First official weekend with the boyfriend, success.

Amazing me day. Amazing dinner. Amazing news. And my ass caved on the waiting for sex thing.

Saturday is all I could think about on this cold yet beautiful Monday as I'm sitting in the library during my lunch.

It's finally started snowing, Christmas is in 3 weeks, then new years, and the weekend after, NYC for the dance competition.

Nothing could possibly ruin the next few weeks for me.

Or at least I thought, until I heard "Is this seat taken?"

I looked away from the library window, and Kallie was standing in front of my table.

I pursed my lips and shook my head. "Nope, all yours."

She cleared her throat and sat down next to me. "I was wondering if we could talk."

"I don't know what we would have to talk about Kallie."

"Mason." She nodded. "Cam." She sighed. "Both."

I sighed and nodded. "Yeah, we can talk."

"Olivia I'm really sorry." She shook her head.

"Kallie you have nothing to be sorry for." I shook my head. "If anything, I should be apologizing to you."

"Why would you-"

"Because you and Kalum were innocent by-standards in this whole fucktastrophy of a situation. I had no idea that Mason would sleep with you to try to get back at me. And unfortunately, I was so hurt that I latched on to the first person who made me feel good. But Kallie, I never blamed you, I never would."

"Did he tell you what all happened?" She looked down.

"Yeah." I nodded. "What started it, what all happened, you cussing him out which good job." I let out a small laugh. "But you didn't deserve that." I shook my head. "You're a good girl Kallie."

She closed her eyes and sighed.

"Hey, just because Cam and I aren't together doesn't mean you can't talk to me still. I spent 3 months being your therapist." I nodded.

She shook her head. "I feel used." She nodded. "I always feel used. Cameron makes it impossible to be with someone out in the open, so no one ever wants more."

"I know that feeling, trust me." I gave her a small smile. "Cam and Connor are a lot more alike than they think. But there's gonna come a day, where, people aren't going to run from your brother. Granted, Mason ran, but, he's not anymore."

"Kalum didn't run either." She shook her head.

"And neither did Will Grayson." I sighed. "To the point where he and Mason got in to an actual fist fight." I nodded. "I guess, the key to it, is, finding someone whose not scared of Cam. Just, not Mason again." I let out a small laugh.

She let out a small laugh. "I don't know what I was thinking."

"That someone, anyone was giving you attention. Which is normal, for a teenage girl."

"Even then, I knew it didn't mean anything. Anyone who looks at that kid, or sees the way he looks at you, and has looked at you, can tell he's always been in love with you. The kid looks at you like you walk on water Liv. Even when he's picking on you you can the twinkle in his eyes that you're the only person he wants to pick on."

"Yeah, pretty sure picking on me is his favorite past time." I nodded.

"But it's cute. No one, looks at me like that." She shook her head.

"You know Kallie, you are pretty great. I don't think you give yourself nearly enough credit, and that's because of Cameron. The minute you stop caring about what he thinks, that's the minute everything becomes more clear. If there's anything I've learned through all of this, it's that no one gets to tell me what to do, how to feel, or who I can and can't be with. Took a bit of time, but don't make the mistake I did. Be honest, who cares what Cam thinks, find a good guy, one that fits your standards, not your brothers, and go from there. But Kal." I reached beside me and grabbed her hand. "We're OK." I nodded. "You didn't do anything wrong. And you and I are still friends."

"Even though I'm siblings with Satan." She pursed her lips.

"He has every right to be upset right now. But if he calls me a whore again I'm punching him in the face, so warn him." I smiled.

"Ol!" Someone screamed while bursting in to the library.

Everyone shushed while Ben came running up to me. "Bitch, why aren't you in the cafeteria, I need you!"

"Ben the library is a quiet place." I nodded.

"I know." He sat across from me, then looked at Kallie. "Well, wasn't expecting you."

"Shut up." I scrunched my face. "She wanted to talk, we talked. Besides, he's slept with 3/4 of the females in this school. Can't exactly hold all of them accountable. Plus, I love her." I wrapped my arms around her.

"I love you to." She kissed my cheek. "But, he's looks like he's gonna piss his pants. I'll talk to you later." She stood up.

"Bye Kallie." I waved as she walked away. "You're so damn rude." I looked at Ben and shook my head.

"I know, I'm sorry, bad boy Ben." He slapped his hand. "But I really need your help."

I let out a small laugh. "With?"

"I wanna do something really nice for Tory this weekend, and I know she's been wanting a full weekend with everyone."

"OK?" I gave him a look.

"I wanna finally ask her to be my girlfriend."

My jaw dropped. "Ben." I smiled.

"I know, weird as fuck. But Ol, I really like her. She's wonderful in every way possible, and if she says yes, I'd be her first boyfriend, I want it to be special. So I need you to help me plan something that involves everyone. Something stupid romantic, for just her and I aside from something for all of us. Please."

"OK." I held my hands up in front of me. "OK."

"Thank you." He sighed.

"OK, so, it's a long weekend for Teach Work days. How about we all get out of town this weekend. Well, aside from Oaken and Bebe because her parents will be out of town."

"OK, where though." He shook his head.

"Well, personally, I've learned good things happen in the valley." I smiled. "Ben that's perfect. There's parties up at the lodge almost every night during the winter. We can all spend the day together Friday, you can teach her how to snow board. The girls and I can occupy Tory Saturday during the day while the boys help you out, you can make her dinner, those steaks you made us were amazing, and, I'll whip you up something for desert. A cute candle lit dinner. Simple, stupid romantic, and then you guys can tell us all about it when we come back from the party." I nodded.

"Do girls really like that shit. Just, simple dinners with candles and talking?" He scrunched his face.

I nodded. "We do."

"What the hell." He sighed.

"Benny, you'll learn very quickly now that you're a one woman kind of guy, and it's that, all we wanna do is spend time with you. Like, mine and Mason's first date was laying out under the stars and him pointing out all the constellations we could see. He laid out a blanket, snacks, pillows, and we laid there for hours talking about the stars just because it's something he likes."

"Mason likes astrology?" He raised his eyebrows.

And then I realized I had just told Ben something I wasn't supposed to. "Shit." I pursed my lips. "OK, so don't ever mention that, like, never. But point is, it was something so simple and effortless, and it was amazing. We've gone on plenty of dates since, but that one will always be my favorite. It was something I wasn't expecting from him. And lets face it, she's never gonna expect you to cook for her."

"Are you sure you're not a lesbian?"

"100% positive. But a bitch might just experiment with Tory."

He shook his head.

"But, we can put Mason and I in one room. Ryan and Havannah can be in the double room and slide the beds together, Connor and Sienna can have the room across the double. Carter and Abby in one, Josh and Holden in one, and you and Tory can take the master bedroom. It's perfect Ben. Spend time teaching her something you love to do, then the next day, show her how much she means to you and take the step." I smiled.

He stood up, reached across the table, grabbed me by the sides of my face, and kissed my forehead. "I love you!" He yelled.

"SHHHH!" The entire library looked at him.

"Sorry." He whispered and scrunched his face.

"Why are you kissing my girlfriend." Mason sat down next to me.

"Why are you not in class?" I crossed my arms.

"Study hall. Ryan told me you two were here." He nodded.

"And I am kissing your girlfriend because she is helping me get one. Pack a bag bitch, we're going to the valley this weekend." Ben smiled.

"Who is we?" Mason raised his eyebrows.

"Us 4, Ry, Havannah, Carter, Abby, Con and Sie, Josh and Holden."

"Well, you guys have fun because I am going to stay home with my girl, and binge watch Bad Girls Club." Mason leaned back.

"Your girl, is going." I nodded.

"Huh." His head shot toward me.

"Mason, I'm going to the valley to help Ben. So if you want to binge BGC with me, we're doing it there." I smiled.

"And that is why I'm kissing her." Ben smiled.

"And how do you plan on getting everyone to go?" Mason pursed his lips.

"Simple." I nodded and pulled my phone out.

Valley this weekend? I need some time away with my girls, my gay, and the boys.

And in basically no time.

Yes bitch! A reason for my man to keep me warm!

SO down.

Yes! It's so pretty once it snows!

Can I bring my camera? Hello, cute pics in the snow.

Can someone teach me how to snow board? I've always wanted to learn how to snow board.

If you do it in a bikini I'll teach you how.

LOL, so a yes from everyone?

Yes maam.

In.

Always ruining my fantasies of seeing Tory in a bikini, but I suppose

I'm in.

"And 3, 2,_"

And Ben's phone went off.

He pulled it out. "Hey, will you teach me how to snowboard when we go to the valley this weekend? Olivia asked us if we wanted to go." He looked at me.

"It was that easy?" Mason shook his head.

"That easy." I nodded and handed him my phone.

He took it and read through it. "OK, is Sienna bi-curious? Like, softball, soccer, and now this is giving very much bi-bitch energy."

"Did you just say bi-bitch energy?" Ben pursed his lips.

Mason just looked at me. "What the hell did you do to me?"

"Aside from bringing out your love of the stars?" Ben raised his eyebrows.

And now Mason's eyes are wide.

"So, lunch is over." I grabbed my bag and jumped out of the chair.

"Olivia!" He yelled when I ran out of the library.

I literally sprinted to my next class.

I sat down in Biology and my phone went off.

Ol wtf. Why would you tell him that.

I was explaining that girls really do like the simple things. Just spending time together, talking, and I told him about that date because it was my favorite.

Now how am I supposed to be mad at that. But woman you're getting spanked for that.

Do you honestly think that's a threat? Just as long as you rub it after, I'm happy.

Fuck, do not give me a boner in school shit brick.

Go to class Mr. Hollow. I'll see you after dinner with Connor.

I love you.

I love you more.

The rest of the school day flew by, so did dance for the most part, and Will, Abby and I decided to watch the littles for a while.

"You guys officially suck." Will nodded. "I'd love a weekend away."

"So come with us." Abby shrugged.

"What?" He gave her a look.

"Yeah." She nodded. "You and the guys are cool now, there's one more room, well, it's a loft with 2 beds, you and Liv have been busting ass to try to come up with a whole new duet choreographed by you two, plus she's got her student choreo solo, you also deserve a break.

And be what, be the 13th wheel?" He crossed his arms.

"Don't think of it like that, think of it as a weekend away with your friends and their boyfriends. Plus, Holden's going." I nodded.

"Tell you what, you find a pretty girl to come with me so I'm not the odd man out, I will go." He nodded.

And then my wheels started turning.

"I can do that." I smiled.

And I know the perfect person.