I let my seat back as I sat in my car in front of Erica's neighbor's house.

She came out shortly and I unlocked the doors.

When she got in I hugged her.

"Man how the fuck you keeping that a secret?"I asked her as I touched her belly.

"Baggy clothes"

"You starting to show more and more"

"Yea about that so you know how you went to practice the other day?"

"Yea I go almost everyday"I shrugged while looking out of the window.

"I went to the doctor that day and we're not only have a baby, we're having two babies"she said and I looked at her crazy.

"Two!?"

"Yea, I guess the other baby was hiding"

"Two fucking babies though!?"

"Yes Landon we're having twins obviously"

"Damn. I was okay with the one, now two."

"I mean it's no different than having just one"

"Yea that's what you think"I said and she sucked her teeth.

"Why you acting like that?"

"Look ion mean to be a dick or nun but I got too much going on right now and this is just adding on to the bullshit!"

"So you think our babies are bullshit!?"

"I ain't fucking say that! The information is adding onto my bullshit!"

"I thought you'd be excited"

"Ion know how to be right now, too much shit going on!"

"Okay well Landon if you're gonna act this way then ima go back inside and you can leave. Oh and just so you know, I told my parents!"she said before getting out of the car and closing the door.

I sat there speechless for about five minutes straight.

Now that she's told her parents that means that it's my turn and I ain't fucking ready.

Ima try to hold out as long as I can before word gets out to every fucking body and my parents find out through blogs and shit.

I rang the doorbell to Renni's house while the camera crew stood behind me.

"Heeeey!!"she exclaimed as she opened the door and I hugged her before walking inside.

"Girl your house is so beautiful, I haven't been here in a while! Maybe I should vacay here and get away from all of the fucking bullshit I'm dealing with!"

"Uh un not Mrs. Perfect dealing with bullshit!"

"Girl I'm far from it!"I said while following her to her living room.

"Shit we all are"she said and I chuckled.

"Have a seat, here you go"

"Thank you!"I said while grabbing the glass of wine from her before sitting down.

"What's been going on!?"she asked me as she took as seat herself.

"Girl too much, let's talk about you first. How's your 'marriage' treating you?"

"Girl don't be funny!"she said and I laughed before gargling down most of my wine.

"We're doing great! I'm surprised because you know, just last year we were both in and out of the house."

"Yea I remember that, I'm glad you're both doing better though. How are the kids?"

"Our kids are marvelous everything's really good over here, but I know that the storm is about to come. Can't be doing good for too long before Satan himself walks back into your life"

"Right, shit I thought I was doing good."

"What's going on with you, you just sat down and you're almost on your second glass of wine!"she said and I laughed.

"Girl a whole lot! I'm just trying not to meet back with the past, because we all know how bad it had got that one time. When I had started drinking heavily, running through many relationships, doing drugs, abandoning my kids, girl shit was just crazy!"

"Oh yea that's not good at all"

"It really isn't and that's why every time someone's like, 'You want a drink?' I'm always like some wine will do! That's why I'm trying to get away from doing hostings and open my on brokerage firm in real estate. I can't even do that though because Cali's upset with me about it!"

"Whaaaat!? Not Daisy hating on Minnie! Not Smokey hating on Craig! Not Dory hating on Nemo! Not Queen hating on Slim! You can't be talking about the Cali that I know."

"Exactly, I am though. So she has her own brokerage firm here in Atlanta and I guess word got out to her about me starting my own. I'm really not sure who the fucking sender is because I really didn't tell many people about it. But yea she called me on some jealous shit, normally you would be happy about your best friend's decision. This bitch called me talm bout some, 'You need to stay the fuck away from things you don't know about. You're being selfish, taking business away from me and my former agents. Go back to chasing after niggas and club hopping because that's what you're used to!' Like how could you say something like that!?"

"Yea that's fucked up and it's really fucked up to know that it's coming from her"

"Yes! Like bitch I put you on. If it weren't for me then your ass would still be stuffing hundreds and twenties between ya wet ass cheeks!"I said while pouring some more wine into my glass and Renni laughed.

"Suhan bitch I can't with you!"

"No I'm serious, that bitch is fucking delusional. Then she says something like 'You know I could've given you a spot in my firm!' Why the fuck would I want to work for HER out of all people!? I'll be a boss bitch before I ever let another bitch boss me around! The fuck I look like splitting a commission with her and plenty other mfs, stupid!"

"Is she selling any houses?"

"Girl I don't know, I haven't talked to Cali in a while. The bitch just starting acting different out of nowhere, I'm not sure what it is. Then I'm dealing with Landon, he doesn't want to show his face on tv. So I'm having to see why and it's hard because he's so fucking stubborn, just like his father so there's no way I'm changing his mind. Then I got into it with Tomiya when I went out with her and my mom a couple of days ago. At first I thought she'd stop her bitching but she continued and I just left the both of them."

"Girl what is your sex life like?"Renni asked me while laughing and I laughed.

"I wouldn't say it's good but it's okay. Lontrell and I actually have sex every other night, sometimes every night it depends. Sometimes I'm not enjoying it because I have so much shit that just be sitting on my mind. So when he's goes down on me I fake my part because in my head I'm thinking about the things I could be doing. When we get done having sex he's mad because I didn't go when he did, since we usually do it at the same time. I'm sometimes able to go three rounds, now one is enough for me. I've made it to where he can go as many as I can go and when I only go for one, that fucks up his mood. So girl my life is just all over the place."

"Both of you need a vacation. Maybe it'll help free your mind and fix his attitude, oh and you should probably invite Cali too seems like she needs one"

"That bitch doesn't need to be anywhere with me, put her ass in the dog pound some fucking where"I said while sipping from my glass and Renni laughed.

I watched as Shun and Bsavv performed one of the songs from their new album.

"Aye Shiest!"I heard as somebody tapped me causing me to jump and reach for my gun at the same time.

When I turned around, I saw Est Gee.

"What's up bruh!?"I dapped him up while laughing.

I'm high as fuck right now and all I know is that if some shit pops off, my shit going off up in this bitch.

Tonight is Shun and B's album release party and everybody in this mf lit.

I made sure to invite most people in the industry who I knew would come.

Durk here, Bagg, G Herbo, Gucci, Foo, and a whole lot of other mfs.

Tonight I will have both of my new artist perform their hit singles and then Ima perform Back in Blood with Durk.

"Aye I want you to meet somebody's, this Brianna, my girl"he said while showing me to Brianna.

"What's up, I'm Pooh Shiesty the big brother"I said and Gee laughed.

"This nigga wish"

"Y'all are brothers for real?"

"Yea from another mother"

"Oooh I was finna say!"

"What you so worried about it for? Aight bro we'll fuck with you later. Ima go grab me some to drank, percs got a nigga stomach fucked up"

"Aight bet, you do that"I laughed.

Just as I was about to walk off, I heard Brianna yell out my name.

"Wassup?"I turned around towards her.

"Is there somewhere we can go talk?"

"Yea, meet me outside it'll be a black Suburban parked out front"I said before heading outside.

When I got to the truck I stayed inside and waited on her for like five minutes until she came.

When she finally came out, she got inside of the truck and sat next to me.

"What's up?"

"Well first of all how is you and your family doing?"

"We're doing good, how about you?"

"Same same"

"You and Gee good?"

"I mean publicly yes"she said before taking off of her sunglasses.

"Mane what the fuck Brianna!?"I exclaimed while grabbing her face and I looked at the black eye she had.

There was only a small amount of makeup that she had attempted to cover it up with.

"Yea but who am I to express his wrongs to you when you're no different than this!?"she exclaimed and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Brianna I ain't ever touched you!"

"You've touched your wife before along with many other women"

"That ain't got shit to do with you Brianna. What you wanted to talk to me about though?"

"Lontrell I miss what we had. I feel like if you wouldn't have been stuck on your baby mother then I wouldn't have been in this situation! We could've fucking worked, I loved you Lontrell and I still do! We must start over, it's only right!"she said while climbing onto my lap and kissing me.

I grabbed her face and pushed her off of me.

"Get the fuck off of me!"I yelled.

"Lontrell start over with me! We didn't make it before but we can this time if we just try again! I need you more that she does!"

"Brianna that's bullshit, you knew we weren't gonna last. Shit a blind man could see that!"

"Lontrell well why did you have to come into my life and play with my feelings like that?"

"Brianna you knew and you know now that Suhan wasn't and ain't going nowhere! She's the mother of my kids and she was my wife a one point, I'll forever love and have love for her! Which means that anytime she's ready to re-enter my life she can regardless of whatever I got going on the side!"

"Wow so that how you feel?"

"That's exactly how I feel, you had a chance to leave that nigga. This whole time you've been sitting in here, I can't tell you wanna leave."

She looked at me before getting out of the truck and not saying a word.

I watched as she walked back into the club and I shook my head before waiting a couple minutes then going back inside.

Although we do have problems, I'm happy where I am now with Suhan ain't nobody finna come fuck that up.