I swear to god I had the shittiest dream last night.

But when I opened my eyes and saw Abby and Josh on either side of me, I realized that it was not just a dream, it was a nightmare.

My life was a nightmare.

I groaned and put my hand on my forehead. "Did it really happen?" I looked at both of them.

They both sighed and gave me sympathetic smiled. "Yeah, boo." Abby nodded. "It really happened."

I took a deep breath and squeezed my eyes shut.

"Ol why didn't you tell us?" Josh wrapped his arms around me.

"We didn't want Connor to be the last to know." I shook my head. "I never wanted to keep it from you guys. But Mason, he-" I sniffled.

"Hey, its OK." Abby nodded. "We're not mad." She wrapped her arms around me too. "We get it."

I sighed. "I can't believe this happened." I choked out.

"Well Ol, we don't really know what all happened." She shook her head.

"All we know is that, Mason is Lover Boy and he told Connor he's in love with you." Josh nodded. "And, Jake and Oaken weren't that surprised."

"Because they knew." I shook my head.

"Who all does know?" Abby pursed her lips.

"Our parents, my brothers, Bebe, Ryan, and Carter." I nodded.

"Wait, Ryan and Carter knew?" She raised her eyebrows.

"Not at first." I shook my head. "Carter put 2 and 2 together because he's smart. I just found out he knew at homecoming."

"And Ryan?" Josh pursed his lips.

"That, is a fucktastrophy." I nodded. "Uhm." I sighed. "I didn't have a cyst rupture." I shook my head. "I had a Fallopian tube burst. Because I had an ectopic pregnancy." I scrunched my face.

Their faces sunk.

"Why didn't you tell us." Abby shook her head. "Ol we would've been there for you." Abby wiped her face.

"The only ones who know, are Mason, my mom, Trish, Jake, Cam and Ryan."

"How does Cam know." Josh shook his head.

"His mom was my surgical nurse. And she went and reemed him out. And then the Monday after when Ryan came to check on me and bring me lunch, Cam showed up, asked about it, and I had to tell him it wasn't his. Because at the time I was just over 5 weeks. He, flipped his shit. Ryan heard, and put it together that we were at the cabin 5 weeks prior to that." I nodded. "And how out of it we were the weekend before at the big sleepover."

"Oh my god." Abby sniffled. "I got you to talk to Mason that night."

"And that night, he told me that he wanted a chance to be the guy for me. So I gave him 3 months to prove that he was, no sleeping with anyone else, no telling anyone. And if he made the 3 months we would talk to Connor. And Friday we hit 3 months, and he didn't want to tell him." I shook my head. "And we got in to a fight, and I broke up with him because I told him I would never want to keep someone a secret and make them feel like I was embarrassed or ashamed by them. And all he said was 'OK, and?' So I left, went to Jakes, he wasn't home, and I stayed with Robbie. He slept on his couch and I slept in his bed. And then shit show happened."

"So you guys were, full blown, dating." Josh nodded.

I nodded. "The Friday after my surgery he planned a whole night, of romantic bubble bath, music, food in my bathtub, and he asked me to be his girlfriend. The night I was in the hospital, he spent the night with me and he told me he loved me. And 2 weeks ago, I told him I love him, and now we're here." I shook my head.

I sniffled and wiped my face. "He chose Connor." I looked at both of them. "What am I gonna do." I cried.

"Ol." They both whined and squeezed me.

I think I cried for 2 hours.

The left to go talk to Carter and Holden because they were currently blowing their phones up asking about me.

And finally, I went downstairs to eat something, or at least attempt to.

"Honey, are you alright?" My mom asked setting a cup of tea in front of me.

"Mom." Oaken shook his head.

"What's going on baby?" My dad put his paper down.

And then, the front door opened making this whole nightmare worse.

Connor came walking in the kitchen red faced and puffy eyed.

"Hey bud." My dad smiled. "Happy birthday."

"What is so happy about it." He shook his head.

"What, party wasn't good?" He raised his eyebrows.

"No. Party wasn't good." Connor looked at me and shook his head.

"Honey what happened?" My mom sat down.

"Where do you want me to start mom?" Connor clapped his hands together. "The fact that, I found out my sister is not a virgin, finding out my best friend has been sleeping with my little sister, me punching my best friend in the face, or the fact that, every single person in this room knew." He shook his head.

"Connor." My dad sighed.

"Not only that. Jake knew, Trish and Hank knew, and Carter and Ryan did to." He nodded and looked at me. "Anyone else know?"

I took a deep breath to stop myself from crying. "Bebe." I nodded.

"That's great." He nodded. "Really fucking great Olivia. You know." He shook his head. "It would be a little different, if it was Ben or Ryan. But, my best friend of 13 years, basically my brother, who I have told both of you time after time, that I didn't want this shit happening and my little sister. Dating for 3 fucking month behind my back. I really don't even know which is worse, that he lied to me, or that you did."

"Connor I-"

"Don't." He shook his head. "The shittiest part about all of this, is that almost every single person I love, has been lying to me."

"I'm sorry." I whined.

"Its not OK Olivia." He threw his hands in the air.

"Connor, why don't you-"

"No." He shook his head. "I'm not about to calm down right now."

Then the back door slid open. "Hey Con-" Mason paused when he saw me.

"Get out." Connor pointed out the door.

"We really need to-"

"I will be over to talk to you in a minute. Right now, get the hell out of my house."

Mason just stared at me, his face sinking by the second.

"Hi." Connor stepped in front of me. "I meant what I said last night. Don't even look at her."

Masons head shot to the side.

"Mason." I whined.

"Don't even talk to him." Connor pointed at me.

I jumped and looked down.

"Go!" Connor yelled.

Mason shook his head and walked out.

Then Connor looked at me. "I will talk to you more later. And you better hope both stories match up." He nodded and walked out the door.

"Honey." My mom whispered.

"I'm going to bed." I jumped up and ran up the stairs.

This, can't possibly get any worse.

I'm shitting bricks right now.

I know that Connor made me go home last night so he wouldn't beat my ass.

And the look on his face when I went over to talk to him today was not any better.

Seeing the hurt on Olivia's face though. That is my fault. The hurt on both their faces is my fault.

I got mad, and I exploded taking down everyone in my way, including her.

I was waiting at my kitchen table, and as soon as I saw him walk through my back yard, I stood up ready to take another swing.

"Your parents home?" He asked as he opened the door.

I shook my head. "Dad's out buying stuff to leave in a few hours and mom left early for work."

"Good." He nodded.

"Con-"

"Sit down." He crossed his arms.

I took a deep breath and sat down.

It was quiet for a few minutes.

"Why." He shook his head. "You have girls upon girls who want you. You had your choice of any one. Why did it have to be her." He yelled. "The one fucking person I told you to stay away from. The most important girl in my fucking life, my little sister! Why her."

"I never meant for it to happen." I shook my head.

"But it did Mason!" He yelled. "You didn't just one night stand my little sister, you've been fucking her for months, and both of you have been lying to me! I trusted you damn it! You played me time after time, every single time I've left you alone with her, you've been fucking her behind my back! The night Ben and I went to Hershey, I left her here with you! Homecoming, I had you take her home! The fucking Cabin, you guys shared a room together! Why in the fuck would either of you do this to me!" He screamed.

"I'm sorry! OK!" I yelled. "Connor I'm sorry but I can't help it! I fell in love with the one person I shouldn't have but I never wanted to hurt either of you!"

"I wanna know." He nodded. "Everything. From the time it started, to now. Every fucking detail aside from the detail of you railing my little sister, who unfortunately, I've been calling the queen of fucking blow jobs for the past month!" He yelled and sat down in front of me. "Let's hear it."

I took a deep breath. "Everything?"

He nodded.

I nodded. "The weekend you went to go pick Oaken up from Hershey, I went over to wait for you, and I went to hang out with Ol, the whole Cam break up and the drugging happened, and I figured I wouldn't be as bored. But when I got up there, she started naming off thing after thing I could do, and then listed off girls I could go hang out with. I told her to shut up, and she told me to make her. And I don't know why I did it, but I kissed her to shut her up."

"So you initiated it." He nodded.

"Yes. But I pulled away. And, we agreed to forget it happened, and just, watch a movie. But then, we kissed again, and that's when we didn't stop."

"So, you guys had sex, the weekend before we went to the Valley." He shook his head. "You two were out of it that day, and you were wonky that entire week, because you fucked my sister."

I sighed. "Yes. And then the morning we left for the cabin, she told our dads. For advice."

"So the dads knew first."

"No." I shook my head. "Oaken called her out about it at the sleepover, that's why he asked if anyone was there when I got there."

"So he knew from the very beginning."

"It was his idea to room with Ben, because he knew you two would bring girls back, and it would give me a chance to talk to Olivia about everything."

"And what the fuck is everything Mason." He crossed his arms. "I had you sleep in a room with her that whole weekend because I thought I could trust you."

"You can trust me Connor. Just let me explain."

He rolled his eyes. "Keep going."

"That night when we left the lodge, I ended up telling her I was in to her and I wanted a chance to be the guy for her. She gave me 3 months to prove that I was serious. No telling anyone, and no sleeping with other people."

"Let me guess. You didn't make it."

"I did actually." I nodded.

"Shocking." He nodded.

"Connor." I shook my head.

"You fuck and flee Mason."

"But I didn't." I shook my head. "I made it the 3 months. But part of this deal, the not telling anyone, was so we could figure out if it could work, and then we would tell you. We didn't want you to be the last to know."

"And what a great birthday surprise." He nodded sarcastically.

"The weekend after we came home, I took her on our first official date."

"And by date you mean fucking in the back of your truck." He shook his head.

"No." I shook my head. "After her competition, I planned a date. I laid blankets and pillows out, and I got food and drinks, and we watched the meteor shower in a field. But the night before, when Cody broke up with Josh, I ended up slipping to the dads, and I told Bebe because they helped cover for us when we went on dates."

"That's fucking great." He pursed his lips.

"And, the first few weeks were amazing, until her and I were showering together, and you came busting in to my bathroom about Ryan and Tate." I sighed.

He let out a small laugh. "So you were fucking my sister in the shower while I was talking to you, and I didn't know it."

I took a deep breath. "That's how she found out."

"The weekend of the party at Wills, I had you hang out with her while I was in Hershey with Ben. What happened." He ran his fingers through his hair.

"You said you didn't want details." I shook my head.

"Which means you fucked my sister while I was out of town." He nodded.

I closed my eyes and nodded.

He scoffed. "Continue."

"The weekend after the Ryan and Abby thing, was the battle of the bands. The night before was our one month of seeing each other, so we stayed at the Frazier."

"The scratches on your back the next morning, they were from Olivia." He took a deep breath.

I nodded. "That night, was the night I realized that I was falling in love with her."

"Don't fucking say that again." He shook his head.

I sighed.

"The weekend after." He motioned his hands for me to keep going.

I took a deep breath. "The weekend after, was the weekend Olivia bled out in the kitchen. And, Jake and your mom lied to us."

"About." He crossed his arms.

And now, I am shaking.

"I swear to god I will punch you dead in your face if you don't say something." He nodded.

"Olivia didn't have a cyst rupture." I shook my head. "She uh, her Fallopian tube burst, because she had an ectopic pregnancy, which is a pregnancy that happens out side of the uterus."

And there it is. The jaw clench I'm gonna fuck you up face.

"You better tell me right now it was Cameron's." He shook his head.

I wiped my face and shook my head. "She was just over 5 weeks, which means it happened at the Cabin."

And now he was shaking.

"That night, I went to the hospital, and I told my mom everything so she would let me see her, and Jake covered for me because Oaken told him we were seeing each other." I sniffled. "That was the first time I told I love her."

"Mason." He said through gritted teeth.

"And then she told your mom." I nodded. "Ryan found out that Monday."

"How." He shook his head.

"Because when he went to check on her, Cam showed up, and asked her about it because his mom was her scrub nurse. Ryan heard the entire conversation, including the part of her being just over 5 weeks, and he put two and two together."

"That's why she was crazy as fuck for a few weeks. You got my sister pregnant." He nodded.

"I didn't-"

"I don't care." He shook his head. "Keep going."

"That Friday, you were with Ryan, and I spent the night with her, nothing sexual. Just a bubble bath so she relax and unwind. I asked her to be my girlfriend."

He took a deep breath.

"The next few weeks until home coming were uneventful. Really calm while her hormone levels went back to normal. And then we went to homecoming."

"And you had sex after the party because it had been 3 weeks and her body was healed."

I nodded.

"Where the hell was she when I got there the morning after."

"Under my bed." I scrunched my face.

HE shook his head. "I said all that stuff about her, and she heard every word."

I nodded.

"I called her the queen of blow jobs, and said she had nice panties, while she was under your bed." He pursed his lips.

I nodded.

"The weekend after when I stayed with Ryan, was she with you?"

"She planned a night for me. She made me dinner, and gave me a massage, and-"

"You had sex?"

"And she finally said she loved me."

"I'm gonna punch her in the fucking face." He shook his head. "The pictures she took at Havannahs, did she send them to you?"

I nodded.

"And the one I found in her phone the day we got in a fight, that one go to you too?"

I sighed. "Yes."

"Your fight with Will last weekend, because he kissed your girlfriend. Not because you were looking out for her."

I nodded.

"Which brings us to this weekend."

"She wanted to tell you Friday, and I told her I wasn't ready because I didn't want to ruin this weekend for you."

"Yeah well, news flash. Ruined." He nodded.

"She broke up with me, and then I found out she stayed with Robbie Friday night. Then at the party, I saw her talking to Cam, and I exploded. Connor I never meant for this to happen." I shook my head. "I never wanted to hurt either of you."

He took a deep breath. "Is that everything? All of it?"

I nodded.

We sat there quiet for a few minutes.

"Connor you're my best friend. What do I have to do." I shook my head.

He stood up. "You're not to be alone with her, ever again." He shook his head. "You two don't talk. A simple hey, hi, how are you, that's fine. Aside from that, nothing."

"Connor, I-"

"Nothing. In school is different. If I find out you drag her in to a closet, or wander off with her, our friendship is over. You two aren't around each other outside of school, unless I'm there." He crossed his arms. "As of now, you two are nothing."

I took a deep breath and nodded.

He shook his head and started walking out.

"Connor." I stood up.

"What?" He turned back around.

"Are we good?"

"No." He shook his head.

I sighed.

And then he proceeded to punch me in the face so hard, I dropped on to my table.

"Fuck." I grabbed my nose.

"But now we're about half way there." He nodded.

"What do I need to do to be the full way there?" I took a deep breath.

"Nothing." He shook his head. "Her story has to match yours, and then we're good."

"OK." I nodded.

"If it does, we're acting as if this never fucking happened. But you two are done. I'm serious. Stay the hell away from her."

I sighed. "OK."

He shook his head and walked out.

Connor has been my best friend for 13 years. He's the one person whose always had my back.

I can't lose him.

But if I want to keep my best friend, my brother. I can't have her.

Fuck.

2 hours after Connor left, he comes busting in to my room, and I swear if looks could kill, I would be dead.

He sat at the end of my bed.

"Lets hear it."

I sat up and took a deep breath.

I told him, literally everything.

"Connor, I'm sorry." I shook my head.

"I'm going to tell you the same this I told him." He nodded "You're not to be alone with him, ever again." He shook his head. "You two don't talk. A simple hey, hi, how are you, that's fine. Aside from that, nothing. In school is different. If I find out you drag him in to a closet, or wander off with him, our relationship is over. You two aren't around each other outside of school, unless I'm there." He crossed his arms. "As of now, you two are nothing. We're acting as if this never fucking happened. But you two are done. I'm serious. Stay the hell away from him."

"Connor I can't do that." I shook my head. "I love you, so much. I do. But I'm in love with him. And if you love me half as much as you say you do. You would want me to be happy. I'm OK with you and Sienna."

"The thing is I was never sneaking around with Sienna behind your back. And Ol, you are going to do it, because Mason already agree'd to it. Stay the hell away from him."

"What?" I whined.

He nodded. "At least one of you cares about my feelings." He got up and walked out.

But then he popped his head back in. "I only have one thing to say to you. And then I need you to leave me alone for a few days."

I scrunched my face and nodded.