Did you two fuck in my bed?" Ryan looked at Josh and Holden.

"Yes." They both nodded.

"And I already knew you had sex in mine." Josh shrugged.

"Ya'll have problems." I shook my head and took a drink.

"Never have I ever been tied up during sex." Abby laughed.

And, I choked on my beer with that one.

Olivia choked back a laugh and Connor just stared at me.

Sienna, Kallie, Holden, Josh and I all drank.

Will raised his eyebrows and looked at Kallie.

"It was one time, shut up." She laughed.

"I'm me." Sienna nodded.

"I have a feeling we're getting very drunk." Holden looked at Josh.

"Yeah, probably." Josh nodded.

"Anything from you." Havannah looked at me and laughed.

"Yeah." I nodded. "This game was a fucking mistake."

"Oh it's not that bad." Olivia rubbed my knee.

"Never have I ever." Abby pushed her phone screen and laughed. "Had a relationship with two people from the same family."

I leaned down and raised my eyebrows. "You were saying?"

"Yeah, I spoke too soon." She nodded and took a drink.

"The joy of shuffle games." Sienna laughed.

"OO." Abby scrunched her face. "Never have I ever told a friend to break up with their partner."

We all looked at Connor.

"Shut the fuck up." He nodded and took a drink.

Abby laughed. "Never have I ever dated a model."

"Alright, that was direct as hell, but I am not complaining." Ryan leaned down, kissed Havannahs cheek, and took a drink. "Next."

"Never have I ever, watched gay porn." Abby smiled.

Josh, Holden, Olivia, Abby, Sienna, Will, and Ben all drank.

Now, we know the girls have been a bit bi-curious.

But we all looked at Ben and Will.

"My brother likes dudes, I was trying to find the appeal." He nodded.

"I was just curious to see how two dudes did it." Ben shrugged. "And you three." He pointed at Connor, Ryan and I. "Better drink too, because lesbian porn is gay porn, drink up."

"Shit." I sighed.

But, literally everyone else drank too.

Ben looked at Tory. "Babe." He raised his eyebrows.

"I get curious too." She shrugged.

He pursed his lips and nodded. "OK."

"Never have I ever, made out under the stars. That ones cute." Abby smiled.

Olivia and I both drank.

"When?" Sienna shook her head.

"Oh, Mason has a thing for-"

"Ben!" I yelled. "Shut the fuck up. Next one Ab."

Olivia choked back a laugh.

"Never have I ever, had fantasies of someone from the gym."

Olivia sighed and took a drink.

"Who?" I looked down at her.

"Uhm." She looked at Kallie.

"Oh ew." Kallie shook her head.

"Never mind." I nodded.

"Never have I ever, had a crush on a friends parent." Abby laughed.

"Bitch you better drink." I looked at Ben.

"They better drink too then." He pointed at Connor and Ryan.

"What is you guys thing with my mom." I shook my head.

"She's like a hott nurse fantasy." Ryan nodded.

Ben, Ryan, Connor, Holden, Olivia, and Sienna drank.

"Hold?" Will shook his head. "Who?"

"Uhm." He looked at Olivia and Connor. "Jake's dad."

"Oh my god." Olivia shook her head.

"Ew." Connor scrunched his face.

"And, you two?" Ben looked at Olivia and Sienna.

Who both looked at Carter.

"Oh you've gotta be fucking kidding me. My dad?" He shook his head.

"Put it this way, you look like that." Olivia motioned up and down his body.

"And you got it from him." Sienna nodded.

"Oh my god. You two are never coming to my house again." He groaned.

"You said nothing about the fight house." Sienna smiled. "Next."

Abby pressed her screen and her face fell. "Maybe we should end the game here." She nodded.

"Come on Ab, what is it." Ben nodded.

"I just-"

"Come on Ab, this will be the last one." Olivia nodded.

She sighed and glanced at Olivia and I. "Never have I ever, been pregnant." She pursed her lips.

"Oh, well that's not bad, no one here's ever-"

And Ben was cut off by Olivia taking a drink. A very large drink.

His face sunk. So did Sienna's, and Kallie's as Kallie looked at me and raised her eyebrows.

I shook my head and subtly pointed at myself, because I knew what she was thinking.

Her jaw dropped slightly and she mouthed the words 'I'm sorry.'

Olivia literally chugged the rest of her glass of wine.

"Babe." I leaned down and rubbed her shoulders.

She took a deep breath. "I'm empty, I'm uh, I'm gonna go get another, and go to the bathroom. Why don't you guys set up truth or dare." She jumped up and walked to the kitchen.

"Baby." I sighed as she set her glass down on the counter and walked down the hall to our room.

"Oh my god." Havannah shook her head.

"Mason I'm sorry." Abby nodded.

"It's fine Ab." I nodded.

"Dude, are you for real?" Ben raised his eyebrows.

I sighed. "Yeah." I nodded. "Uhm, she was a little over 5 weeks along, it was an ectopic pregnancy and her Fallopian tube ruptured."

"When." Sienna choked out and shook her head.

I shook my head. "Sie."

"When!" She yelled.

I looked at Connor.

He shook his head. "When she bled out in the kitchen babe."

"Oh my god." She jumped up.

"Sie." Connor sighed. "Sienna!" He yelled as she ran down the hall. "Shit."

"She didn't know?" I raised my eyebrows.

"No. Ol asked me not to tell her because with all the Ian stuff that happened, she knew Sienna was going to blame herself for it." He shook his head.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Ben shook his head.

"I didn't even tell them." I pointed at Ryan, Josh, and Abby. "Olivia told those two after this one went postal." "I motioned to Connor. "And Ryan only knows because Cam came to her house the day he was there checking on her and asked because your mom reemed him out." I looked at Kallie.

"Mason, I'm sorry." Will shook his head.

"It's fine." I nodded.

"No Mase, it's most certainly not fine." Havannah shook her head.

"We uh." I shook my head. "We don't talk about it. Can we just, get this game ready for her and not talk about it?"

"Mase." Josh shook his head.

"Please."

"OK." Abby nodded.

Well, fuck.

I'm fine.

Really, I'm fine.

The only reason I left the room is because I don't want to talk about it.

I've actually talked about it 3 times since it happened, and it was all in a 3 day span. Once to Robbie, once to Josh and Abby, and the other to Connor.

I really don't want to talk about it.

But it became very clear that I was about to talk about it when there was a knock at the door to mine and Mason's room.

"I'm good." I yelled.

"Please. Open the door." Someone choked out. And I unfortunately knew the voice.

I sighed and let Sienna in. "I'm OK." I nodded.

"Why didn't you tell me." She shook her head and wiped her face.

"Because Sie, you had enough going on. The Ian thing-"

"The Ian thing Olivia! I didn't listen to you, I got my ass beat, and the next day you're bleeding out on the kitchen floor! This is my fault."

"No." I shook my head and pulled her to my bed. "No Sie it's not." I wrapped my arms around her. "It was gonna happen anyway."

"You don't know that." She sniffled and wiped her face.

"I do." I nodded. "Ectopic pregnancies never take. If they do, it's considered a miracle. And, normally around 6-16 weeks, they rupture. It started off this way. Nothing caused it."

"But I sure as hell didn't help it." She shook her head. "I should've listened to you."

"Sie look at me." I grabbed her face and turned her head toward me. "I'm fine." I nodded. "It's been 3 months. Things happen, but this was not on you. Don't ever think it was. OK?" I rubbed her shoulder.

She nodded.

"Now, I, need a damn drink, and we need to go have fun to avoid conversations about babies and ass beatings."

She let out a small laugh. "We really are fucked up, huh?"

"Baby, we really are." I nodded.

"Can we switch to tequila now?" She pouted.

"You read my mind." I got up and pulled her with me.

We headed back out, She grabbed the bottle of tequila from the kitchen, and we walked in to the living room to see everything changed.

The couches and chairs were moved, and everyone was in a circle on the floor.

"We figured this would be better than sprawled out on couches." Abby nodded.

"Love it." I let out a small smile and sat in front of Mason between his legs. Sienna sat on Connors lap next to us.

"You OK?" Mason wrapped his arms around me and kissed my cheek.

I held my hand out to Sienna, she handed me the bottle, and I took a drink. "Yup." I nodded and handed it back.

She took a giant drink.

"Jesus Christ." He shook his head.

"How does that not burn." Connor scrunched his face.

"It does." I nodded. "Rules, come on."

"If you pass, you drink. If the deck goes black, everyone has to participate." Havannah nodded.

"Sounds simple enough." I nodded.

"Babe, are you sure you want to play?" Mason leaned down and whispered in my ear.

"I'll go first." I grabbed the bottle back from Sienna.

"Truth, or dare?"

"Dare." I nodded.

She clicked her phone. "Squeeze the but of the person on your right."

"Now that's not fair." Connor shook his head. "Her and Abby squeeze each others butts about 5 times a day."

Abby flipped over on Carters lap and pushed her butt toward me. "Make it a good one boo."

And I double palmed both of her butt cheeks and squeezed.

"OK, to the left, or to the right." Havannah smiled.

"Lets do, the right." I smiled. "But behind me first. Babe, truth or dare." I tipped my head back and looked at Mason.

"Uh." He pursed his lips. "Truth." He nodded.

Havannah tapped her screen. "Would you, be willing to perform oral sex every day."

"Yes. All day." He squeezed my waist.

"Dude." Connor shook his head.

"I had to tell the truth." He kissed my cheek.

"Jesus Christ." He sighed.

"Connor, truth or dare."

"Lets do dare." He nodded.

"Sit on the lap of a person of your choice excluding your partner, and fake an orgasm." Havannah laughed.

He looked around the room, took the bottle of tequila from me, and took a gulp.

"So you're being a pussy tonight." Ryan nodded.

"No, mama didn't raise no bitch. But if I'm about to sit on someones lap and fake an orgasm, I'm gonna need that. And since you decided to talk shit, cross your legs big boy, I need to take a seat." He stood up and walked over to Ryan.

"Oh come on." Ryan shook his head.

Connor sat right down on Ryans lap, and watching him fake an orgasm was one of the funniest things I have ever seen.

After trying to catch her breath from laughing and Connor going back to Sienna. Havannah asked Sienna truth or dare.

"UH, truth."

"What do you think about most when you masturbate?"

"David Beckham." She nodded.

"What the fuck." Connor looked down at her.

"I have sex with you. I have solo sex with him." She shrugged and took a drink.

"Jesus fix it." HE shook his head.

"Will, truth, or dare my dear." Havannah smiled.

"He's going to do dare, because our mother also did not raise a bitch." Holden nodded.

"I guess dare." Will laughed.

"Remove your partners clothes without using your hands." She smirked.

He pursed his lips and nodded.

"You can just drink." Kallie nodded.

"Do you want me to drink?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Do you want to drink?" She pursed her lips.

"Connor, Hold, say it again."

"Mama didn't raise no bitch." They both yelled.

"If that's alright with you." He shrugged.

"I can't really say my mother didn't raise a bitch, because well-"

"Your brothers a bitch." I nodded.

"But, it's fine with me."

He stood up, pulled her up with him, and started unzipping her hoodie, with his teeth might I add. Then, he moved his forearm to the inside of her shirt, and very swiftly pulled the shirt over her head.

"Jesus, go Will." Abby laughed.

He smiled and dropped down to his knees.

He then proceeded to pull her shorts down to her knees with his teeth, and then he stood up.

"Now when I lift, wrap your legs around me. OK?"

"OK?" She gave him a look.

He put his hands on her waist, and put a foot at the hem of her shorts between her knees.

"1, 2, 3." He lifted her up, her legs came out of her shorts, and she was now wrapped around him in her bra and under ware.

"Atta boy." Mason clapped.

"How did you-"

He cut Kallie off. "I'm good at a lot more than sports." He shrugged. "And it's your turn."

She jumped down from his waist.

"Kal, truth or dare."

"Dare." She nodded.

"Stay like that the rest of the game."

"It's freezing." She raised her eyebrows.

"And your partner over there can keep you warm." Ryan nodded.

"This will help too." Sienna handed her the bottle of tequila. "Benny, you're up."

"I'll do truth." Ben smiled.

She tapped her phone. "Have you came every time you had sex?"

"No." He shook his head. "I don't think anyone comes every time." He shrugged. "You're up Tor."

"Truth or dare my love?" Havannah smiled.

"Truth." She nodded.

Havannah tapped her screen, and alarm bells started going off. "OOOf. It's black. Everyone has to do this one."

"Great." Connor groaned. "What is the question."

"Well, we'll start with Tory, and keep going to the right, ending with Ben." Havannah nodded.

"OK." Everyone nodded.

"If you could have a threesome with people in this room, who would you do it with and why? Tor?"

"Uh." She looked around.

"Tory you can drink, you don't have to answer." Ben nodded.

Tory looked over at me.

I smiled and nodded.

"Can I have a drink first." She held her hand out to Kallie.

Kallie smiled and handed her the bottle of tequila.

And she took a massive chug of that thing.

"Tory?" Ben leaned forward and looked at her.

She squeezed her eyes shut. "Ben because he's been slowly teaching me about sex, and Sienna because she's made it very obvious she thinks I'm hott."

"You're god damn right I do baby." Sienna clapped.

"Really?" Ben raised his eyebrows.

Tory nodded. "Josh?"

"So, I'm going to drink so I don't emotionally scar Ryan." He took a drink of his beer.

"And I am also going to drink because Will is looking at me like he wants to throw up, but he is free to answer." Holden took a drink. "Havannah?"

"Ryan, for obvious reasons, and Kallie because well, look at her, and I think she'd be a lot of fun, you know, if I ever have sex." She looked at Ryan.

Ryan pursed his lips and nodded. "I get it, OK."

"Yeah, sure you do. Your turn."

"Well, Havannah, EVENTUALLY." He looked over at her. "And." He looked around the room. "Now keep in mind, I have to be truthful."

"Should I go?" Carter raised his eyebrows.

"No, you are safe. But uh, Havannah and Olivia." He scrunched his face.

"Dude." Connor groaned.

"I'm sorry! Just, because she's stupid flexible. OK? Abby?" He looked at her.

"This was a mistake." Mason leaned forward and whispered.

"You're answering." I whispered and nodded.

"Carter, because he eats me like an ice cream cone."

"Abby." He shook his head.

"And, Josh." She nodded. "Because I've always wanted to pop his straight cherry."

"Ab it's still never going to happen." Josh shook his head.

"I know, OK." She whined. "Babe?"

"Well, you because you're wonderful, and." He looked around. "Tory, because she's super patient and beautiful."

"Oh I am so down." Abby nodded. "I am 100% down for that."

"And you." He took her wine glass. "Are done drinking. Ol."

"Mason, because he big."

"Stop it." He pinched my sides.

"Ol please don't answer." Connor shook his head.

"Ben." I nodded. "Because he's got big hands and I like his smile."