"Skylar be quiet I'm going to get your juice girl!"I said while holding her cup and heading to the kitchen while she trailed behind me.

I poured some orange juice in her cup and handed it to her.

"You wanna eat too?"I asked her and she nodded.

I made her and Leon a small plate before taking it into their room and heading back to the kitchen.

When I got back into the kitchen Landon was in here restocking his snack drawers.

"Good morning Landon"I said while breaking the silence between us.

"Good morning"he said nonchalantly.

"How's Erica?"

"She's aight, what's up?"he said while stopping and looking at me.

I shook my head nothing.

"Landon I apologize for the way your dad and I had reacted about the news last night. I'm not as upset as he i—"

"Upset for what? This really don't have nothing to do with y'all!"

"You're our son so it has everything to do with us!"

"It really don't, these ain't y'all babies! What the fuck y'all mad for!? Is it cause y'all afraid of being grandparents? Or is it cause that once this all gets out to everybody, y'all's names are gonna be drug through the mud!? What is it!? Sam can have all the sex in the world with her gang banging, in and out of jail, cheating ass boyfriend but now that I got two babies on the way it's a fucking problem!"

"Landon first of all watch your fucking mouth! Second of all Samaria isn't pregnant! I don't know where you got the cheating part from but that's a fucking lie! Shun and Sam are good! Maybe if you wouldn't have tried to keep everything a fucking secret then we would've been able to prevent this! Is that why you ain't wanna be on tv!?"

"Either way it goes I was gone get her pregnant anyways with it or without anybody's permission! I'm damn near grown as fuck y'all can't tell me what to do anymore! I'm grown! With that being said ima have my babies and we gone be good, it ain't even worth talking about this shit anymore! Fuck tv, fuck all of this fame and shit I'm done!"he spat before walking out of the kitchen.

"Since you're grown and can do what the fuck you want to do! How about you get the fuck up out of here! How about you return those fucking car keys, every last one of them! How about you take those fucking shoes off that I bought! How about you go get a real fucking job and raise your fucking babies on your own, since you're grown! Get up off your ass!!"I yelled while following him upstairs.

"Okay I will!!!"He yelled in my face once he got to his room and then he slammed the door.

I fell onto the floor in front of his door while breaking down.

Once I was finished I headed back downstairs and went into my room.

Lontrell was back, sitting on the bed on his phone.

"Hey baby"

"What's up baby?"he asked me.

"Nothing. Landon and I just had a huge argument!"

"I told you to leave him the fuck alone!"

"What do you mean leave him alone!? Are you just not going to talk to him about it at all!?"

"He already knows how we fucking feel about everything, just give him some fucking time to think on this shit!"

"We'll he's not going to be doing too much thinking because I told him to get out! He said he's grown and can do whatever he wants so I told him to get the fuck out!"

"Really!? What kind of fucking parent are you!? Yea I might be upset about the shit but I was never gonna tell him to fucking get out, not out of my shit! You know who can get out? You can, take yo shit and get the fuck out man you and your fucked up ass mindset!"he yelled before walking out of the room.

"That's fine! I'll fucking leave then, I got somewhere to be anyways!"I yelled while sliding my shoes on and grabbing my purse and phones.

Once I had my things, I headed to my moms house since her and my dad had something to tell us.

"Susu!!!"my dad yelled as soon as he saw me get out of my car.

"Hey dad!!"I said while forcing a smile on my face while walking up to the doorstep.

"Hey baby, how's it going?"he asked while pulling me into a hug.

"I can't complain dad"I said while stopping my tears as I hugged him back.

"Me either, how are my grandkids?"

"They're good, how are you?"

"Oh don't worry about me I'll be just fine"he said while rubbing my shoulder and I nodded.

"Where's mom?"

"She's in there with your brother and sister"

"Oh okay, you coming in?"I asked him.

"Yea in a couple of minutes"

"Okay"

"Suhan"he said while still rubbing my shoulder as his one arm was around my neck.

"Yea?"

"I want you to know that I love you and if there's anything you need me to do please tell me. I know you're trying to find a steady source of income, deal with your relationship, the kids, and then on top of that Landon. I'm here for you if you need anything. Don't go to anybody but me, not even your mother! Come to me Suhan, we'll pray over everything, and then start putting shit in motion. Please Suhan, I'm here okay!?"

"I love you too dad, thank you so much!"I said while hugging him tighter.

Every time I tried letting him go there was something that wouldn't let me.

"Aight now gone inside, I'll be in there"he said and I nodded while letting him go and going inside.

When I got into the living room where Tomi, Stunna, and my mom were they were all watching tv.

"Hey y'all!"I said while going to sit on the couch next to my mom and Stunna.

"Hey Suhan!!"my mama said while smiling.

"Where you going?"Tomiya asked me.

"I'm going on set in a couple of hours"

"Oh okay"

"Mhm hey Khalick"I said while gently punching him in his arm.

"What's up sis, I'm blizzard as fuck right now"

"Yea I can tell"

"Blizzard?"my mama said while looking around at us.

"I'm high"Stunna said and she chuckled.

"Boy you're gonna die smoking that stuff!"

"That's the only thing keeping me alive mama"he said and I shook my head.

My dad walked in and sat on the couch next to Tomiya.

"Wow it hasn't been just us in a while"I said while smiling.

"Yea peaceful ain't it"dad said while looking up at the tv.

"Mhm"

"What are we here for again?"Tomiya asked while putting her phone in her purse.

"We have— well your dad has some news to tell y'all. We know that y'all are already going through stuff within your families and your own lives, and I wouldn't say that this is more important but at the moment it is."

"What is it?"Tomiya asked and I squinted at her.

"I umm- I went to the doctor the other day and they basically told me I don't really have that much longer to live..... Yea they diagnosed me with stage 4 cancer and told me that it wasn't really much more they can do."he said and I went into a complete shock.

Tomiya took off her shades and started crying.

"Man what?"Stunna said while chuckling before a worried look crept onto his face.

"Well how long do you have!?"I asked him as my eyes began filling up with tears.

"They say I got about three more months left."he said while coughing and I instantly broke down.

Stunna grabbed me and hugged me tightly while I literally wet up most of his shirt.

I don't know what happened after that but all I remember is hearing Tomiya cry and crying my damn self.