So y/n is now five months pregnant and she is completely free....she has no work pressure over her which I am really glad about....it's just some tiny bit work out and shopping for our babygirl which I let her do

Right now I am in the car going home quite early than usual because I am missing her and my babygirl...she might be getting bored at home.

Btw on the way I also grabbed some blueberry doughnuts which are y/n's favourite, it's been a while she had them..she will be really happy.

Though the doctor advised her to eat healthy but it doesn't mean she can't enjoy some of her favourites.

I reached home and walked in through the front door.

I saw Aunt Han in the kitchen.. cutting some veggies...she might be preparing for dinner...she prepares for dinner early because she has to go home.

Tae - " Hello Aunt Han."

I greeted her with a smile.

Aunt Han - " Oh hello...Mr.Kim....you are back already?"

I nodded.

Then I went upstairs into the room to meet y/n.

As I walked into the room...I saw no one..I checked the bathroom..but there was no one even there.

I walked out and asked Aunt Han.

Tae - " Aunt Han... where's y/n?"

Aunt Han - " Mrs. Kim?...uh..she said she is going out for a while... maybe she is in the park of the building."

I didn't liked that 'maybe' in her sentence and quickly walked out of the house towards the park to find her.

As I reached the park...I saw some children playing on swings, with there gaurdians around...some old people talking and walking.

It was all lively but there was no sign of y/n anywhere.

My heart trembled a little.

Tae - " Where is she?"

I looked around our building, around nearby stores..but she was no where to be found.

My breath became uneven..and an unknown fear was surrounding me.

I quickly went back home, to see if she came back

But no she wasn't back yet.

Tae's mind - " Is she fine?"

I quickly took out my phone and dialled her number.

The number you are trying to reach is currently switched off, please try after some time.

I closed my eyes in frustration.

I again went to Aunt Han.

Tae - " How long has she gone?"

I asked coldly because right now I am freaking out from inside.

Aunt Han - " It's been an h-hour and a h-half I guess."

That reply worsened my situation.

Tae - " An hour and a half?.....and you are not even bothered, if she is okay or not."

I said angrily.

She looked down

Tae - " Didn't she told you where she is going?"

She shook her head as no.

Tae - " Aishh!"

I walked back into my room and sat on the bed.

Tae's mind - " I hope she is fine."

I buried my face in my palm.

Around 20 minutes later....I heard the front door open...I quickly ran towards the door in hope .

And yes there she was standing with some bags in her hand and smiling at me.

I completely scanned her body through my eyes to see if she is okay and yeah she was fine.

I felt like my breath came back.

I went towards her and took those bags from the hand or should I say snatched from her hands.

Y/n - " Tae, why are you early today?"

She asked smilingly.

I kept the bags away and kept my hands on my waist and asked while clenching my jaw.

Tae - " Where were you?"

Y/n - " I went out for some shopping."

She said casually and it made me more angry..I was dying of fear here and she is not even bothered.

Tae - " DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT ME?"

She widened her eyes at my shouting, then looked behind me probably at Aunt Han and then back at me.

Y/n - " What happened?"

She asked in a low tone.

Tae - " WHAT HAPPENED?...How can you be so careless y/n...you didn't even informed any one where you are going and I was worried sick."

Her eyes teared up.

But right now I was blinded with anger to notice that.

Tae - " What is the use of phone..if you have to keep it switched off."

I said still in the anger.

She bite her inner cheek

Y/n - " I am sorry."

She said and walked upstairs to the room.

I looked at her going then averted my eyes to Aunt Han, who looked at me with a displeasing look.

Aunt Han - " I am sorry to interfere Mr. Kim...but you shouldn't have shouted on her, she is pregnant...she is restricted to do so many things...she maybe feeling suffocated....that's why she might have gone out....you should have asked her calmly."

She said and walked back towards the kitchen.

And I realized what I did and said to her.

I held my forehead.

Tae - " I shouldn't have lashed out on her..... Shit."

Then I quickly walked to the room.

I entered the room and saw her sitting on the bed silently crying.

And my heart clenched to see this...this is not what I wanted.

I walked towards her and she quickly wiped her tears and stood up to go to the bathroom.

But I held her hand stopping her.

I turned her around and held her shoulders.

Tae - " I am sorry...I am really sorry....I was just worried...I didn't wanted to say all that."

She was looking down all the time.

Y/n - " it's okay."

She said coldly.

Tae - " Are you angry at me?"

I said raising her chin to look at her face.

But she didn't looked at me and was looking sideways.

Tae - " Look at me."

I said softly

She still didn't looked at me.

Tae - " Y/n."

She looked at me angrily and said.

Y/n - " What y/n.. huh?"

She said angrily removing my hands from her shoulder

Y/n - " Why are you talking so softly now...shout at me..come on.......

can't I go out with my will...

and I didn't even went alone...

I went with the driver and shopped with Lisa....I have common sense...I know how to take care of myself and my baby...I would not go running in the streets like a maniac........

and about my phone.....it's because of you....you yourself damaged your charger and was using my charger all the time....I didn't even got time to charge my phone."

She ranted on me angrily and then went towards the bed and sat down.

I was silently listening to this.

Then I bit my lower lip and walked towards her bending down in front of her.

Tae - " I am sorry."

She looked at me and sighed.

Then she made me sit beside her and said.

Y/n - " Tae..is there some problem..why are you being like this?"

She asked softly.

I gulped and decided to tell all my feelings.

Tae - " Y/n...I don't know why, but I am scared...it's our first child,and I am very happy about it...but I am being paranoid...I am scared that what if something happens to this happiness of ours...

too much happiness sometimes scares me....

on top of that.. doctor has said you are a little weak...which is making me even more scared.....I am still terrified to think what will happen during the delivery.....would I be able to support you there?"

I sighed

Tae - "it's just I am scared to lose any of you."

I said and kept my hand on her baby bump

She smiled a little and said

Y/n - " Nothing would happen tae..we will very soon see our baby in our arms and me being weak is not a big deal...it's not fatal or anything...it's just normal weakness..please don't worry."

She said cupping my cheek with one of her hand

I nodded and kissed her forehead and the baby bump

Tae - " I love you both."

Y/n - " We love you too."

She said tilting her head cutely.

Tae - " Oh I forgot...I got you something."

Her smile widened and she looked at me excitedly.

I quickly grabbed the doughnuts packet and gave it to her.

She opened it and.... frowned?

She made a disgusting look while gulping.

Y/n - " What is this?"

Tae - " Blueberry doughnuts, your favourite."

Y/n - " Please take it away..I don't want it...ugh I hate this smell."

She said giving it back to me.

My smile dropped.

Tae - " O-ok."

I went downstairs to keep the doughnuts away from her.

Tae's mind - " Oh God! Her likings are completely changed...she is liking things she never ate and she is disgusted at things she loved.....I hope she doesn't get disgusted with me after sometime."

I thought while keeping the doughnuts in the fridge.

Today is weekend ,so I am at home with y/n...we are almost done with setting the room for our little one.

Y/n - " Yes, keep it here."

She told me.

Tae - " it looks good."

I said side hugging her.

Y/n - " Yeah."

She said looking at the room.

We didn't went for the standard pink because it's too clichè for the girls....instead we chose the lavender theme...and we don't regret.

Also we chose the small room of the house..because we wanted it to be comfy and cozy.

Tae - " I hope our babygirl likes it too."

I said looking at the room

Y/n - " Oww"

I looked at her and she was holding her six months belly and her eye balls were moving from here to there as if trying to understand something

Tae - " Wha-"

Y/n - " owwie"

Her grip on the bump tightened.

And I panicked.

Tae - " Y/n...is everything ok?...you are ok?... are you feeling any pain somewhere?"

I said immediately holding her.

She looked at me and smiled, which confused me.

My face still had the panicked expression..I gestured her to speak.

She took my hand and kept it on her belly.

And suddenly I felt a wave hitting my hand.

I looked at her confused.

Y/n - " She is kicking."

She said with a wide smile.

It took me a moment to process but when I realized I immediately smiled.

Tae - " Really?"

Y/n - " Yeah....even last night..I felt something..but I shrugged...but now I understand...I have started feeling her movements."

I felt elated.

Tae - " Baby-"

I was going to talk to the baby but..

Y/n - " Oww."

She exclaimed and I again felt a wave on my hand.

We both looked at each other and laughed.

Tae - " I think she likes the room."

Y/n - " Yeah!"

I can't help but feel overwhelmed at the thought of being a mother.....as a father to be...my life isn't changed much...but for y/n as a mother to be...there are soo many changes.....and it's so great that she can sense the baby even before its born...she can already feel her movements she will know when the baby is active or when the baby is feeling low....to be a honest I am feeling a little jealous.

Its the 8th month of my pregnancy...and I can't believe just one more month and my angel would be in my arms....and I must say it's really gonna be difficult afterwards because she is so active.... I can feel her moving and kicking almost everytime.

Well today Aunt Han is on leave because of some personal reasons so I am going to cook.

I came downstairs and just then tae also came running downstairs.

Tae - " Y/n."

I turned around.

Tae - " Where are you going?"

Y/n - " To cook breakfast."

Tae - " No need I'll do it "

I looked at him with'are you serious' look

Y/n - " No thanks..I'll manage."

Tae - " No no no...you go to the living room and watch T.V......i'll cook you a healthy pasta...I saw the recipe yesterday."

He said slightly pushing me towards the living room.

I sighed and gave in.

Since today Aunt Han is not here so I am going to cook...

About y/n...well her mood swings which stopped during second trimester are back again in her third trimester.....you literally cannot guess what is her mood because it changes within seconds.

So I hope I do a good job in cooking otherwise I don't know what is going to happen.

What the hell! That recipe looked so easy but in reality it's so difficult...ahh! ....I got tricked...but I am still trying my best.

I hope it's edible.

Just then y/n enters the kitchen.

Y/n - " is it going well?"

She said keeping her one hand on the hip to support her belly, looking so cute.

Tae - " Y-yeah..I guess."

Y/n - " Don't worry... I'll eat whatever you cook."

She said smilingly.

I smiled back to her.

I added vegetables to the pasta sauce I made and started to saute them.

Y/n - " YAHH"

She suddenly shouted and I flinched.

Y/n - " Why did you added bell peppers to it...don't you know I hate it."

She said angrily.

Tae - " Huh?"

Tae's mind - " Since when did she started hating bell peppers?"

Y/n - " Oh God!..what should I do?......why do I get such a husband you don't even know my likings"

She said facepalming herself.

Y/n - " I cooked for you for two years...and you ....you can't even cook a meal for me."

She said annoyingly.

Tae - " But y-"

Y/n - " Do you think I am asking the food for myself.....no I would have starved rather than letting you cook but it's your daughter who is hungry not me."

Tae - " I-"

Y/n - " If you are sick of me,then tell me already..why are you intentionally doing the things I hate....huh?tell me?"

I was speechless.

Y/n - " So now you are so sick of me that you don't even want to talk to me...ok then, give me divorce,I'll go out of your life."

She said and walked back upstairs towards the room angrily.

I just stood there frozen processing what just happened.

But the sudden 'ssss' of the pan brought me back.

I quickly focused on the food.

It took me 15 more minutes..to pick out all the bell peppers and get the pasta ready.

Then I took a deep breath and walked to the room with the pasta.

I entered the room and saw y/n sitting on the bed and her tears flowing.

Her mood swings really are scary...first she was all happy and smily then she suddenly became angry and now she is crying.

I kept the pasta on the table and went and sat beside her.

As soon as she noticed me she turned towards me and held my hand.

Y/n - " Tae, I am sorry..please don't leave me...please don't divorce me..I don't want to leave you....I know I am getting fat and unattractive...I know I am bothering you too much...I know you are even getting sexually frustrated, and I can't help you.....but please don't leave me."

Tae's mind - " She never lets me speak."

Tae - " Y/n, y/n..ssshhh....relax...I am not leaving you...I will never leave you."

She looked at me with hopeful eyes.

Y/n - " Tae, do you still love me..when I look like this."

I chuckled.

Tae - " I love you and will always love you....and honestly you have become even more attractive with this baby bump...that's the reason I am getting more sexually frustrated these days."

I said the last part with a slight smirk.

But she frowned

Y/n - " I am sorry tae...I am not able to help you with that."

Tae - " There is nothing to be sorry about y/n, it's not your fault...........and I-I am helping m-myself out."

I said the last part a little embarrassed

And she chuckled.

Tae's mind - " Finally."

She leaned forward and kissed my lips.

It felt so satisfying.

I pulled her closer to deepen the kiss.

Y/n - " Oww."

She exclaimed breaking the kiss.

And I laughed.

Tae - "Princess..you are not liking dad kissing mumma."

I talked to my babygirl.

Y/n - " No, I think she is hungry and telling us to stop."

Tae - " Oh! the pasta."

I gave her plate to her.

Tae - " I picked out all the bell peppers."

Y/n - " Thank you."

She took the fork and put the pasta in her mouth.

And I looked at her intensely to look at her reaction.

She suddenly stopped chewing.

And my heart dropped.

Tae's mind - " I think I messed up."

Y/n - " Tae."

I looked at her with a frown.

Y/n - " I can't believe you made this...this is so good."

My eyes widened

Tae - " Really?"

I quickly took my fork and ate a bite....and it wasn't that good as she said but it was like okayish.

But looking at her seems like she is truly enjoying it...I think she really liked it.....maybe another of her pregnancy's doing.