"What phase are we in? Why are we behaving like strangers for the past few months? Why are we growing apart? Why don't you talk to me the way you used to do? Why did you change so much? Did I hurt you? Let's sort it out. I don't want to feel distant from you. I can't tolerate our mental distance anymore. I love you and I hope you do know that." Your tongue spoke out your mind. He parted his lips to respond but not even a single word made out of his mouth. He continued to stare at you.

"Hey, at least speak up! I'm so done with you." You whined and he chortled.

"Calm down." He said pulling you much closer than before so that you could feel both of your hearts beating in rhythm.

"There's nothing like that." He added and you sighed in annoyance.

Pulling away from him, you held both of his wrists and sat on top of him. His breath hitched at your position. You were just wearing a bathrobe and you just sat on top of him. How could he behave normally?

"Tell me or I'm not getting off." You threatened and he pulled you to lay down on his firm chest. Your cheek crashed into his chest and his hands placed on your buttcheeks.

"I thought it was selfish of me to touch you when you were not ready. Making you uncomfortable around me would be the last thing I'd want to do to you." He told his honest thoughts.

"But I'm not the only one at fault. You're too distracting. It's hard for me to control myself all the time. I felt tortured when you wore all those revealing dresses. What was I supposed to do?" He added with a slight disappointment in his voice. You had no words to reply to him with.

You blushed at his innocent compliments.

"How many times do I have to tell you that I'm fully comfortable around you? You never make me feel uncomfortable. Why do you think like that? I feel so bad for you right now, you know that? And to be honest, I was just nervous because of our physical proximity at that time. I've never been in a relationship before and we were about to get physical for the first time! How did you suppose me to act all chilled out?" You said sitting up straight and playing with your fingers.

"I'm sorry. I should have talked with you about all this." You said and he sat up straight too, with you still in his lap.

"It's normal. We should have just talked out the things first. Both of us were at fault." He assured placing a peck on your lips.

A peck after so long! Your heart danced in bliss and you felt so many butterflies within you.

"I love you." He said cupping your lips with his. You smiled and kissed him back.

"I love you too!" You said pulling out and he didn't waste a second to change the positions. Now, you were beneath him and he was kissing you roughly.

The kiss was strangely steamy and hot that your toes curled simultaneously. He pulled out a string of saliva attached to both of your lips. He lay down beside you and you frowned.

"Who told you to stop?" You looked at him with doe eyes.

"Min Y/n, there's no going back from here. You sure?" He asked with a smirk.

"Damn sure!" You replied and he hovered above you within a matter of seconds while kissing you roughly again.

His hands worked on your bathrobe's knot. He removed the bathrobe and tossed it somewhere in the room. You were now left in your undergarments below him.

Stopping between the kiss, he sat back and stared at your body. Lust and love were dominating his black orbs and you could see that. With each passing second, you grew embarrassed and impatient at the same time.

Turning you around, so that now your cheeks are against crashed in the bed, he unclasped your bra without any hesitation. You hissed when his slender fingers made contact with your skin. He turned you back again. You quickly covered yourself with your hands. He placed a soft kiss on your jawline and soon, the kisses began to go down while his hands worked on your bosoms. You could do nothing but just breathe heavily.

Painting hickeys on your neck and collarbone, he looked at you with assurance for one last time and enveloped your perked nipple with his lips. You moaned at the sudden swirl of his tongue over your nipple while his other hand was busy pinching your other nipple. You were becoming a mess by his every action.

After giving enough attention to your breasts, he now placed butterfly kisses on your navel and then, lower belly. You were extremely turned on by just looking at him doing things to you. When he said there's no going back from here, he truly meant that!

Your breath hitched when we rolled down your panties from your legs. You shivered when the chilled air hit your arousal.

He placed wet kisses inside your inner thighs. You could do nothing but just clutch onto the bedsheet and bury your face into the pillows.

Without any warning, he pushed his tongue inside your cunt. You arched your back at the sudden pleasure.

"T-Taehyung!" That was all you could manage to speak. His tongue constantly swirled around your bud and his fingers circled your clit slightly.

Pulling away, he opened your legs wide and you opened your eyes and saw him gawking at you hungrily. You looked at him with questioning eyes.

"Since it's our first time, I'm going to prepare you first." He said and you slightly nodded.

With that, he pushed his index finger inside your puckered hole. You held onto his hand due to the burning sensation you felt within yourself.

"Is it hurting? I'll be slow, don't worry." He said.

Interweaving his one hand with yours, he gradually began to move his finger inside you. Your eyes rolled back at the intensity of pleasure. After a few minutes, he pulled out his digits. Your brows crashed at the feeling of emptiness. He chuckled.

"Relax my big baby. I'm going to give you more." You pouted at his words. He laughed taking off his pants followed by his boxers. Now, he was completely naked.

Honestly, you didn't expect both of you to be so wild and horny for each other. You thought you'll end up doing Vanilla sex but no! But here, you're! Doing nasty stuff with him!

"Done with the staring?" He asked erupting your thoughts. You slightly blushed.

"I didn't stare." You lied on his face.

"Yeah. I saw that." He said sarcastically.

Grabbing both of your legs, he placed them over his shoulders. His tip now touched your hole making you further desperate.

"So messy yet so desperate, aren't we?" He commented.

"All because of you." You replied with a cheeky grin.

"Let me take the lead then." He said and entered inside you. You gasped at the feeling. He didn't plan on moving unless you adjusted.

"It's hurting." You mumbled shutting your eyes. He leaned down and pulled you into a sweet kiss. He pecked your forehead, nose, and cheeks.

"Don't worry. I won't hurt you." He said kissing your belly button. You nodded with hooded eyes.

He slowly began to thrust inside you. He groaned with each thrust. He was slow and gentle yet you felt the stinging sensation. Tears rolled down your eyes. He stopped.

"You want me to stop?" He asked pecking the corner of your lips.

"No. Don't be too kind." You said stroking his forearms.

He put your legs down from his shoulder onto the bed. Intertwining your hands with his, he again thrusted into you. This time, his thrusts were deeper and faster.

You felt the pain fading away and pleasure taking over you. You pressed your lips into a thin line trying to suppress your moans.

The view! It felt so unreal. He looked breathtaking making love to you. Your eyes were slowly getting heavier.

Minutes later, you orgasmed with a loud mewl. But he didn't stop thrusting inside you. He chased his orgasm and at last, filled you up with his seeds.

Pulling out, he laid down beside you with a satisfied sigh. Your eyes were barely open due to the tiring session.

He pulled you into his arms and covered both of the naked bodies with the blanket.

Two souls united with each other!

TO BE CONTINUED...

NOTE- It's my first time writing a smut. I had to go through a lot of books and videos to write this chapter. If you're not contended with what I wrote, I'm sorry. Please be considerate as it's my first time!