I slept like complete and utter shit last night, probably due to the fact that Conner spent an hour and a half tearing me a new ass for lying to him about feeling ok. I'm going to be honest, I really didn't think anything of the stomach pain. Granted it was happening for weeks, but I just thought they were really bad cramps.

But now, I so desperately wanted to get back to my life and not thinking about losing a baby, so, I rolled out of bed, threw my hair in a bun, did my make up, and threw on leggings, a big hoodie, my boots, and walked downstairs. Well, as well as I could walk.

"What're you doing?" My mom shook her head as I walked in to the kitchen.

"Getting breakfast, and going to school?" I gave her a look.

"No, you're not." Connor shook his head.

"Ok, I love you for being the concerned big brother, but I am." I nodded.

"No, Olivia, you're not. You just had surgery 2 days ago." She nodded.

"Mom I-"

I was cut off by the back door opening. "Good morning Pates." Mason smiled. "What're you doing?" He gave me a look.

"I'm going to school." I shook my head.

"Uh, no, you're not. You just had surgery 2 days ago." He shook his head.

"Jesus Christ, I feel fine!" I rolled my eyes.

"Really." My mom nodded.

"Yes." I nodded.

She pursed her lips, and poked the center of my stomach.

I winced. "What the hell." I said through clenched teeth.

"You abdomen is still tender. If you want to heal in the next 3 weeks, you are going to take it easy, which means, this week, your assignments will be brought home, and you will not be going to school. You are either in bed, or on the couch. You leave, someone is with you. And Jane has been informed to not let you step foot in the studio, you're not competeing in the competition this weekend, you will be in the one in a month."

"Mom that's not fair." I shook my head.

"You almost died Saturday." She nodded. "And you are not about to to it again because you wont listen to your body, again."

"Please." Oaken looked at me.

I sighed, tilted my head, and just looked at him.

"Please." He pursed his lips.

"Alright." I nodded then looked at my mom. "Can at least stay down here."

She nodded. "Trish and I have to go to work, but someone will be here in a few hours to check on you."

"Ryan." Connor nodded.

"I will tomorrow." Mason raised his hand.

"Then Ben." Connor pursed his lips. "Then me, and Friday it'll be Abby, Josh, and Sie."

"OK." I pursed my lips.

"You can go back Monday, ok?"

I nodded.

The three boys came and kissed my cheek, said goodbye, and went to school.

Trish came over to see how I was doing, they both kissed my cheeks, and then they went to work.

I'm pretty sure, this is the first time I have actually had the house to myself for more than 2 hours, in like 3 years. And I was bored as fuck for 4 and a hal hours until Ryan finally showed up on his lunch period.

"Hey." He walked in and plopped down on the other couch and set a bag from Joes on the table.

"Hi." I pursed my lips.

"How you feeling?" He gave me a small smile.

"I'm ok." I nodded. "Still really tired."

"Well, I was sent to make sure you're actually relaxing and make you eat something other than cheesecake bites." He nodded.

I sighed and grabbed the bag. "Thank you." I gave him a small smile.

"Why didn't you tell us you were in that much pain." He shook his head.

"You all were going through so much." I shook my head.

"And that's what caused this." He nodded. "Liv, your health is more important than a few break ups. And I know I'm the reason for alot of it. But damn, come on."

"It's not your fault Ryan. It's not anyones."

And then a knock came at the door.

"You expecting someone?" He gave me a look.

I shook my head and stood up.

"No." He stood up and pointed at me. "I got it." He walked down the hall to the door.

"Oh boy." He said just before he walked back in to the living room.

"What?" I shook my head.

He pointed down the hall as he sat down.

And then Cameron walked in. "Hi." He pursed his lips.

"Hi." I gave him a look.

"I heard something happened over the weekend." He shook his head. "I just wanted to come check on you."

"I'm ok." I nodded. "Thank you."

"Uhm, I was kind of hoping we could talk." He scrunched his face.

"Ok." I nodded. "Sit."

"I'll be in the kitchen." Ryan nodded, stood up, and walked out.

Cameron sat.

"What's up?" I sat up and pulled my blanket up.

"I need to ask you something, and I need you to be honest with me." He nodded.

"Ok?" I gave him a look.

"Were you pregnant." He pursed his lips.

And I swear, I felt my face go from completely confused to 100% horrified. "Why would you ask that?" I shook my head.

"That's not a no." He shook his head.

"Where did that come from." I raised my eyebrows.

"My mom." He nodded. "She was apparently your scrub nurse Saturday, and she came home, questioned me, and ripped me a new one. You were, weren't you."

I sighed. "You can't tell anyone." I shook my head. "The only ones who know are my mom, Trish, and Jake."

"And apparently my mom, and now me." He shook his head. "Why wouldn't you tell me."

"Because it wasn't any of your business Cameron."

"You had a miscarriage Olivia, it 100% is my business!" He nodded.

"No, it wasn't." I shook my head. "I was only just over 5 weeks." I sighed.

And then he scrunched his face. "No, no that's impossible, we broke up 2 months ago."

"I know we did Cam."

"You started sleeping with someone, 3 weeks after we broke up." He shook his head.

"2." I pursed my lips.

He scoffed. "Was it Mason?"

"What is your thing with Mason."

"I see the way he looks at you Olivia. And, I see the way you look at him. I know I'm not crazy." He shook his head. "Was it Mason."

Honestly, I did want to tell him, but the look on his face right now, did not look like a face I wanted to tell he was right to. So, I lied.

I sighed. "No."

"Will?" He pursed his lips.

"No." I shook my head.

"Who Olivia."

"I'm not even telling him. I'm sure as hell not telling you Cameron."

He stood up and started walking away.

"Cam." I yelled.

He turned around. "I'm not going to say anything, because I love you." He shook his head. "But wait until I find out who." He turned around and walked down the hall.

I sighed and put my face in my hands.

"So, I'm not going back to school."

I looked up and saw Ryan standing in my doorway.

"Ryan." I shook my head.

"It's either that, or I can call Connor and you can explain all that to him." He nodded.

"No." I pursed my lips. "Don't do that." I sighed.

"Then you have to the count of 5 to start talking." He walked over and sat down. "1."

"Ryan, I can't." I shook my head.

"2." He crossed his arms.

"Seriously, I can't."

"3."

"Alright! Stop! What do you want to know." I sighed.

"Were you pregnant?" He raised his eyebrows.

I nodded. "I had an ectopic pregnancy. It was in my fallopian tube. The tube burst, which caused the bleeding, and I lost my fallopian tube. But, I didn't know till I woke up from the anesthesia that I was pregnant."

"When exactly did you start having sex?" He pursed his lips.

"Since the end of Freshman year." I pursed my lips.

"Amost 2 years Ol." He yelled.

"You do not get to yell at me right now." I shook my head.

"How many people? List, or I tell Connor." He nodded.

"5." I nodded.

"Who?"

I took a deep breath. "In order?"

He nodded.

"Kalum Jennings. Duke Bower. Mitch Collins. And Cam."

"That's only 4." He shook his head.

"That's all you need."

"I heard you sat you were just over 5 weeks." He nodded.

"Ok." I pursed my lips.

"Now, fuck me if I'm wrong. But we were at the Valley just over 5 weeks ago. And you roomed with Mason that whole weekend." He crossed his arms again. "And the weekend before, was the big sleepover, and you and Mason were extremely off that day, and Oaken asked him if anyone was at the house when he got there. You and Amber have been alot of sleepovers, and you've been going on alot of their dates. Normally Mason, is bragging about who he's sleeping with, and he hasn't told us anything, for a month and a half. So you can either tell me the truth, or I will rip your staples out, feed them to you, and then call Connor."

"OK."

"Have you and Mason been fucking." He shook his head.

"No." I shook my head.

"I'm calling Connor."

"We haven't been just fucking. It's more than that." I nodded.

"Jesus Christ Liv." He threw his head back.

"It's wasn't supposed to happen." I shook my head.

"You two have been lying for the past month and a half!" He yelled. "To Connor, to me, to Ben! Do Abby and Josh know!"

"No." I pursed my lips.

"Then who does!"

"Oaken, The dads, Amber, Mom and Trish, and Jake." I looked down.

"I want to know everything, now!"

"Everything?"

"Everything, every detail, from beginning to end, starting with the day of the big sleepover."

I sighed. "Make yourself comfortable."

He walked over, sat on my couch with me, and turned me to face him. "All ears."

"The morning of the sleepover, Connor went to go get Oaken in Hershey. Mason came over because he was bored, and didn't want to be alone. And, we were arguing, I named off a couple girls he could call, he told me shut up, I told him to make me." I nodded. "And he kissed me. We both agree'd to just, forget it happened. But, with everything going on with Cameron, my judgement went out the window. I made the first move, and we ended up having sex. Oaken knows me, thats how he found out that day. That's why I was avoiding him the whole week. Then the morning we left for the cabin, I was freaked out still, so I gave dad and Hank a hypothetical, and they put two and two together. Then, the night of the big party at the lodge, Mason ended up in my room because Connor brought a girl back. And he ended up telling me that he wanted a chance to be with me." I shook my head. "I freaked out, because hes Mason. But, I gave him 3 months to show me it's what he actually wanted. No sleeping with anyone else, either of us. And he said he wanted it to mean we were seeing eachother. We agreed not to tell anyone, other than Oaken because if Connor finds out he was the last to know when we tell him, he'll flip more than he's already going to. We had sex the night after after we watched movies with everyone. And then, the day we got home, I was freaking out again, he slept in his window just to comfort me. And then he scaled my house just to make sure I was ok." I nodded. "And then, the day Cody broke up with Josh, he ended up slipping up to our dads, which is when they found out the whole truth, and he figured Amber could keep a secret and cover for me. So she has been. The night of the competition, he took me to a feild in the middle of the woods, with blankets, and candles, and snack, and we watched the meteor shower for our first date. Then he defended me with Connor, and they got in to a fight. The weekend after that, I spent the night at his house the day the after the party at Wills. That's when I realized that all of this was actually a thing. He got upset when he found out Cam told me he loved me, and he went off, and told me he was scared I was gonna hurt him. He told me I have him. And he has me." I sighed. "Thats when my actually started hurting. But the weekend after, was the weekend everything happened with you and Abby, which, made it worse. But I kind of shut him out that weekend, but he kept fight for me to open up and talk to him. So I did. The day Carter gave Abby all that stuff, he got me this, because it's my favorite color." I showed him my wrist. "That friday, we stayed at the frazier. I didn't stay with Amber. I gave him the scratches on his back." I nodded. "And now, we're at this Saturday, when I bled out on my kitchen floor, because I got pregnant, by my brothers bestfriend. He came to the hospital that night because Jake told him the truth, about the pregnancy. He told his mom everything so he could see me after visiting hours. We had this long talk about everything that happened. And Ryan, Mason told me he loves me." I shook my head. "And I was so scared about it that I told my mom everything because I'm back to being terrified. But Mason and I, it's more than just fucking."

He took a deep breath. "Mason Hollow told you he loves you?"

I nodded.

"Do you love him too?" He gave me a look.

I pursed my lips and shook my head. "I cant tell him I love him."

"If you do, why not." HE shook his head.

"Because the minute I do, this becomes more than just figuring things out. I believe him when he says it, but, I'm so terrified that after the 3 months is over, he's not gonna tell Connor. It's only been a little over a month, and I already want to tell him. I don't wanna be a secret anymore Ryan. And I hate that fact that I have been lying to everyone that I love. He just, I know he's not ready. I don't know if he ever will be." I shook my head.

He sighed. "I will not say anything to Connor. But, I will not lie to him if he asks me if something is going on."

"Can you just maybe not say anything in general?" I scrunched my face. "You know, to anyone?"

"Fuck no." He shook his head. "You bet your ass when he gets here I'm taking him over to his house, punching him in the fucking face, and ripping him a new asshole. Not because you two are doing whatever, but because you're lying about it!"

"You can't do that." I pursed my lips.

"Whatch me." He nodded.

And for the next four hours, he literally sat here, and when he wasn't yelling at me, he was just glaring at me. Until we eventually fell asleep after he decided he was done yelling and just talked.

It kind of freaked me out when Ryan didn't come back to school.

I didn't know if something was wrong, or if she just didn't want to be alone today, but god did it freak me out.

Connor, Ben and I sped to the house right after school.

But when we walked in, my chest got really tight because Ryan and Olivia were passed out on the couch, with her draped on his stomach.

Connor pursed his lips and cleared her throat.

Her eyes fluttered open and she just looked up at us and slapped Ryan's chest.

"What?" His eyes slowly opened and looked down at her.

She pointed up to us.

"How ya doing?" Connor nodded.

"Uh, she didn't want to be alone." He shook his head.

"And uh, cuddling." I pursed my lips.

"Just ended that way." Olivia raised her eyebrows and crossed her arms.

"Yeah." Ryan nodded. "Mase do you still have your chem book from last year?"

"I think so, why?" I shook my head.

"I lost mine."

"Uh, yeah. I can go over and find it." I nodded.

"I'll come with you." He nodded and got up.

"Alright?" I gave him a look as we walked out.

We got over to my house, and he closed the door behind me.

"I don't need your old Chem book." He shook his head.

"Then why-" And I swear to god, my bestfriend just punched me in the face so damn hard that I lost feeling in my jaw instead of being in pain. "What the fuck!" I screamed.

"That's why." He nodded.

"Jesus Christ Ryan." I grabbed my face and threw my other hand in the air. "Why!"

"Why was Olivia in the hospital?" He crossed his arms.

"She had a cyst rupture." I shook my head.

"Ok, how about the fucking truth now Mason!" He yelled. "Because she told me, I wanna hear it from you!" He pointed at me.

"No she didn't." I scrunched my face.

"Ectopic pregnancy, lost fallopian tube, a little over 5 weeks." He nodded.

"Why the fuck would she tell you that?" I shook my head.

"Because Cam showed up and asked her if she was pregnant!" He yelled.

"How the fuck would he even know!"

"His mom was her scub nurse, questioned him, and ripped him a new asshole! That's how!" He threw his hands in the air.

"How does that lead to me!" I shook my head.

"Because when she said it wasn't his business, he insisted that it was, and she said it wasnt because she was just over 5 weeks. He went off because she started sleeping with someone 3 weeks after they broke up, and then she said 2. Now, I'm going to say the same thing I said to her. Fuck me if I'm wrong, but 2 weeks after they broke up, was the big sleepover, and you two were out of it that day. And then 5 weeks ago, we were at the fucking cabin in the valley, and you two shared a room that whole weekend! So you can either stop lying to me and tell me the truth, or I can go get Connor!"

"Do not do that." I pointed at him.

"You're fucking his sister Mason. You know what, scratch that, you are DATING his sister! My sister, Ben's sister, clearly not your fucking sister!" He yelled. "And you've been lying to all of us about it!"

"Oh don't act like I'm the only one who has lied to everyone when it comes to a fucking girl!" I yelled.

"I did that to protect her feelings!" He pointed at me.

"And I'm doing it to protect his!" I pointed over to the Pates.

"No, the best way to protect his feelings is to fucking tell him now!"

"I can't!"

"Why the fuck not Mason!"

"Because we're still figuring this out Ryan. I'm still trying to find out what I'm going to say to him!"

"How about, 'Hey Con, this might upset you, but Olivia and I want to be together. I know what you've said, but I can't keep acting like nothing is there like I have for the past 4 years!' I'm not fucking stupid Mason, I know. Fuck, Cameron see's the way you look at her, and I know about Josh and Abby's theory, they see it too. But you haven't just been lying to Connor, you've been lying to me! Thats what pisses me off Mason. Why the hell do you think that I wouldn't support this!"

"Because she's your sister too Ryan." I shook my head.

"Exactly! You are the one person who would never do anything to purposely hurt her! And you, are my bestfriend. If you love her, then fucking be with her damn it! Fuck what Connor thinks! If you're happy and he's your bestfriend, he'll be fine! But Olivia, she doesn't deserve to be kept a secret. She doesn't want to be a secret but she hasn't said anything because you're not ready. Now, I won't say anything, but if Connor asks what's going on with either of you, I will not lie to him!"

"Yes you will!" I nodded.

"No." He shook his head. "I won't. What're you going to do, beat my ass? You may be able to intimidate Ben, and Con to an extent. But, you don't me. I fight back! If he asks, I will not lie to him."

"Why are you being such a prick!" I yelled.

"Why are you being such a dumbass!" He yellled.

"I'm not!" I shook my head.

"You got her pregnan Mason!"