I finally agreed to the marriage

So, it was decided that our marriage would be held after a month.... during this whole month I met Taehyung many times but only in business meetings.....

Since the companies were merging there was suddenly so much work to do in the office so many decisions were to be made....and we have now changed the name of the brand as well, it's now.....

BLEX + STARLING = BLING..............

And tomorrow is my wedding, it's actually 7:30pm right now but mom told me to go and sleep early, so that I would be completely fresh for tomorrow....and here I am, laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling..........and only one thing going through my mind is

I don't want to get married to Taehyung......

I don't know if it's because I am nervous or because I am still not over him , the one who broke my heart mercilessly

Previously, I had so many times imagined getting married to him

and

Yes, I am getting married

but not to him...

I didn't realized that I was silently crying...

I wiped my tears and decide to stop overthinking.....

I sighed

" Tomorrow is gonna be a big day."

Jimin - " Here's to last day of Tae's bachelor life."

He said raising his glass and then gulping the drink down.

Everyone started chuckling.

Hobi - " Tae, you should enjoy a lot today, who knows when we are gonna see you at the club again"

I furrowed my eyebrows

" Why? are you guys not gonna come to the club anymore."

Jungkook - " No way, we will be coming but we don't know about you."

I got confused and ask

Tae - " and why is that?"

Namjoon - "of course, cause you are going to get married"

Tae - " So?"

I asked raising one of my eyebrow

Jin - " So after marriage it would depend on your wife if she would allow you to come or not".

Tae - " Why would she control my life ..I wouldn't allow that"

Suga - " Shut up!! Wives do control your life whether you like it or not"

He said uninterestingly.

Jin - " And the problem is huge when you love them, then you definitely can't say no to whatever they tell you to do."

At this point I was somewhat scared....like , am I getting to know some side effects of marriage.

Jin - " And as far as I know Y/n, she is a dominating type".

Jin hyung's comment distracted me from my thoughts

Tae - " Wait a minute! You know Y/n?"

Jin - " Hmmm....She is Dahyun's best friend."

He took a sip of his drink and continued

Jin - "birds of feather flock together, and you very well know how many times do I come to club or on our hangouts.......today she allowed me 'cause it's your bachelor party"

Suga - "I was also allowed for the same reason."

Tae 's mind - " No way I am going to let her control my life....I would live my life the way I want, I don't care if she is my wife or anything ....I have to be careful not to allow her have control over me......and about love.. well, that's not in my vocabulary and after listening to all this, I would be extra attentive to not fall for her or something."

Y/n's mind - "Oh God! Why it is taking so much time to start the ceremony....I am getting tired sitting in this dress...."

I thought while sighing heavily.

Y/n's mind - " No wait! Take time, take time to start the ceremony I am not ready yet.............Wooooooh!!! Why am I so nervous....at one moment I want to get over with this fast and, the other moment I want to take more time."

Mom - " Y/n! "

She called entering the room.

Mom - " Woww!!.....you are looking gorgeous my child."

She kissed my forehead

Mom - "God bless you!"

" Momm!"

I said nervously.

Mom - " I know, you are nervous, don't worry you can do this."

She gave me an encouraging smile.

Dad - " Y/n! "

He said standing behind mom.

He looked at me from head to toe and his eyes glistened.

He caressed my hair lovingly and then extended his hand for me to take.

I took my dad's hand and he walked me down the aisle.

Suddenly the door opened and Y/n entered the church with her dad

and

Trust me

She was looking mesmerizingly beautiful in that white gown.

I couldn't help but break out into a huge smile.

Her dad gave her hand to me.

We took vows , exchanged rings and I kissed her on the forehead

The ceremony was done and throughout the ceremony my heart was thumping so hard as if I am doing something big,which I really am.

This is gonna be a very very big step of my life.

Mom - " Congratulations to both of you."

Tae and Y/n - " Thank you, mom."

I flinched a little when he called my mom as mom but I guess that's what I have to do as well.

Mom - " Taehyung , Y/n, I know this marriage was not based on love but I really want you guys to put effort to make this marriage work....promise me you guys would put effort in this relationship."

Tae - " we will"

he answered smilingly

My mom looked at me for the answer.

I gave her a nod and she gave us a big smile.

We were done with thanking the guests...when Mrs Kim took me with her, a little far away from the crowd.

She held my hands and said

Mrs Kim - " Y/n, Dear! by now you might have known that Tae doesn't believe in love, he is a little stubborn and sometimes cold as well , but he is not a bad person.....I know he will change for better, he just needs someone for that ..and I think you can be that someone and make him believe in love."

Y/n's mind - "But, first i have to make myself believe in love again."

" I can't promise you that aun- uhh..eomma, but I will try my best."

She gave me a smile and kissed my forehead.

Mrs Kim - "God bless you!"

We were in the room of the new apartment which our parents bought for both of us......and since we had promised our parents to put effort in our relationship, so we decided to sleep in the same room and on the same bed.

It's more than three hours we went to bed

but I can't sleep,

Reason?

I am not comfortable sharing bed with kinda stranger man and

on top of that this Mr.Kim Taehyung is snoring😴

I took my duvet and went to the guestroom to sleep.....

"I can't sleep in this room."