I woke up the next morning, in a hospital bed with Mason wrapped around me, and thats when it hit me that all of yesterday was not a dream.

I was pregnant, I had a miscarriage, I bled out in my kitchen, I lost a fallopian tube, and my mother knows I was pregnant. On top of that, Jake and Trish now know that I wasn't just pregnant, but, I was pregnant with Mason.

Could my life possible get any more complicated?

"Good morning." Masons eyes fluttered open.

I sighed and gave him a small smile. "Good morning."

"I meant it." He nodded. "When I said I love you."

Oh, Mason also told me he loved me last night, so yes, it can get more fucking complicated.

I pursed my lips and nodded. "I know."

"As long as you know." He gave me a small smile.

"Olivia, Mason." Trish came popping through the door. "Jason, Holly and Hank are on their way." She nodded.

He sighed. "Which means I need to go." He nodded.

"Yeah, honey, I'm sorry." She gave him a small smile. "She'll be home in a few hours, I will be too."

He got out of my bed. "Ok." He leaned down and kissed me. "I'll see you in a few hours."

I nodded.

He walked over to his mom. "I'm sorry." He pursed his lips.

"We'll talk more later." She nodded.

He kissed her cheek. "Thank you, for everything." He nodded.

She gave him a small smile. "You were never here."

He nodded and walked out.

"I need to change your bandages and check your vitals." She pursed her lips.

"Ok." I nodded.

She walked over, pulled my chart out and started pushing buttons.

"Well, your blood pressure is back up, heart rate is good, you've got alot of your color back, and your hcg level is still high." She nodded.

I sighed as she moved down to my stomach. "I'm sorry." I shook my head.

"You have no reason to be." She shook her head. "Accidents happen."

"No, I'm sorry we hid it from you." I looked down.

"He explained why." She nodded. "And I get it."

"I don't want it to be a secret." I shook my head. "There's been so many times I've wanted to tell Connor, and Abby and Josh. But, I know he's not ready too."

"Have you told him that?" She pursed her lips and started wiping down my staples.

"No, but you can tell with how he talks about it." I nodded. "I'm just, scared to let him all the way in because I feel like even when these 3 months are over, he still wont tell him."

"He's my son, but you do have every right to be freaked out about that." She nodded. "But, he told me, so, that's a step." She gave me a small smile and put my last bandage on.

"I guess so." I nodded.

"And you, are all set to go home. I'm gonna go start your discharge papers. The other parents should be here any minute."

"Thank you." I gave her a small smile.

She nodded and walked out.

I just sat and thought for a while, and I was really hesitant on what I was about to do. So, my mind decided to take over and over think every possible outcome.

Then my parents, and Hank walked in.

"Hi honey." My dad smiled and walked over with some tears in his eyes.

"I'm ok." I nodded.

"I am so so sorry that I wasn't here." He shook his head.

"Dad, I'm ok." I nodded. "I promise."

"Can we get you anything." Hank shook his head.

"Uhm, you know those cheesecake bites from the store down the street?" I pursed my lips.

"Yeah." he nodded.

"Those are really the only thing I'm like, hungry for right now, and I don't really want to eat anything else."

"I will do that for you." He smiled.

"Thank you." I smiled.

"And, I am going to go start your discharge papers." My mom nodded.

"Actually could dad do it, I need your help to get dressed." I pursed my lips.

"Sure sweetie." She gave me a small smile.

My dad kissed my cheek, so did Hank, and they walked out of the room.

"How you feeling?" My mom asked putting my bag at the end of the bed.

"Scared." I looked down.

"Honey, you're ok, you'll recover perfectly fine in three weeks."

"Not about that." I shook my head. "I need to tell you something."

"Ok." She nodded.

"I'm sorry." I scrunched my face. And me being scared shitless, I'm somewhat crying.

"Honey it's ok. Things happen." She nodded.

"Not about this." I shook my head. "I lied to you yesterday."

"Hey." She sat down and wiped my face. "What is going on."

"I am seeing someone, offically, we just, aren't telling anyone." I pursed my lips.

"Ok." She nodded.

"I don't want you to be mad at me." I shook my head.

"I am not going to be mad at you. Who baby?" She shook her head.

I just sat and cried for a minute.

"Olivia, it can't be that bad."

"It's bad." I nodded.

"It's not like it's Ben, Ryan, or Mason." She shook her head.

I scrunched my face, looked down, and just continued to cry.

She sighed. "Oh no." She pursed her lips. "Well, its not Ryan because he and Abby were stil dating 5 weeks ago. And Ben, is no where near your type. So I'm gonna go with the worst of them."

I nodded.

"Olivia." She shook her head. "How did this happen."

"It just happened." I shook my head. "The day you all went decoration shopping and Connor went to go get Oaken, he and I were arguing, and he told me to shut up, I told him to make me, and it just happened. And then the weekend at the cabin he told me that he wanted a chance to be with me, and I gave him 3 months to prove to me it's what he really wanted, and it's been 5 weeks and he hasn't slept with anyone but me, and the only people who knew were Amber and Oaken because we're waiting until after the 3 months and telling Connor first because he'll snap even more than he already will if he's last to find out. Oaken told Jake last night, Jake told Mason the truth, Mason told Trish because he wanted to see me, and now I'm telling you. He stayed with me last night, and he just left but you can't tell anyone or Trish can get in trouble. But mom, he used the word we and he told me he loved me last night and now I'm scared shitless when I just got over the scared face. Mom help me." I cried.

"Ok, ok, ok." She wrapped her arms around me. "Honey it's ok." She nodded.

"Of all people, why Mason." I shook my head.

"Honey I wish I could say I didn't see this coming, but I did." She pursed her lips. "But this does not sound like Mason."

"Trust me I know." I nodded. "But, he's been amazing these past 5 weeks, incredible dates, amazing conversations, and I can feel that he does care and that he does want this. But mom he's Mason Hollow."

"And Mason Hollow is one of the very few people who has always had your back. 13 years of having it. Even though this is just coming to light, he as always cared about you, and you are the last person he wants to see hurting."

I sniffled. "Mommy help me." I cried.

"Baby there is nothing to help you with." She shook her head and rubbed my hair. "It is so normal to be scared to care about someone this much. And it is normal to be scared of the word love, and normal to be scared of someone who has potential to hurt you. But you my dear, are strong and passionate. Don't close yourself off because he said it, keep opening up, ok?"

I nodded.

"Come on, lets get you dressed so we can get you home, ok?" She nodded.

"Ok."

She helped me get dressed, put my shoes on for me, and I threw my hair in to a bun just before my dad walked in with Hank.

"We're all set." He nodded.

"Here you go sweetie." Hank handed me my food.

"Thank you." I let out a small smile. "But please, go back to work." I nodded.

"Baby I-"

"Dad, I can manage one more week. You've gotta work." I nodded.

He sighed. "Are you sure?"

"Yes. I'll be ok. You kind of have to work to afford us." I shrugged.

"Ok." He nodded.

"Come on sweetie." Hank held his hand out with my dad. "Lets get you home."

I'm not going to lie, walking, was a struggle.

We finally pulled in the driveway. "Daddy."

"Yes sweetie." He turned and looked at me.

"Can you carry me." I scrunched my face.

He gave me a small smile and nodded.

Holly, had told all of us to go home, well, other than me because mines right next door.

But, everyone wanted to see Ol before they did leave.

We waited for what seemed like hours, until Holly came walking in the house.

"Where is she." Connor shook his head.

"She's coming." She nodded. "It's a little hard to walk right now because her stomach is still really tender, she should be recovered in about 3 weeks, and her staples, I can take out next Sunday."

"But shes good?" Jake gave her a look.

"She's good." She nodded and looked at Sienna. "I havent heard you speak since we got here last night."

Sienna shook her head.

"This is not your fault. It's not any of your faults. She cares about you, thats why she was stressed. Do not think this was your fault." She shook her head and looked at Abby and Josh too.

The three of them nodded.

"You got her Jay." I heard my dad say.

"I got her, close the door please." Jason said.

They both walked in with Jason carrying Olivia and my dad carrying her bag.

"Thought we told you to go home." Jason looked at everyone.

"We are." Abby nodded. "We just wanted to see her before we go."

Olivia let out a small smile as Jason set her down.

"Stupid." Josh, Sienna, and Abby all crossed their arms.

She sighed. "I know."

"Why would you not tell us you were in that much pain." Abby shook her head.

"I didn't think anything of it." She shook her head.

"Next time, you tell us." Josh nodded.

"Ok." She nodded.

Ben walked over and kissed her cheek. "I'm happy you're ok." He gave her a small smile.

"Thank you." She pursed her lips.

Ryan also walked over and kissed her cheek. "Call if you need anything, ok?"

She nodded.

"Alright guys, she's gotta go get some more rest." Holly nodded.

They all told her they loved her, and they left.

"J, can you do me a favor?" She pursed her lips.

"Yeah, anything." He nodded.

"Get dad and Hank back to the air-port." She nodded.

"You're leaving?" Oaken looked at them.

They both nodded. "She asked us to go back. We will be back Sunday." My dad nodded.

"She'll be ok, especially with brothers like you." Jason nodded.

"Yeah, Liv, I will." Jake nodded.

My dad and Jason walked over, kissed her cheek, and told her they loved her.

"Bed." Jason nodded.

"Can I stay down here." She pouted.

"No." He shook his head. "Connor, up."

Connor nodded, picked her up, "We'll talk about this later, since you need to sleep, but we are talking." He shook his head and carried her upstairs.

The dads left, Holly walked in to the kitchen.

"You went to the hospital last night." Oaken nodded.

I sighed. "I did." I nodded.

He pursed his lips. "Jake asked you to go to the apartment and stay with Harry so he wasn't alone."

"Thank you."

"I'm sorry I told him." He shook his head.

"It's Jake, you didn't really have a choice." I shrugged.

"Boys!" Holly yelled.

Oaken and I walked in to the kitchen shortly followed by Connor.

"Oak, Connor, why don't you two take Olivia's car and run and get her some things to help make her more comortable. Snacks, fuzzy socks, some witch hazel pads for her staples, anything else she likes." She nodded.

"Ok." Connor nodded. "Mase you coming?"

"I could actually use Masons help moving some stuff around to make the house more manageable for her to walk through, give her something to hold on to just incase."

"I can do that." I nodded.

"Thank you." She nodded.

"We'll be back." Oaken nodded.

He and Connor walked out the door, and for some reason, she was looking out the window.

"What do you need moved first." I looked over at her.

She waited until the car pulled out of the driveway before she walked over to me.

And then this woman grabbed me by my ear and ripped me off the island stool.

"Ow!" I yelled. "Momma Holly!"

"If you ever get my daughter pregnant in highschool again, I will cut it off and re-attach it so many times you will never have the desire to use it again Mason Dean Hollow do you understand me!"

"Yes!" I yelled. "Yes now please let go!"

She ripped her hand away.

"Jesus christ!" Yelled and grabbed my ear. And then what she just said hit me. "Wait a minute." I pursed my lips.

She raised her eyebrows and clenched her jaw.

I sighed. "Jake." I nodded.

"No." She shook her head. "Her."

"She told you?"

"Everything." She nodded. "The weekend before the cabin, the weekend at the cabin, the last month or so, sneaking around, all of it." She crossed her arms. "And I just listened to my baby cry for 30 minutes because she is so scared of you. You told her you loved her?"

"Love. I love her." I nodded. "And I mean it. I do. I wouldn't have said it if I didn't." I shook my head.

"And my son? What're you going to tell him about loving his little sister." She shook her head.

"I'm working that out. I have a few months to work that out."

"And what if she doesn't want to wait those few months anymore Mason Dean!" She yelled.

"The three months was her idea!"

"Oh I'm fully aware! Again, everything!" She threw her hands in the air.

"I'm serious about all of this Momma Holly!" I shook my head. "I don't date, you know I don't date. And when have you ever heard of me trying so damn hard for a girl? I don't, but I am for Olivia. I know you don't trust me, but this once, just please trust me!"

"Due to the circumstances, you two lying about it, and your track record, I have a hard time doing that!" She yelled.

"Exactly!" I yelled. "My track record! When have you ever known me to lie to Connor? I havent, I don't like lying! When have you ever known of me telling someone I love them. I haven't. I told my mom I love her. I've taken her on dates, she's slept in my bed, I've scaled the side of your house Holly. I'm trying so hard to be the guy for her. I want her, and I'm putting my relationship with my bestfriend on the line hoping that he'll understand the way Olivia does with the way he feels about Sienna. So if I have to earn your trust too, I will do that. But I want this. She has me."

She just sat and glared at me for a minute. "You better mean it." She nodded.

I sighed. "I do." I nodded.

She took a deep breath. "How did this happen Mason." She shook her head.

"She told you." I looked down.

"No, I mean her getting pregnant in the first place. I know you, you've always been careful."

"We were. We always used condoms, she's on birth-control, I even pull out. I don't know." I shook my head.

"And you've never had one leak, or break." She pursed her lips.

"The kind I use never have, I check. I mean, the first time, we used-" I paused. "One of hers." I pursed my lips. "And I didn't check because I hurried out because Connor would be home. And one of hers at the cabin, where I didn't check either, which was just over five weeks ago." I closed my eyes.

"There it is." She nodded.

I sighed and sat back down. "Why did I not check it." I shook my head.

"Because you're stupid sometimes." She shrugged.

"Momma Holly, what do I do." I pursed my lips.

She took a deep breath and and grabbed my hand. "You keep trying." She nodded. "And you never stop showing her she has no reason to be scared."

I helped her move furiture around, Connor and Oaken came home, and I decided to just, spend the night with my mom, having her talk me through everything thats going on, but more importantly, why I'm so damn terrified to love Olivia.

And, why she's so terrified to love me back.