For the most part, I've stayed in bed this morning other than to go to the bathroom.

But, it was about 11:30 when my mom came knocking and walking in to my room.

"Hi." I gave her a straight smile.

"How are you feeling today?" She sat down on my bed.

"Just sore and tired." I shrugged and sat up.

"And what about up here?" She kissed my forehead.

"You know, I've been thinking, what if they were wrong, what if my birthcontrol just, screwed with my period so bad that the blook had to just come out, and it just made my tube burst or if it was just swollen. I don't think I was actually pregnant." I shook my head.

She gave me a look. "Baby, fallopian tubes don't just burst out of no where." She shook her head. "They showed me the ultra sound, there was a gestational sac, your HCG levels were through the roof. Honey, you were pregnant." She nodded.

"I didn't feel it though. Like, I wasn't throwing up, my stomach just hurt, so like what if the tube burst and that's why my stomach was hurting. Stomach aches don't mean pregnant."

"You wouldn't have been able to live with a burst fallopian tube for 3 weeks."She shook her head. "The internal bleeding would've killed you within hours. You were pregnant honey. And that's ok."

"I wasn't pregnant." I shook my head. "There's no way I could've been. We've always used condoms, I'm on birth control, all of it."

"The depo shot is not 100% effective. And Mason said that the weekend at the cabin, you used one of your condoms, and he didn't pull out, or check. Baby, I'm sorry, but you-"

"I wasn't pregnant." I yelled.

She pursed her lips, sighed, and tilted her head. "Olivia." She nodded. "You were. And this, what you're going through, it's called denial, its one of the stages of greif. It's worse right now because your hormones are still high. But you've got to understand that this did happen. You were pregnant, you did lose a fallopian tube, you did almost die. There was a fetus, there was a gestational sac, and nothing that happened during the pregnancy is your fault. There was nothing you could've done to save it. But what you can do to prevent it, is be more careful."

I just looked at her and took a deep breath. "I was pregnant." I nodded.

"You were pregnant." She nodded.

"I don't want to grieve mom." I shook my head.

"No one does baby." She shook her head and wrapped her arms around me. "But everyone does. You just need to remember to talk about it. Ok?"

I nodded.

"I have to get to work. Mason should be here shortly. Please, talk about this." She nodded.

"Ok." I pursed my lips.

She kissed my cheek and walked out. Me, I just laid in bed until I heard the door open and Mason yell my name.

I think it's safe to say my life the past few days have been a combination of complicated and hell. But today, I get a little alone time with Olivia. I have a free period before lunch, so I figured I'd go grab her lunch and take it over.

But, as I was leaving my locker, I saw Saunders at his, and instantly thought about yesterday. So, I walked up to him.

"Do me a favor." I crossed my arms.

HE gave me a look. "And that would be?"

"Stay the hell away from Olivia. She doesn't need you coming around right now." I shook my head.

"Oh, we're back to this now. Why don't you, mind your own damn business Hollow." He nodded.

"I made it my business." I nodded. "You had no right to go over there yesterday."

"No, actually I did. But you wouldn't understand to begin with." He shook his head.

"Actually, I would. My mother was her after care nurse. I know. You had no right to go over there yesterday when you two broke up over 2 months ago." I shook my head.

"You're really fucking delusional aren't you." He let out a small laugh.

"And what the hell does that mean." I raised my eyebrows.

"Us breaking up, doesn't mean that we stopped hooking up then and there." He shrugged.

"Excuse me." I pursed my lips.

"You ever stop and think that maybe, you don't know everything about Olivia?" He shook his head.

"You are so full of shit." I shook my head.

He pursed his lips and nodded. "I had every right to go over there yesterday. And honestly, it probably was mine, she just doesn't wanna tell me because she thinks I'll be mad. Any certain reason why you're so pissed right now?" He raised his eyebrows.

"Yes, that's my bestfriends little sister and she doesn't need you causing more stress."

"Keep telling yourself that Hollow. But we both know, if it wasn't mine, it probably was yours." He shrugged. "And you better pray she comes out and says it was mine, because if it wasn't, that would mean I was right, and you, would be meeting a completely different Cameron."

I slammed his locker shut. "Stay the fuck away from Olivia." I shook my head and walked out the door.

I went and picked up our lunch from the tasty, got to her house, and walked in.

"Olivia?" I yelled.

"I'm on my way down the stairs, stop yelling." She said walking down the stairs.

"I could have came up the stairs." I walked over and held my hand out.

"I've got it." She shook her head.

"Ol give me your hand." I shook my head.

"I'm fine." She walked slowly.

"Olivia give me your fucking hand!"

She stopped, pursed her lips, and grabbed my hand. "Thank you." I nodded and walked her over to the couch. "Stop pushing yourself." I sat down next to her.

"What is your problem?" She gave me a look.

"Nothing, bad morning. I got you lunch, BLT no T with extra bacon and american cheese, waffle fries, and a peanut butter milkshake." I pointed at the coffee table.

"Thank you." She nodded. "And I feel you on the bad morning."

"Olivia, you have no clue." I shook my head. "And apparently neither do I."

"Can I get a little passive with your agressive maybe?"

"Trust me, today you want indirect." I nodded.

"I have literally been on house arrest for 3 days, what could you possibly be mad at me for?" She shook her head.

"You don't need anything else on your plate right now."

"Mason Dean, what did I do?"

"You mean what didn't you do?" I rolled my eyes.

"What is that supposed to mean?" She gave me a look.

"Why didn't you tell me Cameron was here yesterday?" I finally looked at her.

"I was going to today." She shook her head. "We barely talked yesterday because you were in school, and the Ryan thing, and after all that I was exhausted so I literally passed out at 6:00 and slept til like 9:30."

"Its noon Olivia." I nodded.

"I know, again, you were in school."

"Why was he here?" I crossed my arms.

"To check on me, why?" She scrunched her face.

"When did you two stop having sex?"

She raised her eyebrows. "Excuse me?"

"Did you and Cameron stop having sex when you broke up?"

"What are you getting at." She crossed her arms.

"That's not a no." I shook my head. "When?"

"Why does it matter? You are the only person I have been having sex with."

"For how long!" I yelled.

"Ok I don't know who you are yelling at but I know it isn't me." She shook her head.

"Is there any possibility that the baby was his?" I stood up.

She pursed her lips and nodded. "No." She looked up at me. "There isn't."

"Then when was the last time that you guys had sex." I shook my head.

She rolled her eyes and shook her head. "The Thursday after the party at Colby's."

I pursed my lips and nodded. "Not even 2 days before you had sex with me for the first time."

"Cause I knew that was going to happen Mason. Don't act like you weren't with Renee Adams literally the night before."

"Renee isn't in love with me, it's different. You didn't even tell me that he came here yesterday, you wonder why I'm so fucking worried about him, when it turns out I have a reason to be!"

"No Mason, you don't! But, what you can do, is get the hell out of my house!"

"No, I can't! I am pissed beyond belief that you didn't tell me either of those things, but I am not going anywhere, you're my girlfriend, I love you, and me being pissed isn't going to change it so stop trying to shut me out and talk to me! I'm not even pissed that he was here, I'm pissed because Ryan told me and not you!"

"So you walk in to my house passive agressive as hell, imply that you think I'm still sleeping with my ex-boyfriend, basically that you think I'm a whore, yell at me for being tired yesterday, and now you say that you love me." She nodded. "Maybe you're the one going through the stages of greif." She shook her head.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"

"This morning I woke up messed up beyond belief to the point where I literally convinced myself that I wasn't actually pregnant." She stood up and nodded. "My mom, she tried to drill it in to my head that I was. Told her everything that made me know that I wasn't pregnant, she pulled out the science, I screamed at her that I wasn't pregnant, and it turns out that I am currently going through the stages of greif, starting with denial. So yeah, you were right, I didn't need anything else on my plate, and I sure as hell don't need this, so please for the love of god Mason, get the hell out of my house." She shook her head and started to walk away.

"Ol." I sighed.

"I'm serious." She nodded. "Go back to school."

"No." I grabbed her hand. "I'm sorry."

She turned around, pulled her hand away and crossed her arms. "For."

"For jumping to conclusions and thinking the worst." I shook my head. "You were going to tell me he was here. I know you were. Just, in the hall today he implied that you guys had slept together, recently and I just-"

She cut me off. "Wait a minute, what?" She shook her head. "In the hall?"

"We uh, got in to it in the hall about him being here yesterday." I scrunched my face.

She yelled. "Are you that damn jealous that you really had to do that!"

"You don't even know what I said to him Olivia!"

"Knowing you, you told him to stay away from me, again!"

"Ok. So, you do." I nodded.

"Damn it Mason, why can't you ever leave well enough alone!"

"What the hell is that supposed to mean!" I crossed my arms.

"It means that you always have to take things one step further! I handled the Cameron situation! It was fine where it was left! My relationship with Cameron was fine until you had to escalate things! Our friendship, that was fine until you decided to up and kiss me, then that escalated, that was fine where it was left. And then you had to go all 'I'm interested, I want a chance.' at the cabin which was fine where that was. And then you just had to go and get me pregnant! You can never leave things like they are!"

"So this is my fault." I nodded. "Incase you don't realize this, all of those things took two people. Cameron broke up with you himself, I didn't hold a gun to his head and make him say the words! You kissed me too! You, are the one who initiated eveything after the kiss the first time we had sex. You didn't have to say 'Yes Mason, I'll give you a chance.' but you did! I didn't force you in to it. And us having sex the weekend that you did get pregnant, that was ALL you! You initiated all of that one! It all took two people. Getting pregnant, takes two people. So no! This is not all on me! I can leave things be. So please, please tell me how the fuck all of this is my fault!"

She scrunched ehr face and tears started welling up in her eyes. "It's not." She shook her head.

"Ol." I shook my head. "Don't start crying please."

"I'm not trying to." She whined. "It's my hormones. They're still high." She wiped her face.

I sighed. "Damn it." I walked over and wrapped my arms around her.

"I'm sorry." She cried and wrapped her arms around me.

"No, I'm sorry." I shook my head. "Its not your fault either. Thing happen, and you're right. I do tend to take things to that next level when sometimes they don't need to be."

I just held her for a few minutes until she stopped crying.

"Why don't you sit down, eat your lunch, and I'm gonna go change in to sweatpants. Ok?" I kissed the top of her head.

She nodded and sat down. I headed over to my house and changed.

But, I called Holly before I went back over.

H; Is everything ok?

M; Please for the love of god, tell me her hormone levels are going to go down soon.

H; They should in a few weeks. Is she still a little-

M; Alot. She's alot. Holly how do I help her.

H; Mason, honey, you can't. All you can do is support her. Especially right now that she's going through the stages of greif and her hormones are still through the roof. How is she doing now though?

M; Crying. Because I'm dumb and insecure. We're fine though. We both let it out.

H: You both need to. Keep an eye on her today.

M: yes ma'am.

Ok. 1, always check condoms after you've had sex. 2. Bring condoms you trust. 3. Fuck me sideways this is going to be a long few weeks.