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I swear to god I'm going to kill him.

He can't just come in my room, tell me what to do, tell me I'm his when he made his decision, rip my blanket from me, touch me, then kiss me.

He's not allowed to do that.

I really think he's trying to ruin every ounce of me.

I slapped him directly in his face, and literally pushed him out of my room.

I quickly got dressed since my hair and make up was already done, and it was just in time to get downstairs when the door knocked before Tweedle Dumbass decides to ruin this weekend anymore for me.

"Got it!" I yelled as I finished running down the stairs.

I opened the door to a smiling Kalum. "You ready to go Ollie-Pop?"

"Can we go to Tims?" I laughed.

"Girl." He shook his head. "You should already know it's in the truck. Your ice capp and timbits." He reached for my shoulder. "Hand the bag over and go get your ass in the truck."

I crossed my arms. "Don't tell me to go get my ass in the truck. It's rude."

He smiled. "I'm not the one who slept with someone and didn't call them after." He laughed and pointed at me. "You're the rude one."

"I'm not rude." I smiled and walked out to his truck.

He lifted me up in and closed my door for me.

"Well Mr. Jennings. We need to kick off this trip right." I nodded.

"Snap?" He smiled.

I pulled my phone out, took a picture of us and posted it saying 'two hoes with Timmy Ho's.'

And just like freaking clock work, my phone went off.

mhollow26; you're not a hoe

"I'm going to take a guess." Kalum shook his head.

"Your guess would probably be correct." I sighed.

LivLaughLove; have you not been to school this week? Hoe is a nice word for what I've been called this week.

mhollow26; please just, come home. don't go. I wont go to this party at Nico's and you and I could talk.

LivLaughLove; now you want to talk? I've wanted to talk to you all week but much like a scared little bitch, you've avoided me.

mhollow26; look Ol, I know the reason you're being so bitchy is because you're hurt. I get it, but if you'd just talk to me you wouldn't have had to smack me this morning.

I closed my chat because I'm simply not doing this today.

mhollow26; Olivia please.

And after that, I turned his notifications off.

"Your Mason cure." Kalum handed me a bag of gummy worms.

I sighed and smiled. "Thank you."

"Forget about him today. We're going to State College, we're going to have a good time."

"And you're going to shave that mustache, right?" I laughed.

"I look good with my mustache thank you very much." He raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah." I put a gummy worm on my top lip. "Me too."

He laughed and took a picture of me.

"What happened to your nails?" He grabbed my hand and looked at my fingers.

"When they get too old they just start falling off." I nodded.

"Well, I know the first thing we're doing when we get there." He shrugged.

"What?" I gave him a look.

"Come on, Olivia Pate without her nails is like, un heard of." He shook his head.

I smiled. "I knew I liked you for a reason."

Kalum really let me blare Taylor Swift the entire way to state college.

We went and dropped our stuff off at the hotel, then we headed to the mall.

What better way to have your nails done for a rock concert, than nice and classy Matte Black.

We went and got lunch in the food court. We went shopping for a few hours.

We picked up a few Pizza's and snacks, and sprawled out on our hotel beds to relax for a bit before we headed to the concert.

"Oh!" He popped up. "I got you something." He smiled and reached in to one of his shopping bags.

"And that would be?"

He tossed me a shirt.

"Kalum." I laughed.

"What!"

"I love the Skillet shirt, but it's twice my damn size." I shook my head.

"That's because you get to customize it." He handed me a pair of scissors. "Cut it up, tie it, whatever." He smiled.

"An Olivia Pate original?" I smiled.

"See now you're catching on." He nodded.

"And, I get to cut yours up too, right?"

He laughed. "If you want to make it a cut off for me, you absolutely can Ollie-Pop."

"Then, I am going to start getting ready." I jumped out of bed and sat on the floor in front of the hotel mirror.

"So." He flopped on his stomach on his bed. "Has he tried anymore?"

"I don't know." I shrugged. "I turned off his notifications."

"Good girl." He smiled. "Are you at least having fun?"

"Honestly?" I started putting my cover up on. "I am. I really really needed this." I nodded.

"See, sometimes my payments benefit the both of us." He patted my shoulder. "I am going to go shower really quick, then go grab the beer out of my truck."

"OK." I smiled.

He jumped off his bed and headed for the bathroom. "Kalum." I turned around.

He raised his eyebrows and nodded.

"Thank you." I nodded. "You've been amazing this week."

He gave me a small smile. "You know I've always got your back Ol. I'm just happy you're talking to me again."

"Shouldn't have ever stopped." I shook my head.

He smiled and walked in to the bathroom.

Now, here is the dilemma I'm having while I do my make up.

I miss Mason. So fucking much.

But why is he just now so interested in trying to talk to me. He spent all week barely looking at me without a glare on his face.

He's made me feel so insignificant and small the entire time.

And I'm not stupid, I know I deserve more than that. But fuck I miss him.

However, what I do deserve, is a guy whose willing to step to my brother. Who picks me up when I'm down. Someone who will do anything to keep my mind off the things that hurt me. And that guy, all I can think is that guy is in the bathroom right now showering before he takes me to see one of my favorite bands.

Kalum has been doing nothing this week but making sure I'm OK and occupied.

And that brings on the thought of if I would've just given him a chance a few years ago when he tried, my life would be so much different.

I would be happier, my heart wouldn't be broken, I wouldn't be hurting as much as I am, and nothing that happened with Mason would have happened.

Kalum is sweet, and funny, and is absolutely up front and honest when it comes to me. He's not scared of Connor, and he doesn't really care what Connor thinks about he and I hanging out.

I want Mason, but I know deep down that I need a guy like Kalum.

The problem is, I've always been scared of guys like Kalum. And by that I mean guys who seem like they're too good to be true.

But this week he's shown me that he's been nothing but true.

Dear god what am I doing.

I finished my make up just as Kalum came walking out.

He had on jeans, and boots, his hair dark brown hair was all messy and damp, shirtless with his side tattoos and arm tattoos all exposed.

Another plus, Kalum is hott.

Stupid hott.

"Girl you better hurry up with those shirts." He smiled and threw a hoodie on. "I'll be right back." He opened the hotel room door and headed for his truck.

OK so lets compare notes

Mason;

.Makes my skin catch on fire.

.I'm in love with him.

.He's sweet to me.

.He makes me laugh.

.We've been through so much.

.He is also hott.

.He makes my heart skip a beat.

But, with everything going on with Connor, he broke me.

Kalum;

.Sweet.

.Funny.

.Smart.

.Doesn't care what people think about us hanging out.

.Always has my back.

.Does his best to make me happy.

.Stupid hott.

.Would never hurt me.

But, he's not Mason.

I changed in to my torn up skinny jeans, my black combat boots, threw my curls in to a pony tail, and threw a bra on just in time for him to walk back.

He cleared his throat and looked at me. "Sorry." He scrunched his face.

"It's fine." I nodded. "Not the first time I've been walked in on in a bra, and you have seen them before, remember?" I pursed my lips.

He took a deep breath. "True." He nodded.

I grabbed his shirt and cut the sleeves and sides really quick. "You sure I can't-"

"You're not tying my shirt." He laughed as I handed it to him.

I cut down the sides of mine, cut them in to slits, tied them, I cut the sleeves off, and I cut a diamond shape in the back with slits. I slid it on and tightened all the loose ties.

"I have no clue how you manage to shred shirts and make them look good." He shook his head and handed me a beer. "I still remember when all of us went to that Escape the Fate concert when you were a Freshman, and Connor flipped his rocker because you sliced up the chest of your band tee and tied knots up the sides. I thought it looked good." He shrugged.

"I still have that shirt!" I laughed. "I wear it to piss him off."

"You're so petty." He laughed.

"Come Mr. Jennings. We need a picture." I held my arm out and stood in front of the mirror.

He put his hand with his beer around my waist, and I put the one with the beer in it over his shoulder.

'Step 1; pre game!'

We both chugged our beers and we headed down to the cab he called.

We did a step 2 cab ride snap.

A step 3 tickets snap.

The concert, is fucking amazing.

About half way through I decided to take another picture.

He wrapped his arms around my neck and rested his head on top of mine.

He smiled and I made a kissy face.

'skillet concert with @kaljen43. thank you for a great night' smile, wink.

By the time the concert was over, I was drained and worn out completely.

Kalum piggy backed me to a cab, and we headed back to the hotel.

I showered first because I was sweaty as hell.

But when he got in the shower after me, I was laying in bed, and I got a text.

I grabbed my phone off the night stand next to my purse.

I miss you.

And my heart, shattered.

I had such an amazing night. I didn't think about him the whole time at the concert, and now, he does this.

Kalum came out and threw himself in his bed.

"Goodnight Ol."

"Goodnight." I sighed and put my phone back on the stand.

I cried, silently for a while, until I couldn't help but take a deep breath in.

"Olivia?" Kalum rolled over to look at me.

"Hmm?" I cleared my throat.

"Are you OK?"

I nodded.

He sighed and held his blanket up. "Come here."

"Really?"

"Yeah." He nodded. "Come on. Climb in."

I rolled out of my bed and climbed in to his with my back toward him. He put his arm under my head and squeezed me with the other. "I love him, but he's not worth this."

"I know." I nodded.

"You know I hate when girls cry? I wanted to beat the hell out of Ryan when all the Abby stuff happened. But right now, I want to rip Mason apart." He squeezed me tighter.

I rolled over and faced him. "Why have you been so amazing this week?"

"Because we're friends, I care about you." He nodded.

"How about the truth this time?" I pursed my lips.

He sighed. "Maybe, I felt like I owed it to you. Because I didn't try harder. If I would have, maybe none of this would have happened." I rubbed my shoulder. "And, because I care about you. A 10 year friendship I figured it was obvious I care about you. And I don't like seeing you hurt." He shook his head.

Now, I don't know what happened, but I shifted myself up toward his face, and I kissed him.

He kissed me back for a few seconds before he pulled away. "Olivia." He shook his head.

"Kalum you're amazing." I nodded. "And I care about you too. You care about me, and you don't like seeing me hurt. So please." I shook my head. "Take the hurt away." I choked out.

He sighed. "Ol, I don't want you to regret it again."

"I've never regretted it." I shook my head and put my hand on the back of his neck.

He took a deep breath. "Are you sure?"

"100%" I nodded.

He nodded. "Then you need to come to me again if you really want it."

So I did. I leaned in, and I kissed him. But this time when he kissed me back, he didn't pull away. He moved the arm that was around my shoulder, and down to my waist pulling me closer to his body.

"You're 100% sure?" He mumbled against my lips.

"I promise." I kissed him harder, just to show him I'm serious.

"Then I'm doing it right this time." He kissed me and rolled me on top of him to straddle him.

He kept his hand on my lower back and started running the other through my hair and grabbing the back of my head to deepen the kiss.

He sat us up, never letting go of my lips. His hand went to my ass, and the one in my hair, he pulled slightly lightly biting my bottom lip and tilting my head backward before he moved to my neck.

"Jesus Christ." I let out a soft moan.

I felt him smirk against my skin.

Kalum, is an amazing kisser, and his lips against my skin is making it feel like I'm melting.

His hands are so soft when he runs his hand from my ass up my back under my shirt.

I wanted to know if the rest of his skin was as soft as his hands, so I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and started pulling it up.

He pulled away and let go of my hair and lifted his arms above his head so I could pull it the rest of the way off.

Now I have no clue what I was expecting, because Kalum's always had tone to him, but it became clearly obvious that he works out with Carter because now that I have an up close look at him, he is ripped. Like, 8 pack, big arms, defined shoulders ripped. And the tattoo's, that just makes him hotter.

I ran my fingers down his chest to his stomach.

I leaned forward and kissed the cross on his chest and made my way up to his neck.

He groaned and threw his head back, and both hands made their way down to my hips to squeeze. Him doing that made me lightly bite down.

He grabbed the bottom of my shirt and started lifting. I lifted my arms and he pulled it off my body.

He cupped both my boobs and squeezed when he kissed me again.

I wrapped one of my arms around his shoulder and my other hand found it's way to his hair and gripped when he moved from my lips, to my neck and down.

This man, he devoured my chest like he was starving. Licking, kissing, sucking, and lightly biting each of my nipples to the point where I couldn't help but grind my hips against him to relieve some of the tension that was building up.

He groaned and rolled me to my back so he was on top of me between my legs continuing to kiss lower.

He was finally where I wanted him and he started taking my shorts and panties off as he positioned himself on his stomach.

But what caught me off guard was him throwing my legs over his shoulders and pulling my body down to his mouth.

My lower back instantly shot up off the bed. "Oh my god." I threw my head back.

Now you see, the last time we had sex, I went down on him, but he only used his fingers. He never went down on me, and in this moment, I could kill him for it because this feels so god damn good.

And he looks so hott. Head moving up and down, side to side as he licks, and kisses and sucks.

I felt like I was going to explode when he reached a hand up and grabbed my chest.

"Fuck." I let out in a slightly yell as I buried my fingers in his hair.

And then he added a finger in to the mix, and I broke.

My legs started shaking, my body convulsing, and it was so much that I really tried to pull his head away before I really did explode.

He wrapped his arms around my thighs and pulled me in closer. "Uhn uh." He shook his head and started going faster.

"Fuck Kalum." I yelled and gripped his hair harder.

"Yes Olivia, give it to me." He groaned and started wiggling his fingers.

And the next thing I know, the bed is soaked, I'm shaking uncontrollably, and he's licking the skin from the inside of my thighs, up to my stomach, then my neck, and kisses me again.

"You are amazing." I moaned against his lips and drug my nails down his chest to his stomach to the front of his shorts.

"Fuck." He groaned against my lips when I grabbed. "Olivia I didn't plan this, I didn't bring condoms." He pulled my bottom lips in to his teeth.

"My purse." I threw my head back as he kissed my neck.

"You're still sure?" He licked up my neck and bit down on my ear lobe.

"Yes." I moaned. "Oh my god yes." I reached for my purse.

He leaned up on one arm and shimmied out of his shorts and boxers as I grabbed a condom out.

Now I wasn't planning this either, but I have learned to always have condoms on hand with 2 sex crazed brothers.

He took the condom, opened it with his teeth, threw spit the wrapper on to the floor, and slid it on.

But the minute he slid inside me it was like I was sent in to a state of euphoria.

"Oh my god." He moaned and kissed me again as he started to give me slow easy strokes.

My entire body felt like it was on fire. Like every single nerve was exposed.

He gripped my hips and started to slide in deeper.

"Holy fuck." I moaned as he started grinding his hips against mine with his movements.

Now I don't know what the hell happened, but the minute he sat up on his calved and squeezed my thighs, I came instantly.

"You feel so good." He let out a deep breath and wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Oh my god." I moaned loudly. "Kalum."

"What do you want Olivia?" He pulled me down further on to him.

"Harder." I nodded. "Please harder."

"Keep your legs wrapped around me." He leaned down, slid his arm under my lower back, and lifted me up to him.

I was basically in the air with my arms wrapped around his neck.

"Fuck!" I yelled when he slammed me down on to him.

"Yes!" I moaned when he did it again.

"Don't stop!" I threw my head back as he continued.

He leaned forward and kissed and bit my neck.

I started grinding my hips as he slammed up in to me.

"Holy fuck Olivia." He laid me back down and lifted one of my legs over his shoulder.

I couldn't even talk anymore. All I could do was moan, and scream, and occasionally scream his name.

"Fuck." He yelled. "Oh my god!" He groaned as he collapsed down on to my body.

He pressed his forehead against mine and kissed me.

We were both breathing heavy, I could barely function, and clearly he could sense that as he slid out of me, pulled the condom off, and lifted me out of the now wrecked bed and laid us both down in mine.

I don't know what happened, but the next time I opened my eyes, the sun was shining through the window, I was now wearing panties and his t-shirt, and he was sitting on the side of the bed with his forehead in his hand.

SO I'm assuming I passed out instantly.

"Kalum." I whispered.

He turned around and looked at me. "I should probably get you home." He nodded.

I scrunched my face. "What?" I shook my head.