I walked around the venue as everybody began setting up for my baby shower.

"Landon!? Where's Landon!?"I heard Erica yell and I turned around seeing her dressed in a beautiful ass all blue glitter dress.

Her hair was blue and her makeup was done perfectly.

"I'm right here, you look amazing baby."I said while walking up to her hugging her.

"Where's your mom with the cake!?"

"She said she's on her way."I said while checking the time on my phone.

"She said that an hour ago!"

"Listen, she's gonna be here aight?"

"Okay well can you call her and make sure?"

"Yea baby I gotchu."I said while dialing her number and calling her.

"What Landon, we're literally five minutes away!!?"

"Aight bet."

"Tell Erica I said to stop calling my damn phone!"

"Please!"I heard Sam yell in the background and I rolled my eye.

"You said you're five minutes away, aight bye."I said while hanging up the phone ignoring the both of them.

"She's right around the corner."I said to Erica and she nodded.

"Is your dad coming?"

"I believe so."I said while looking around.

"Can you make sure he's coming also because I need him here to perform like he said he would! My baby shower needs to be perfect."she said and I chuckled.

"He's coming baby."

"Okay and what about your uncle?"

"Who?"

"Moneybagg."

"Ion know about him but my dad is gonna be here fasho."

"Get him on the phone too!"

"Nah."

"What you mean nah?"

"No. You asked for my dad first, you got my dad. If my uncle doesn't show up then he's just not gonna show up."

I watched as her whole facial expression changed and she started crying.

"What you crying for E?"I asked her as I grabbed her waist.

"Get the fuck off of me! That's why I'm glad your— you know what never mind."she said I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Oooh Erica you look so pretty!!"I heard my mom say as they walked in.

"You glad what?"I questioned her as I turned her face towards me.

"Leave me the fuck alone Landon!!"she semi-yelled while pushing me back and walking to the back.

"What's wrong with her?"my mama asked me.

"She's mad cause I told her Bagg might not be able to make it."

"Oh well that's too bad for her ass! Didn't you tell her that your dad is gonna be performing?"

"Yea."

"Well oh well. We done paid for almost every fucking thing, what fucking else does she want!!?"

"Ion know."I shrugged.

"Leon! What's up."I said to him as he sucked on his finger while laying his head on Sam.

"Hi Suhan."Erica's mom said while walking over here from the back along with her dad.

"Hi Mrs.Coleman! How are you?"

"I'm doing fine, I'll be even better if my daughter wasn't pouring her eyes out right now. So is Moneybaggyo still performing?"

"I'm not sure but I know that Landon's dad will be. If you want Moneybaggyo to perform then I'd suggest you pay up."she said while setting the cake up.

"What do you mean you'd suggest we pay up? I thought you said it would be free?"her dad asked.

"I didn't say that. First of all I told you that I wouldn't make any promises on him showing up. Why? 'Cause neither you or your husband paid for him to show up! Then he might already have a tight schedule anyways so it wouldn't matter if he did or did not show up because nobody paid for him to show up!"

"Well you told Erica that he would be here and she's look—"

"Look Mrs.Coleman, I'm not about to have this conversation with y'all anymore. If you want him here, I'll try to get his wife on the phone and we can make something happen only if you're willing to drop some type of deposit into their account. If not then let's just dead this conversation because what's your point in arguing with me when neither of you paid for anything! Now Lontrell is gonna be here and that's it! Nobody else!"

"We didn't pay for anythi—"her dad said getting defensive before her mom told him to be quiet.

"Yea you didn't, you didn't pay for shit!"my mom said while looking at him with her arms folded.

"Thank you Suhan!"Mrs.Coleman said as they walked away.

Her dad was still saying stuff but my mom disregarded everything.

"You better get your damn in-laws 'cause I woke up on the right side of the bed but I don't mind going the fuck off today!"she said to me.

I shook my head before going to check on Erica.

What she said about being glad that I something was still going through my head but I shook it off.

"Nephew!!!"my auntie, Tomiya, yelled while recording me as I walked around.

"What's up auntie."I said while going to hug her.

"Hold up! Talk yo shit real quick nephew!!"she gassed me up and I laughed while shaking my head no.

"I'm too sober."I said and she widened her eyes.

"Ima tell yo mama on you."

"You think she care?"

"She better."she said and I waved her off before walking up to my uncle Stunna and Dababy nem.

"Congrats lil nigga!!"Baby said while standing up and dapping me up.

"'Preciate it!"

"Boy I could've been the granddaddy but ya mama was trippin'"he said while sipping on whatever was in his cup.

"Ew. Jonathan shut the fuck up!"my aunt, Tomiya, said while looking back and mugging him.

"Mind yo business Tomiya!!"

"You're such a hoe!"she said to him.

"Mmcht. Whatever, he heard what I said though."he said and I was already on my way to the next table where my grandparents were sitting.

It was my dad's mom, his sister, my mom's mom, and a couple of other people.

"Landon congratulations!!!"my grandma, Gladys, said while handing me a gift bag.

"'Preciate it grandma but didn't they tell you to put this at the gift table?"I asked her.

"Yea but I had to make sure I got the right sizes and stuff."

"Don't pay her no mind Landon, you know she doesn't listen! Auntie's proud of you though, congratulations!"my auntie on my dad's side said while getting up and hugging me.

"Thank you auntie!"

I made my way to my grandma Toni.

"Landon do you know that your grandfather and I are so proud of you!!?"she asked me while standing up and hugging me tightly.

"I'm already knowing grandma."

"Seriously Landon! He'd be so excited to share this moment with you. Believe it or not, he loves you and he's gonna be watching down on you and those babies to make sure you're safe and doing well!"

"I know he is."I smiled while thinking of him.

"You may not be ours through blood but you're ours through Christ and we'll forever love and be there for you, no matter what! I love you Landon and I'm proud of you!"

"Thank you grandma, I love you too."I said before pulling away from her.

Just as I was about to make my way to the next table, I saw Erica hugging some nigga who looked like he was our age.

I walked over to them and grabbed her hand pulling them away from each other.

"What's up bruh?"he said to me.

"Who the fuck is this?"I asked her.

"Who am I? Nigga I'm her baby's daddy."he said and before I knew it I had already snatched her up.

He tried to get me up off of her but I hit him in his shit.

"Landon what the fuck is going on!!?"my mom yelled as I felt someone pulling me away.

"She's a hoe!!! Them ain't my fucking babies!"I yelled while staring deeply into Erica's soul as she stood there crying.

"What!!?"my mama yelled.

I pulled away from whoever was holding me before going outside.

I cried as I walked through the parking lot, I wasn't even thinking about myself.

I was thinking about everybody around me and how this whole fucking pregnancy or whatever affected them and everything else.

Now I feel like if I would've never met this bitch my grandfather would've never fucking died.

I'm really fucked up by this shit and I want to do way more than just snatch her ass up.

I ain't gone do it but hope somebody beats the living shit out of her.

I paced back and forth as I looked at the three pregnancy tests that sat on Shun's bathroom counter.

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck!!"I whispered while holding back my tears.

I began thinking about what my parents would say or think and how this one mistake would fuck up my whole life.

I heard my phone ding and I looked at it seeing Shun's message.

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Wya? I'm outside!

I'm using the bathroom, I'll be out shortly.

After responding to him, I sucked my feelings up.

I applied some more lip gloss to my lips while fixing the push up bra I had on and unzipping my jacket a bit.

When I was finished I grabbed my phone and purse before leaving out of his room and heading outside.

I walked to his car before getting inside.

"How long you been here?"he asked me.

"I've been here since Landon's baby shower. It was too many bad vibes in the house so I had to leave."

"Oh aight. You straight?"

"Yea."I said while sighing.

"Come here."he said while letting his seat back and reclining it.

I climbed over the seat and sat on his lap.

"You sure you good?"he asked me while placing his hands on my hips.

"Yes I'm good Shun."I rolled my eyes.

I leaned in before we kissed each other.

He began kissing on my neck then sucking on my titties.

I pulled away from him before putting my hands on my face.

"What the fuck wrong with you?"he asked me while laughing.

"I don't know. No- nothing's wrong with me bae."

"Nothing or you don't know?"

"Nothing babe."

"Fuck your doing allat extra shit for then?"

"I'm chillin."

"Aight cool, fire this up for me."he said while handing me a lighter and a blunt.

"No."

"No? What you mean no?"

"I can't be around any smoke."

"Why not?"

"'Cause I just can't Shun, stop asking fucking questions!!"

"Well shit I can and if you cant, I suggest you to get yo ass out of my car."

"Shun I- I'm pregnant!!"I exclaimed.

"You what?"

"I said I'm pregnant, look."I said while pulling each pregnancy test out of my purse.

"You for real 'cause you love pranking a nigga."

"I'm so serious."

"Damn."he said while smiling.

"You just now finding out?"

"Yes I just found out."

"When you gone tell yo people?"

"I don't know. I really don't think I should tell them."

"Why not?"

"They're gonna do the fucking most."

"Well whenever your ready... I'll be there."he said and someone shot threw the backseat causing glass to go everywhere and me to scream.

"Get down, get the fuck down Sam!!"Shun yelled while pushing me down as he grabbed his gun.

"Shun what the fuck are you doing!!? Get in the car and fucking drive!!!"I yelled as I watched him try to open the door and before he could I saw multiple bullets go through his chest.

I immediately crawled from up to him trying to wake him up, constantly doubting that he was dead.

I can't recall how long I sat in his lap crying but it was pretty long.

"Baby what kind of outfits are you packing up?"I asked Lontrell as I sat on the floor in front of my suitcase.

"Shit the shit I went shopping and bought yesterday."

"Oh okay so it ain't none ugly right?"I joked.

"Son son you hear ya mama talking shit, I hope she remembers this shit once you're older and you see me beat her up."he said while coming over to me and rubbing my belly.

"Baby you know I'm just kidding, you know you be putting that shit on."I said while poking my lips out towards him and we kissed.

"I do huh?"

"Hell yea."

"You do too baby, I wonder who you get that from."

"From me, boy don't play!"I said while slapping his butt as he walked away knowing it would tick him off.

"Man quit playing."he straight faced me and I chuckled.

"I'm sorry crybaby."I rolled my eyes before getting up and putting some more things in my suitcase.

"What time does our flight leave?"I asked him.

"Shit we got until nine am it's only four."

"Are you thinking what I'm think?"I asked him as I started getting undressed.

"Hell yea you is."he said while doing the same.

I got into the bed laying on my back with my up.

Lontrell came in here and i thought he was gonna start off with some missionary but instead he started off giving me head.

Right now the kids were all gone with my mom and Tomiya so it was just us alone.

I watched as he inserted his two fingers inside of me followed by his tongue gliding against my clit causing my eyes to roll.

He began deepening his fingers while covering my while pussy with his while mouth before going to work.

At this point a bitch was hollering.

I grabbed my phone and began to record.

These videos are only being kept for me in my phone so there's nothing that's gonna happen to them.

After about like five more minutes I came and Lontrell got up before getting in between my legs.

I grabbed his face and kissed his lips sloppily while he slowly slid into me.

"I love you."he said while looking into my eyes.

"I love you more Lontrell."I moaned out as he started fucking me at a steady pace.

I wrapped my arms around him while he buried his face into my neck digging deeper into my guts.

It wasn't long before I realized that we weren't just having sex, we were making love.

Something that we hadn't did in a while.

I don't know what it was but there was something so powerful about the way we're making love.

It was very different.

Even though we had our little one in between us, it's like we both were set free from all of our problems.

It's like we only knew and had each other in the moment nothing else mattered.

From the way he stroked me, to the many orgasms I had, to the way we spoke to each other, our moans and groans, everything just felt so powerful and unreal.

I heard the doorbell ring as Lontrell and I slept peacefully in bed while holding each other close.

"Baby!"I said to him as I tapped him.

"Baby."

"Hm?"

"Someone's at the do—"I began to say while sitting up and as soon as I opened my eyes, there stood Blue and James at the foot of our bed.

Before I could figure anything out, the two of them began shooting at Lontrell.

I screamed loudly before feeling a bullet go through my belly.

I looked down at my stomach before looking up at Blue and that was the last thing I saw before I felt multiple bullets flow through my body.

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