Next day...Day 458

(1 year and 3 months since they broke up)

I couldn't say I was sorry

'Cause I was a little insecure

I wanted this for so long

But now I'm not that sure

I never cried in front of anyone

And now I'm soaked in all these tears

But you can't shed one drop for me

Yeah, I read you loud and clear

I miss the way that you feel but I won't miss the way I felt

And it's gonna hurt when I see you again kissing someone else

You don't have to ask me when we run into each other if I'm better now

You know I'll be fine somehow

Half-drunk feelings sent again

Maybe just this once, I guess

'Cause you know I love to hear you breathe

With my name on your breath

Although you had a smoke

I still smell strawberries and vanilla

We're laying on the lawn outside

Yeah, probably the last time

We're sitting in the yard

Looking so beautiful tonight

I miss the way that you feel but I won't miss the way I felt

And it's gonna hurt when I see you again kissing someone else

You don't have to ask me when we run into each other if I'm better now

You know I'll be fine somehow

Next day...Day 459

Next day...Day 460

*fansign

Next day...Day 461

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